Chapter 388: We Can't Go Back
After hanging up the phone, Gu Senran didn't really go to rest, she started to get busy, first scrubbed Shen Yi'er on the hospital bed, and then went to take a shower by herself, and walked to Shen Yi'er's side while wiping her hair.
A year ago, Shen Yier had been discharged from the hospital, and the Gu family bought a single-family villa for the two of them in a villa area very close to the hospital.
It is not very convenient for Gu Senran to accompany Shen Yier in the hospital, so now this villa can be said to be a separate home for the two of them in a sense.
Gu Senran liked this feeling very much, as if the two of them had married and lived together, except that her 'husband' had been lying on the bed without saying a word.
However, Gu Senran has long been accustomed to these.
Since the two of them moved from the ward to this villa, the sound of the TV in the room has never been turned off, she doesn't like the silence of the whole house without any sound, and only with the TV on can make her feel that she is not alone.
Even though the TV is on, I don't really watch it.
Gu Senran picked up the hair dryer, the sound in her ears was all the sound of the wind, and she couldn't hear the sound from the TV.
Blowing dry his hair, Gu Senran came to Shen Yier's side before going to bed as usual.
The doctor said that Shen Yier could sense the sounds of the outside world, etc., so Gu Senran always came to chat with him, and occasionally when there was no topic, she would read books for Shen Yier, or the little love poems she saw.
But today she was a little tired, and she couldn't read poetry for Shen Yier, but she found some snacks and talked about what happened at home recently while eating.
Speaking of a certain place, Gu Senran suddenly thought of Shen Yier's family.
It was also a year ago that she learned why Shen Yier had disappeared for so long, and the people in his family came to him, and she also knew why Shen Yier never mentioned his family to anyone, not even his best friend Gu Xinchen.
Shen Yier is not the biological son of the Shen family, he is a boy adopted by Shen's mother when she was young, I heard that Shen's mother and Shen's father were misdiagnosed when they were young and had infertility, so the two went to the children's welfare home and adopted Shen Yier, who was only two years old at the time.
What's even more bloody is that Shen's father and Shen's mother raised Shen Yier to the age of five, and suddenly one day, Shen's mother became pregnant, and then Shen Yier had an extra brother.
Of course, Shen Yier was left out in the cold after that, and Shen Yier no longer lived in the Shen family when he was sixteen years old, so he basically wouldn't go back to City A.
Gu Senran can still remember the scene when Shen's father and Shen's mother saw Shen Yier at that time, and they didn't care about Shen Yier who was sick in bed at all.
Gu Senran shook his head, no longer wanting to think about those not very pleasant pasts.
As long as the current Shen Yier can be by his side, Gu Senran stroked Shen Yier's face, thought happily, and branded a kiss on Shen Yier's forehead as usual.
Gu Senran turned off the light and turned down the sound of the TV in the room, and then left his room.
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Early the next morning, Gu's family.
Gu Xinchen always got up very early, and at about 8:30, he was already eating breakfast at the table.
And Li Siqiao was still in Li Baobao's room, and after Xiaohong said a word, Gu Xinchen knew that Li Siqiao hadn't drunk a drop of water from yesterday to now.
When Gu Xinchen heard this, his brows furrowed, and he immediately got up and went to the upstairs room.
The door was still locked, Gu Xinchen opened it, and after walking in, he saw Li Siqiao sitting on the bed, judging from what she was wearing and the dark circles around her eyes, she didn't seem to sleep last night.
Gu Xinchen retreated from Xiaohong and looked at Li Siqiao from above.
"There's no need to hurt your body."
Gu Xinchen looked at Li Siqiao fixedly and said.
Li Siqiao remained motionless and did not reply to Gu Xinchen's words.
Pursing his lips, Gu Xinchen softened his voice a little, "You...... Still won't forgive me, won't you? Yesterday, I actually ....... ”
Before he could say a few words that were not intentional, Li Siqiao interrupted him first.
"You don't have to explain anymore."
It's too strange between the two of them, it seems that the more they explain, the more they can't explain it, and as soon as this problem is solved, new problems come one after another, making it impossible to guard against.
This night's time has made Li Siqiao accept the matter of the child back then, and she is willing to believe that Gu Xinchen is really not so ruthless, but this matter has come to light, and other problems are still there.
That's not what Gu Xinchen is willing to explain to himself, Li Siqiao thinks it doesn't matter.
"I forgive you," Li Siqiao looked up, looked at the tall man in front of her and said, her tone was calm and sober, "Can you let me and the baby go now?" ”
She looked thinner, and there was a slight smile on her face.
Gu Xinchen was originally still happy because of Li Siqiao's forgiveness, but then when he heard the latter sentence, the expression on his face stiffened.
"Siqiao......."
"Gu Xinchen, I know what you want to say," Li Siqiao interrupted his next words. "But we can't go back now, you know?"
