(Girls' Literature)

He has been here for so long, has his situation been resolved, has his addiction left him, can he complete the cleansing of his soul and the redemption of himself? I looked at Xinxin's appearance, and I still looked flawless, but I really didn't know if Xinxin knew what her father was like now. Originally, there was no mother, if there was no father's protection, I think this child is really pitiful, "Come, Xinxin, let's get off first!" The little girl from the welfare home got off the bus with Xinxin first.

I looked at Officer Huang, "Is it appropriate to take Xinxin to see her father now?" Could it have had any impact on Shin Shin's heart? I asked Zheng Encai a little worriedly, until now I was really worried about Zheng Encai's mental state, and I was still more afraid of what kind of situation Xinxin would have if she met him, but Officer Huang shook his head at me, "It's okay, this kid is very strong and brave, she now has a very clear understanding of her actual situation, this is no problem!"

That's fine, but I suddenly felt more sad in my heart, hey, my dear Xinxin, you are only this age, or the age of being coquettish in the arms of your father and mother, but now you have to face so many things, how can a child like you cope with it? When the doors of the drug rehabilitation center opened, I felt like a cold wind was blowing in my face. I shivered heartily.

Although it is summer now, the air in the drug rehabilitation center is still so cold, so cold, I try to calm myself down, try not to expose my weaknesses, but, when I came before, I saw the feeling of almost the same as the twilight in the drug rehabilitation center, I suddenly felt very timid, I had a very terrifying feeling, "Come on, Xiaoya girl, come in!" Officer Huang motioned for me to walk over. I nodded, but there was still a deep fear of this drug addict in my heart.

I swallowed my saliva vigorously and walked to the door, after walking in, the summer in the drug rehabilitation center is also coming, the trees and flowers in the yard are blooming one after another, and the fragrance of vitality is exuding in the breeze, which makes people suddenly feel refreshed, I suddenly feel that the world has suddenly become so good, and this place is no longer as terrible as I thought before, hey, sometimes, you still have to work hard to experience some things, such as the current situation is like thisThere are some people playing on the playground, judging from the clothes they are wearing, these people are those drug rehabilitation personnel, but if it looks like this, it is quite healthy, I watched their movements, dribbling, layups and shooting, these actions are almost all done in one go, which makes people can't help but secretly feel admiration in their hearts.

And in the corner of the wall, there is no one who looked like the walking dead before, squatting there, looking extremely terrifying. Hehe, it turns out that this world is also so beautiful, people here seem to have spent a cold winter and walked to a new spring, which makes people feel very comfortable, I think the spring that belongs to everyone seems to be really coming, I hope this is not their own psychological effect, "Oh, Officer Huang, you are here!" ”

A staff member at the drug rehabilitation center saw Officer Huang, and the two of them shook hands and let us into a room, "Come, you guys can sit here for a while!" As he spoke, he poured tea for each of us. I remember him, the last time I came, I saw him, "That, our director is not here today, I will arrange for you to meet with Zheng Encai in a while!" He looked kind and approachable, and Officer Huang picked up his cup, took a sip of water, and nodded. The staff member saw Xinxin and touched Xinxin's head lovingly, "Oh, what a good child, what's your name?" "Yes, such a good child, probably everyone likes it.

Xinxin rolled her big eyes and replied, "My name is Xinxin, uncle, my father is Zheng Encai!" Xinxin's voice was really like a heavenly sound, which made the staff touch her head again, "What a cute child, I just can't figure it out, what the fuck is this Zheng Encai doing?" There is such a good child, and there is such a family ...... before" He said this, covering his mouth, I saw Officer Huang winking at him, he covered his mouth, and Xinxin stared at him with flawless eyes.

Fortunately, Officer Huang's timely reminder that although Xinxin's age is relatively young now, we didn't inform her of Zheng Encai's actual situation before, but she has a mature feeling that does not match her age at all, and we are afraid that she will combine some of the information she has learned from the cocoon, in that case, Zheng Encai's matter will really be suspended, just like she realized that her mother's matter is the same reason that we are lying to her. But fortunately, Xinxin was drinking water just now, so she shouldn't have heard such a sentence. But......

"Uncle!" Xinxin stopped drinking water, raised her head, looked at the staff who were talking, and said, "Huh? The staff member also didn't know if Xinxin heard it, so when he heard Xinxin calling him, he also raised his head, and there was a moment of hesitation in his eyes. What is my dad doing here? Xinxin asked patiently, the scene began to be embarrassing again in such an instant, my God, I am really afraid of something, I am afraid that the little girl will ask this question, and I will really ask this question.

"Uh...... Well...... "This discipline seems a bit hard to explain, I understand, it's obviously a very difficult question to ask, yes, what the hell is it? It seems to be very difficult to answer, everyone for a moment you look at me, I look at you, Xinxin still tilted her head, stared at her big eyes, patiently waiting for our answer, but we thought, if we really tell Xinxin about this actual situation, I don't know if Xinxin's heart is so strong, can it withstand such a big blow? But if you don't tell her, you'll have to deceive her again. This......

And Officer Huang gave me a look at me at this time, hey, why do you want me to play a deceptive role every time? And every time it's a little girl who cheats, what does this mean for people? What does this need to be done by others? But there was no way, I saw Xinxin's unintentional face and an expectant expression, my heart suddenly softened, and I even felt that if I didn't tell this white lie, then I would be like an executioner-like figure, because the child's pitiful eyes were so in front of me, what else could I say? But will she trust me again?

"Xinxin, come, Auntie will tell you!" As I spoke, I pulled Shin Shin to my side, and Shin Shin's two eyes, which were like black grapes, flashed in front of me, and the pure gaze that came out of my eyes hit my face like that, making me feel a little pain in my cheeks. I suddenly felt a pain in my heart for no reason, "Do you know that Dad works here?" Dad, helping a lot of people here, dad is great, you know? ”

I don't think I can go on, if I continue to say it, I guess I will cry, Xinxin just blinked at me with two big eyes, my heart began to be worried again, I don't know what I said, Xinxin will believe it, sometimes, we adults stupidly think that the child will believe his own words, he thinks that what he said is true, he thinks that the child must think that what he said is right, sometimes, the child's psychology, although it is relatively pure, But the child is definitely not a fool, the child also has a strong cognitive ability, and I have deceived Xinxin once, I don't know if I give such a statement again, whether the child can accept it in his heart, if not, I think it's ugly, think about it, you are an adult, some of the words you say, will be debunked by a child, then the style of painting is not very harmonious. My heart started beating wildly again.

But fortunately, Xinxin put her arms around my neck and kissed me on the face, "Godmother, do you mean that my father is great?" "What, I looked at her eyes like a crescent moon, oh my God, this girl's movements are quite fast, she even changed her title to me, and even called me godmother, this thing happened, I really didn't expect it, "godmother, godmother......" she got tired of my body again, like a newborn puppy, "hahaha......" The room was full of joy, although at this time, everyone was not talking, but it was okay, Xinxin didn't seem to hear that I was telling a lie, Officer Huang whispered a few words to the guard, and the guard walked out, and I hugged Xinxin. "Aunt Xiaoya, are you okay with me as my godmother?"

Please, I really don't know, what is in this little head of Shin Shin? "Godmother", these two words appeared in my mind, and I suddenly felt quite strange, although in the current situation, I should not have any ideas.