Lai Shengge didn't care what Chihiro thought, he still said his own words, as if he wanted to say everything he needed to say at this moment.

Master said. The last thing I should be emotionally in my life is to either die or be reborn for it. Lai Shengge chuckled twice, "But so what? I expected everyone's fate, but I couldn't count my own fate. Knowing too much is not always a good thing. Knowing such a result, I still have to be obsessed, but I can't change it......"

After speaking, Lai Shengge exhaled a breath of slightly tiredness and continued, "I don't ask for anything else, I am an unblessed person. There has never been the slightest delusion. She asked for the Flowing Blue Stone, so I went to fetch the Flowing Blue Stone. went to Mobei, fighting with a crippled body, but unfortunately he couldn't get his wish, only sighed that he was not good at learning, and he couldn't count the reincarnation of heaven laid by the master. Later, she came. I thought to myself, if she broke into battle alone, how could she be safe? ”

Chihiro's sword eyebrows tightened.

Seeing this, Lai Shengge smiled weakly, and there were faint tears in his slightly cool eyes, "I can't see her whole body retreating, how can I rest assured?" So I went with her, just to leave a way back for her. I kept reminding myself when I was in the battle. Can't be a burden to her. Can't die before her. If I die, who will relieve her? So I went first every time, pretending to be greedy for life and afraid of death every time. ”

"But it doesn't matter, there is a so-called yes, even if I know the way to break the formation, I don't dare to speak easily. If I teach people to see my true ability, how can I keep her out? So I waited quietly until she needed me, and then came out to pave the way for her. ”

"I found the old ancestor, who watched me lead the people into battle, and finally the whole army was wiped out. So she was also deceived by me, thinking that my ability was like this, and there was nothing to worry about at all. So when she knew that I was a closed disciple of the Holy Hand Gate, and promised her to help stay ......" Speaking of which. Lai Shengge turned his head to look at Chihiro.

Chihiro was motionless. But he clenched his fist in his sleeve, "I never knew that you hid so deeply." ”

Lai Shengge continued to mumble to himself, "The old ancestor took out the flowing orchid, and I acted in a scene to lead her to the secret passage. That stupid woman, but dared to dig out her heart and lungs to me, and dared to say that she wanted to leave. ”

"As everyone knows, it's just a bureau I set up, and she actually paid for it. It's not her who owes Begonia, it's me. ”

"It's me who should pay the bill...... It can only be my ......."

There was another low cough, and there was a little blood stain on the corner of Lai Shengge's mouth. He subconsciously probed with his fingertips, and then looked at the red blood stains on his fingertips in amazement, "Who she loves, I don't care, I don't care." I just know what I should do and what I shouldn't do. ”

After a pause, he coughed again, "What I do has nothing to do with her, just like whether I love or not is my own business, and it has nothing to do with anyone." ”

"Whether I love it or not, it's just a person's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, which have never affected anyone, let alone disturbed her life."

"She wants to be happy, and I'm happy to do it. But what about my happiness? "The group page is chaste.

"My happiness just wants her to live well."

"And whether she's happy or not has nothing to do with me, because ...... I can't give it. ”

"Find your own position, it doesn't matter if you are forced or forced, that's not the result I want."

Chihiro's eyes were red, staring at Lai Shengge's smiling face, her lips trembled, and she couldn't make a sound when she choked in her throat.

"My heart hurts, but I'm afraid she's not happy. Seeing that she did not hesitate to pay for him, I realized that she had already been deported, and I couldn't even hold her corners. ”

"I'm not afraid that she won't love me, because she loves her lover, I don't worry."

Lai Shengge finally let out a sigh of relief, as if he had confided all his thoughts in a hurry. He was finally willing to look up at Chihiro's face, showing the most harmless smile, his eyes were as warm as the warm sun of March, "Listen to the story, laugh at the people in the story." Storytellers, people in tragic stories. ”

After speaking, he reached out and slowly poured a glass of water, wanting to take a sip of water, but because of coughing, the blood stains on his lips stained the water in the cup red.

Lowering his eyebrows and watching the red in the cup slowly spread, Lai Shengge smiled a little helplessly, "You're right, I can live and die here, but I will be tortured by illness forever." ”

"But you know me best, and you have never been greedy for life and afraid of death."

"Maybe you never thought that one day, even a dead wood like me would want to have spring. It's a pity ......"

He slowly put down the cup in his hand, Chihiro took a deep breath, and looked at the blood in his cup, "As long as you don't leave here, you can live." ”

"As you said, I'm not a man who is greedy for life and afraid of death. The reason why I can still hold on is that I still have a wish. Lai Shengge looked at her with a somewhat solemn expression, "But soon, it's time to finish." ”

"What are you talking about?" Chihiro has countless uneasiness in her heart.

Lai Shengge's words made her uneasy, and she always felt that something was about to happen, but she had nothing to struggle.

"No matter who she loves, I only do what makes me feel at ease. It doesn't matter if she wants to accept it or not, no one can stop me from what I want to do. Lai Shengge slowly poured the blood in the cup to the ground.

Chihiro was startled, and her vision began to blur.

"You ......" She only felt that the sky was dark, and she only felt that her limbs were weak.

Lai Shengge's face became more and more blurry in her vision, and finally the only thing she could feel was the slight coolness of her eyebrows. It was his thin cool lips that fell on the center of her eyebrows, and kissed it gently.

Chihiro fell to the ground, unconscious.

Seeing this, Lai Shengge leaned down, picked her up with great difficulty, and walked slowly towards the bed. Every step was so strenuous that in a short distance, it seemed as if he had walked for centuries.

The steps are heavy, but they are willing.

Finally, he placed her on the bed.

He gasped for breath and sat on the edge of the bed coughing, his cold fingertips finally touching her cheeks. stripped away her sumptuous crown feathers, and scattered her white hair three thousand.

Her eyes were red, and Lai Shengge's hand slowly stroked her white hair, and every inch hurt into her heart.

With a little blood overflowing from the corners of his mouth, he stared at it, and his pupils were full of charming flowing orchids, bright and precious.

"Sleep, sleep a little longer. When you wake up, everything will change. He wanted to get up, but he couldn't do it. Xu is Fang has just spent too much effort holding Chihiro, and he is a little weak at the moment.

After sitting for a while, he finally got up and walked slowly towards the back hall.

Walking very slowly.

I wanted to wish you a happy life, and the only thing I could give you in the end was ......

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