Bai Yueming followed Xia Bihan to the green belt at the entrance of the hospital, and sat on the chair silently, Xia Bihan did not speak, Bai Yueming wanted to speak and stopped.

It was Xia Bihan who broke the silence first: "Thank you for coming to visit my mother." ”

"Xia Bihan, don't make trouble, let's make peace." Bai Yueming looked at Xia Bihan worriedly. The dark circles under Xia Bihan's eyes showed that she was not doing well. I haven't seen her for a few days, she seems to be a lot haggard, and Bai Yueming is distressed to death.

In fact, it is not that Xia Bihan has not talked about Xia Bihan's haggard appearance in the past, but at this time, it seems that his heart is even more entangled.

Xia Bihan's silence made Bai Yueming even more unsure of what to do. I had to take care of myself and start talking again: "Xia Bihan, let's not make a fuss, I know I'm a scumbag, I'm not right, I haven't lived a good life for so many years, and I haven't treated you well, but you know my virtue, you also know in your heart that I love you, in my heart you are the most important, others are just playing, don't be angry, let's turn this page, we will live a good life in the future, I will never be mixed up again, okay?" ……….”

In fact, Bai Yueming wanted to rack his brains to talk about the benefits of Bai Yueming and the benefits of their marriage, but after thinking about it for a long time, he didn't come up with it. His uncle, if he were a woman, he would definitely not live with someone like himself, he couldn't see anyone messing around outside all day long, and he had a child, and he had a fart.

"Bai Yueming, do you love me?"

"Love." Bai Yueming couldn't wait to say I love you all over his body at this time, but unfortunately there was only one copy, because he couldn't interpret his blue love.

"Since you love me, we can't have any more children in this life, do you think you can love me to the point of being a couple for the rest of your life?"

Bai Yueming hesitated. Xia Bihan may not be able to get pregnant, but will the Bai family really agree to not have children for the rest of her life?

"The child is not necessarily going to be born now, isn't there IVF and surrogacy? Why bother with this. ”

Xia Bihan shook her head in disappointment. However, Bai Yueming didn't deceive her, and immediately said that she could live alone without children, and she could be regarded as a sincere person. It's nice to say, that is, when he can get pregnant, he can play around outside, but now he can't, even if he really loves himself, it doesn't necessarily mean that he won't have children outside. Not to mention that there is already a ready-made one.

Bai Yueming hugged Xia Bihan in a panic and buried his head in her neck socket, he knew that it was wrong for the big man to do this, but he had to do everything possible to make Xia Bihan eliminate the determination to separate. Hard and soft.

"Xia Bihan, I know you love me, you still remember that when we were eighteen years old, we didn't know each other for long, so you handed me over the first time, and I told you at that time that I don't have to be responsible, you didn't say anything, and you also said that you were willing to wait for me. It's been so many years, and the two of us have gotten married and achieved positive results, why are you still hesitating? You love me with all your heart, why should you be separated? ”

Xia Bihan didn't move, Bai Yueming was right, she still loved this person so far, but the doubt and entanglement in her heart made her at a loss. She admitted in her heart that she couldn't make up her mind.

"Bai Yueming, it is no longer just a matter of love or non-love between us. In fact, no one is happy in our marriage, so why bother to toss it. ”

"As long as you don't toss, it's fine!! Bihan, you forgive me again, isn't it good for us to live a good life? ”

"Take 10,000 steps back and say, I just forgave you, what are you going to do with Xia Xiaoxue's child?"

Bai Yueming was stunned. Before Xia Xiaoxue was pregnant, he insisted that she get rid of it, and Xia Bihan already had a child at that time. But now Xia Bihan is unable to have children, and this unexpected child can just make up for it. He struggled for a few days and came up with a solution that he thought was the best of both worlds, that is, to coax Xia Bihan home before he could implement it.

"The child is innocent. But don't worry, I only need a child, Xia Xiaoxue gave birth to a child, I gave her money, and everything was over. ”

Bai Yueming peeked at Xia Bihan's face, and there seemed to be no sign of anger. Breathe a sigh of relief.

"And then what?? The child was brought back to the Bai family to raise. I'm going back to be a mom to my kids? ”

"If you don't like it, you don't have it! I'll give it to my mother, let's find a way to have a child when the time comes, okay? ”

"Well, how can Madame Bai explain it? In fact, I have seen clearly in the past two years, your mother did not admit me at all!! ”

"Bihan, you don't have to worry about this matter, it doesn't matter what my mother has to do with the two of us, she loves me the most, as long as I want to do something, she won't object if she is not satisfied!!" Bai Yueming breathed a sigh of relief because of what Xia Bihan said, these are not problems, as long as Xia Bihan is willing to go back, all problems will be solved.

Xia Bihan turned his head to look at Bai Yueming's eyes, Bai Yueming was a little weak-hearted, because he couldn't see the emotions in her eyes, it seemed to be very calm, and it seemed to be turbulent.

"Bai Yueming, you tell the truth, you really don't have any feelings for Xia Xiaoxue? Not even a little reluctant?? ”

Bai Yueming couldn't answer. If you don't have any feelings at all, why do you insist on contacting for so many years. How is he going to justify himself?!! But if he really says that he has feelings, he doesn't believe it himself, it's definitely a liar. It's just that there's no denying that the woman does have something to attract him.

