Chapter 302: Satisfied? I can go!
It's just that Xia Qing regretted it after nodding.
Her belly is not pretty.
It can even be described as ugly.
In addition to being obese, the biggest problem in this body is the abdomen, and the most difficult place to improve is also the abdomen.
In addition to the twisted and ugly scar that the nurse stitched, there are also stretch marks caused by the rapid weight loss of the body.
The original body is young, and Xia Qing is not worried that these stretch marks will not recover after weight loss, but this will take a long process.
These days, she has bought a lot of skin care products to remove stretch marks online, but the use effect is not ideal, originally planned to make one herself, but although the Chinese medicine is mild, but to make it will inevitably be contaminated with medicine, Xiong Xiong is now at the stage of tasting the world with her mouth, every day she sees everything in her mouth to stuff into her mouth, her hands, nose, cheeks, have been gnawed by him.
In addition, after using it, she was afraid that it would affect her breast milk, so she kept it stranded. I'm used to seeing it on weekdays, so I don't dislike it so much, and I calmly accept that this is my body, and this body is not perfect.
Just because you can accept it doesn't mean that others will accept it.
Especially Pei Zhengyang's perfectionism, Xia Qing was a little at a loss for a while.
No one in this world wants to show their ugly parts to others.
Xia Qing is no exception.
But she agreed to the ghost just now.
I was a little annoyed in my heart, where was there something wrong with this man, I had to look at the scar of her caesarean section, why? Is it doubtful that she is not Xiongxiong's mother?
Pei Zhengyang didn't experience Xia Qing's psychological reactions, he just looked at Xia Qing's abdomen cautiously, and he didn't know why he wanted to see her abdomen and see where she gave birth since he heard the words of the female doctor.
I wonder if the bloody place has really grown.
If it was an inexplicable pity before, then for some reason in the past few days, he has always dreamed that the little fat man is lying on the delivery bed with blurred flesh and blood, and his abdomen is dripping with blood, and no one stitches her up.
So much so that he searched for a doctor every night.
"A scar, what's there to see? If you dislike it, you can not marry. Xia Qing reacted and said angrily.
Pei Zhengyang didn't move, just looked at her quietly.
Xia Qing couldn't stand the gaze of this beautiful man, felt that his heart was soft, and sighed resignedly, "After watching it for a while, I can't sleep, don't blame me, and after reading it, I want to regret the marriage, but you have to give it to me." ”
After letting go of the cruel words, Xia Qing broke his wrist and lifted his shirt directly.
The next moment, her lower abdomen was exposed to the air, and the summer breeze blew with a hint of coolness, and her abdomen was marked by a twelve-centimeter scar.
It is two centimeters longer than the wound of an ordinary caesarean section, twisted and attached to Xia Qing's soft little belly, and looks very hideous and terrifying on her extremely fair skin.
And there are traces of stretch marks fading around, which doesn't look like the belly of an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl at all.
It's ugly, Pei Zhengyang looks uncomfortable.
But it's not the discomfort of OCD, it's the discomfort of not being able to imagine how painful she was at that time.
Xia Qing looked at the man's focused and cherished gaze, slightly stunned, and didn't understand what was wrong with this man?
"You...... You okay? Xia Qing asked softly.
Pei Zhengyang didn't speak, just quietly looked at the little fat man's scar, and asked the same question as that day for a while, "Does it hurt?" ”
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Xia Qing didn't know what happened to Pei Zhengyang, but he still answered honestly.
It's been three months, and although the scar still looks ugly and horrible to look at, it really doesn't hurt anymore, all she needs to do is let time smooth it out, and use time to forget the pain.
Pei Zhengyang heard it, what the little fat man said this time was not that it didn't hurt, but that it didn't hurt anymore.
That is, it hurts.
"Do you regret it?" Pei Zhengyang's long fingers involuntarily touched the hideous scar and asked in a low voice.
Xia Qing's scar suddenly touched the man's slightly cool skin, and he trembled involuntarily, and it took a while to understand what he meant, and he looked at the man in a daze.
Pei Zhengyang looked at Xia Qing's big black peach blossom eyes, and felt that his heart was getting softer and softer, "I mean Xiongxiong." ”
"Oh." Xia Qing finally reacted, thought about it, and smiled a little bitterly, "I didn't have a chance to regret it before, but now I feel lucky." ”
But no, Li's mother and daughter didn't give Lin Xiaqing a chance to regret it at all, and now it's her, from the beginning, because of the concern in the bottom of her original body, she couldn't control her desire to get close to Xiong Xiong, and now the concern of the original body seems to have already been integrated into her body and mind, as if the two have already merged into one.
Regret it?
She was only glad that she was Xiong Xiong's mother.
After being reborn, what surprised her the most was the little guy, it was his wholehearted dependence and trust that made her not feel lonely and bitter, and felt that her existence in this body and world was meaningful.
"I'm sorry." After listening to Xia Qing's words, Pei Zhengyang replied softly for a while.
I'm sorry for that to happen, I'm sorry for you to endure so much at such a young age, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you at that time.
Xia Qing looked at the man in a daze, "You...... You okay? ”
"Thank you for giving birth to a bear for me." Pei Zhengyang said in a low voice.
Xia Qing's body shook, and suddenly her heart was extremely sour, and her eyes were a little red, not for herself, but for the poor little girl.
She has never been loved deeply in her life, and her death is tragic and silent, and no one even knows that she is dead, with grievances, remorse, and endless pain, and she is even unwilling to leave this world.
Sometimes Xia Qing can't help but think, why did she come to Lin Xiaqing, is it her opportunity, or that little girl's obsession?
And Pei Zhengyang's words of sorry and thank you should have been said to that real little girl.
But she can't even tell a man that the person you should apologize to and thank the most is no longer in this world......
The lips were a little dry, Xia Qing took a sip and felt a little bitter, and he didn't know what to say to the man in front of him for a while, so he just stood quietly.
It took Pei Zhengyang for a while to realize his gaffe, and he was embarrassed by what he had just done, put away the pity on his face that he couldn't help but release, and poked Xia Qing's lower abdomen in disguise, "It's ugly, you're right, I probably won't be able to sleep in the future." ”
Xia Qing, who is still immersed in the intertwined emotions of emotion and contradiction, "......"
MD!
What about her knife?
Reaching out to pull down his clothes, he glanced at the man coldly, "Satisfied?" I can go! ”
After speaking, he didn't give Pei Zhengyang a chance to speak again, turned around and left.
If Xia Qing regretted that the original body was not alive a moment ago, and she couldn't hear this man's apology and thanks with her own ears, then at this moment she began to rejoice again.
It's her standing here today.,If it's that little girl.,I'm afraid I'm already panicked and at a loss.,Hiding in the corner and starting to lick the wound.。。
Xia Qing never thought that if it weren't for her, Lin Xiaqing wouldn't be standing here at all!