Section XI

When Miss Yang Si came to the foot of Xiaogu Mountain, Guangtai had been waiting there for a day and a night like a dream. He knew that Miss Yang Si would come soon, and he knew Miss Yang Si too well.

When Miss Yang Si appeared in Guangtai's sight, he suspected that he was dreaming, he rubbed his eyes once, pinched his thighs again, and when he was sure that this was not a dream, Guangtai's tears flowed, and in front of him was Miss Yang Si who he was thinking about at night. Guangtai felt that he hadn't seen Miss Yang Si for a century, and he didn't know what to say to Miss Chongsi for a while. Miss Yang Si didn't have any expression on her face, from the moment she knew that Guangtai had robbed Feng Sen's dart, all her friendship with Guangtai was broken.

Guangtai still said: Fourth Miss, you make me think so bitterly.

Miss Yang Si said: You are not human.

Guangtai said: I think you can't think of it, I'm like this.

Miss Yang Si said again: I'm here to change the darts, if you don't return the darts, I will die in front of you.

Guangtai raised his face, showing a childlike expression and said: I didn't really rob Feng Sen's dart, how could I rob his dart, I just want to see you, only this side, it's worth my death.

On the way up the mountain with Guangtai, Miss Yang Si saw that a group of bearded people had already darts down the mountain. In addition to darts, the beards have large bags and small bags on their backs.

Guangtai looked at the beard that walked down the mountain and said: I sent them all away, it doesn't matter to me which branch they are willing to go to, there are only two of us on the mountain today, only this day, I will send you down the mountain tomorrow.

Miss Yang Si still didn't say a word.

A fire lit up in Guangtai's hut, and Miss Yang Si sat cross-legged on the kang, she seemed to be very tired, she closed her eyes, and tears flowed down her cheeks. Guangtai pounced on his knees in front of the fourth lady.

Guangtai said: I know that I am not human in your eyes, and I don't want to do this, but I can't control myself.

Miss Yang Si said: Our whole family was destroyed in the hands of your group of beards.

Guangtai lowered his head and said: Tomorrow I will not be a beard.

Miss Yang Si opened her eyes and said: I'm here to change darts, you can do whatever you want.

Guangtai didn't know what to say for a while, he thought about thousands of scenes of reunion with Miss Yang Si, but he never thought that Miss Four would be like this.

Guangtai sobbed and said: Fourth Miss, you should be happy, as long as you are happy, even if I am killed immediately, wow.

Miss Yang Si saw the vast snow-capped mountains and old forests through the window, and the whole mountain was very quiet.

Guangtai knelt there, he knew that he had done two wrong things in this life, the first was that he should not have left the fourth lady in the first place, and the other was that he should not have robbed Feng Sen's dart. The hot-headed Guangtai can't control himself anymore.

The beards on the mountain are gone, and they have gone their separate ways, which Guangtai has arranged in advance. He knew that as long as the fourth lady went up the mountain, his road would come to an end. For a while, it was very quiet, only the sound of the wind blowing outside the window, and it gradually became dark.

Miss Yang Si was still sitting like that, Guangtai was kneeling, and the world seemed to be eternal.

The fourth lady finally looked at Guangtai and said word by word: Guangtai, listen well, I used to treat you as a man with affection and righteousness, but now it's not, you are not as good as a pig and a dog.

Guangtai said as if groaning: Fourth Miss, as long as you are happy, you can scold, you can scold anything.

Miss Yang Si didn't scold, she began to undress, she unbuttoned it, Miss Si seemed to be holding a ritual for herself, sacred and tragic. She thought of her three sisters again, the sisters for her father, and this time she for her man Feng Sen.

The fourth lady finally stripped herself naked, and she lay on her back on the kang, and under her was the dog skin mattress she had sewn for Guangtai with her own hands. Then she said unusually calmly: I'm here to change darts, do whatever you want.

When the fourth lady said this, her heart was like an empty dry well, and she closed her eyes after speaking.

Guangtai saw the fourth young lady lying on the kang like a zombie, his heart trembled, and he shouted sadly in his heart: Fourth young lady-

The fourth miss in front of him is so close to him, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can touch the fourth miss he has been thinking about for a long time, the body of the fourth miss is so beautiful, so attractive, but the fourth miss in front of him is so far away from him, so far away that it is untouchable and unattainable.

The body of the fourth lady is so familiar in Guangtai's eyes, and so unfamiliar, he knelt on the ground, just looked at the fourth miss in front of him so stupidly, he felt that everything in front of him was so unreal, like a dream, at this time, he had no desire, and some were only deeply sad and desperate.

His hand tentatively grasped Miss Four's hand, Miss Four's hand was as cold as a corpse, and his heart trembled again.

The fourth lady opened her eyes and said: I am Feng Sen's woman, life is his person, and death is his ghost.

The last bit of enthusiasm of Guangtai also collapsed, and he hugged his head and began to cry with a whimper.

Finally, the sky gradually dawned.

The fourth lady suddenly opened her eyes and said, "It's dawn, if you don't come, there won't be that shop in this village." I'll leave as soon as dawn, don't regret it.

Guangtai stared in a daze, as if he hadn't heard her words.

Miss Yang Si began to get dressed.

Guangtai's heart was broken.