But to say that it is love is definitely not. Or married men are like this, they need to find some freshness and excitement, not to mention that Bai Yueming is originally a young master, and he feels sorry for himself if he doesn't do something out of the ordinary.

"I ..... I definitely don't love her, you believe me Bihan."

Xia Bihan lowered her head and smiled. She was laughing at herself. Bai Yueming is right, he is not in love with other women, he is just looking for fun, fresh, the kind of attraction that he does not have in himself, Xia Xiaoxue and other women have it. The question was in front of him, and Bai Yueming's answer followed the trajectory that could happen, without deviating from his imagination at all. If she forgives Bai Yueming, she will continue to accept similar photos in the future, never walk into the door of the Bai family, and always fight with the women outside, either endure or explode, after persevering for a long time, the green years pass slowly, and the love and family that she Xia Bihan wants will always be an illusory existence. When I think about it, my heart hurts a lot.

It's ridiculous that she's still fantasizing. Sometimes I really feel that this person is already used to it, and how to live without it is a problem, but thinking about the future life, the days with Bai Yueming will be hell, and it is not something I can bear.

What's more, family members don't have to be a couple forever. If you have a first child, who can guarantee that there will be a second!! I am not so calm, I have endured it for so many years, but I still can't bear it after all.

In a trance, I remembered the first time Bai Yueming mentioned it. The first time she met Bai Yueming, she was delivered not long after.

I was really stupid at that time.

Once her mind was disturbed by the glaring scene, and then she broke the jar and tried to sell herself. Bai Yueming, who met by chance, was a complete playboy, and she showed great interest in herself when she met for the first time, and after her young mind and ideas were stimulated, she resolutely chose to be with Bai Yueming. Unexpectedly, this decision made her conservative by nature give her her life.

In fact, all along, she is forcing herself to like Bai Yueming, and she must like Bai Yueming. Because Xia Xiaoxue is her best friend, Xia Xiaoxue likes Li Ruiyang so much, and Li Ruiyang is so good, so good that Xia Bihan feels that he can only watch him from afar and never enter his life. And she also saw Li Ruiyang kiss Xia Xiaoxue's forehead gently and gently. The delicate teenagers of that delicate period always had a cautious eye that was not inhumane to outsiders. Xia Bihan naturally has it. So she was always entangled in listening to Xia Xiaoxue talk about Li Ruiyang's goodness, Li Ruiyang's badness, Li Ruiyang's various conditions, and also told Xia Xiaoxue's various love and admiration for Li Ruiyang. I remember that Xia Xiaoxue's favorite sentence to Xia Bihan at that time was: "Bihan, how do you think I can make Li Ruiyang die for me?" I've tried a lot of things, but he's always so calm and refuses to confirm the relationship with me, what should I do? ”

What to do, what to do, Xia Bihan often pretends not to care about giving her advice, in fact, whenever Xia Xiaoxue excitedly talks about how to plan how to succeed, she feels very uncomfortable.

In fact, from the very beginning when she saw Li Ruiyang, she really liked this boy very much. The feeling of being heart-pounded in youth is very good, but it can't make the young children think clearly, Xia Bihan is even more heart-beating, but he also knows that the distance between himself and Li Ruiyang is not half a point, plus a Xia Xiaoxue is horizontal in the middle, and soon Bai Yueming was born, which caused the last mind to loosen a little bit.

Later, Xia Bihan felt that it was tiring to always look up to a person who was on top, so she gave up.

If Li Ruiyang knew that his excellence, arrogance and pride when he was a child scared away the woman he loved the most, he would definitely want to tear himself down and stuff it into the stove to burn it. Of course, there are two indispensable characters who are stirring sticks in it, and it's hard to solve it.

Life is all going the wrong way, there are few people who have not walked, and after walking a lot, they are all used to it, but they feel that the life path that does not take the wrong road is not the real life road...... Li Ruiyang sometimes pops up a few tongue twisters in his head, and the philosophy makes him full of hope and confidence in life.

And Xia Bihan and Bai Yueming's acquaintance and love completely made Xia Bihan give up the little caution about Li Ruiyang. In order to be able to give up completely, she willingly gave herself to Bai Yueming.

Xia Bihan finally gave up on Bai Yueming completely.

She looked at Bai Yueming's earnest face, and lightly gave her the final verdict: "Bai Yueming, there will be no one in this world who is always waiting in place. I think I'll wait long enough for you, but I'm also a human being, and I'm tired, tired, sad, and lonely. I never felt wrong to fall in love with you, but now I want to get out of my marriage, out of my love for you, and I hope you don't come to me again. We all have our own lives, and we are all young, so we should think about the rest of our lives. You also need to settle down and stop wasting your time, okay? ”

After Xia Bihan finished speaking, she turned around and walked back to the hospital, leaving Bai Yueming standing by the flower bed in a daze.

Bai Yueming was unwilling. He knew that Xia Bihan's anger had not disappeared now, and it was really not a wise move to come now. But he was flustered, he was afraid that he would really become a boat, he was afraid, afraid that he would really lose Xia Bihan. Although he is playful, he also knows what he wants from the bottom of his heart. Otherwise, with his character and leftism, how could he have married early!

It's a big deal to wait for a while for her to gradually lose her anger and then go to her place, no matter what, the most important thing is to coax his wife home.