Gu Xinchen looked at Li Siqiao in a daze, his eyes were too sad, and Li Siqiao spent a lot of effort to force himself not to open his eyes.
"I don't hate you, I can forget the old things completely, but I want to be like before...... It's impossible to ......be as intimate as before," Li Siqiao looked into Gu Xinchen's eyes.
"We're all adults, and we can't go back to the past."
Li Siqiao was relieved, she couldn't care about everything Gu Xinchen and Lu Zhiwei, she had already given up on Gu Xinchen, so she didn't mind other women.
Li Siqiao wanted to make it clear to Gu Xinchen that she didn't love and didn't want to love anymore, and now she just wanted to leave.
Every word she said was deeply rooted in Gu Xinchen's heart, Gu Xinchen's heart was so painful that he was almost out of breath, he looked at Li Siqiao, and asked in a hoarse voice.
"What's the difference."
"I've ...... I don't love you anymore. Li Siqiao forced himself to say.
She is not only explaining to Gu Xinchen, but also making herself accept this, yes, she doesn't love anymore, no matter what Gu Xinchen does, she can't do any harm to herself.
Gu Xinchen just stood silently, looking at Li Siqiao in disbelief.
Li Siqiao looked at him, but his heart was overwhelming, why did he show such an aggrieved and helpless expression, she had already forgiven Gu Xinchen, didn't she? The person who is hurt is only himself from beginning to end, isn't he? So why do you still look at yourself like this now?
Li Siqiao thought sadly.
"Really?" Gu Xinchen suddenly spoke up, and he said it was a little difficult.
"You'll fall in love with me after all." Gu Xinchen said word by word.
Li Siqiao: "......"
The same person, she doesn't want to fall in love again, it's enough to be stupid twice.
"No, it won't." Li Siqiao shook his head and said surely.
"There is still a lifetime to go, we don't stick to the past, look to the future, you will still be with me after all." Gu Xinchen said loudly.
Li Siqiao laughed dryly, and it was very sarcastic in Gu Xinchen's ears.
"I'm tired between us...... That's it. ”
Li Siqiao has already sentenced this relationship to death, no matter what Gu Xinchen says, it is useless, she is already overwhelmed.
The new car's mood fluctuated, and he read the words of Li Siqiao again: "It's ...... here," how could it be as simple as he said.
"Well, you let me go," Li Siqiao said in a low voice, "It's still a long time, we all have a chance to start over, you can go to the woman you really like, Lu ......." ”
Hasn't Lu Zhiwei been waiting for you for a long time? You can finally have a lover and eventually become a family, and you will have many children in the future, but she only has Li Baobao......
"Until now, you're still thinking only about that man?"
Li Siqiao didn't mention the person he liked, but as soon as he mentioned Gu Xinchen, he approached him angrily, and he looked condescendingly at Li Siqiao who was sitting on the bed.
"Looks like you're determined to leave me and spend your life with someone else."
No wonder she thought about it so much, it turned out that she couldn't wait to fly to the other man's side, Gu Xinchen now felt that there was a bright green hat on his head.
How could he give up the woman he loved so much.
Li Siqiao is his wife, and she will be his wife for the rest of her life, and anyone who wants to get involved with her will not think about it!
"What do you do! Gu Xinchen ....... ”
Li Siqiao exclaimed, she was pushed hard by Gu Xinchen, and the whole person fell on Li Baobao's bed, Li Siqiao looked at the man above his head, and immediately reacted to what he wanted to do.
"Are you crazy?"
Li Siqiao shouted in horror, this was completely unexpected by her, and it was also beyond her bearing, Li Siqiao rebelled against Gu Xinchen like crazy.
"Bastard, you let it go......."
But in the face of a sturdy man like Gu Xinchen, Li Siqiao's resistance was nothing.
Li Siqiao didn't know when it would end, and in the long silence, she looked at the ceiling in confusion, and the whole person was in a trance.
Li Siqiao's lips were biting tightly, and he didn't give Gu Xinchen a glance.
"Siqiao......."
Gu Xinchen hugged Li Siqiao and called her name, Li Siqiao didn't reply, he just repeated it over and over again, mechanically, monotonous and difficult.
Gu Xinchen's phone rang suddenly, and Li Siqiao closed his eyes directly.
It rang for a long time before Gu Xinchen picked it up, and it was not clear who was calling on the other side, Li Siqiao only heard Gu Xinchen's irritable voice.
"Cancel the meeting."
After saying that, he hung up the phone extremely unhappily, but the next second, the phone rang again.
Gu Xinchen's forehead was bruised, when did Chang Qing not know how to observe words and emotions so much, what was it that made him dare to continue to call him.
This time, Gu Xinchen quickly picked it up, he controlled his emotions, "You'd better give me a reason I can't refuse." ”
Chang Qing on the other end of the phone trembled, what was Mr. Gu doing, why did he sound so irritable.