Chapter 932: Sinister Intentions (4)
After Huo Shaotang and his wife had an accident, Huo Jingbei took care of Huo Zicheng for them, so they rarely had the opportunity to come into contact with them.
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And Huo Jingbei did not answer this question.
Huo Shaojing looked at him, but didn't continue to ask.
However, since Huo Gaoyuan would mention this matter to him, he must also want to make a fuss about this matter, and this intention is a little sinister.
It should be because of Zhang Tingting and the Zhang family's affairs, and the accounts are all on Huo Jingbei?
But at the beginning, when he asked Huo Jingbei to do this matter, he still had no hesitation.
So......
"Do you regret that you promised me so quickly? They all think that this matter is your handiwork......"
Huo Shaojing suddenly asked in a low voice, in this tone, listening, it was also full of complex emotions.
Hearing him ask, Huo Jingbei was obviously a little surprised, and subconsciously raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, only to find that this father, who had always been very deep, had some rare self-blame and disappointment in his eyes at this moment......
blames himself, probably because of him, and disappointed, presumably because of Huo Gaoyuan or Zhang Tingting?
Huo Jingbei's eyes became a little complicated, but he didn't make a sound, and Huo Shaojing waited for a long time, didn't see him speak, thought about it, and finally chuckled, and continued-
"After all these years, you're still like that. You're a very worrying son...... Probably...... It is also because of these encounters that you will be more silent and lonely. I can understand how it feels, and of the two sons, you are the most like me......"
Huo Shaojing mentioned this, which made Huo Jingbei stunned for a moment, and remembered it in a trance.
Indeed, this father of his, is also a neglected person.
Especially in such a complicated situation as the Huo family.
After thinking about it, Huo Jingbei replied lightly, "There is nothing to regret, there are some things that always need to be done, even if you didn't mention them, I shouldn't let them go." It's just that I didn't expect that you still want to take Huo Gaoyuan...... I was a little surprised by the fact that you didn't hesitate to make a trade-off. ”
"You mean my feelings for Zhang Tingting, right?"
Huo Shaojing asked.
Huo Jingbei didn't answer, but Huo Shaojing saw him like this, and he also knew the answer, so he took a breath a little helplessly-
"I'm not as strong as you think, and I'm at this point, in fact, I have to give up, and there's nothing. It's not what you think, I'm just for myself. When a person lives, he always has to realize his own value, we are all small, and there is not much we can do. You're actually doing pretty well, and there are a lot of people who are living harder than you......"
"I also lived in poor mountain villages back then, don't think that now that the people's living standards have improved, there will be no poverty...... You have also seen the last landslide and mudslide, and then you go in there, there are people in the mountains, they rely on planting tea or something to make a living, and there are also close relatives in intermarriage between families, cousins and cousins, they have no awareness of close relatives, children go to school, and they have to wait a year for the first grade to go to the second grade, because there are few students, there are few teachers, and people are not even willing to teach in it...... I've been working hard all the time, I'm also a member of the country, there are some things you need to understand, even if you can't understand it, I can't help it. Zhang Tingting knew these things before, and she would be moved, but later, she changed and became selfish and greedy......"
"You don't understand how big that gap is. Originally, she and I were indeed a couple, and we were also in love, and we were both going to be together, but later because of the two families, we still couldn't get together. Then, according to the family's arrangement, I married your mother...... Your mother originally had a sweetheart, and after we got married, we were very unhappy, even you, it was me...... I forced her...... Song Tao is not a good person and can't take on anything, so I can only rely on her at the beginning, give her more money, and let her keep you...... I thought it would be better to stay in the Huo family than for her to take you and Song Tao, and besides, she might not want to take you with her......"
Although Huo Shaojing couldn't bear to hurt Huo Jingbei's heart again, he always felt that if he didn't explain some things clearly to this son, he, as a father, probably no one would be able to understand.
"I didn't expect Zhang Tingting to become like this later...... Otherwise......"
Huo Shaojing couldn't say anything, as a father, he really couldn't tell his son about his feelings so calmly, especially the two relationships and marriages that were still so failed.
"This relationship, not everyone is so lucky, gamble for a lifetime, win or lose in an instant, look at Song Tao, then look at me, and those friends of mine you know, what Uncle Pang, Uncle Fu...... In fact, there are not many opportunities to change our fate, especially those of us who are politicians, sometimes we can't help ourselves, and we do things with a conscience and steadfastness......"
Huo Shaojing said this, and finally didn't say any more.
And, this is the only time that he poured bitter water on someone, and the object is still his son.
"Find a chance, let's see if Ah Yuan goes abroad, don't live in the same place, maybe the situation will be better."
Huo Shaojing is also physically and mentally exhausted now, and he has a sense of powerlessness in the days to come, and everything that happens is beyond his control.
"Why did the feud between your brothers become like this? You didn't think to explain to him that those things were not your handiwork, right? Something that hurts a horse, you ......"
"I didn't know it was him...... It's just a plan, but I didn't expect it to be him. ”
Without waiting for Huo Shaojing to finish speaking, Huo Jingbei said this indifferently, with a faint smile on his face, Huo Shaojing looked at his smile, and actually felt a little sad and desolate.
"As for Huo Ziyao almost drowned, it's even simpler, I just changed the swimming ring he gave me, they attacked me with a baseball bat, thinking that I couldn't water, Zhong Yulou They didn't know how to water and were pushed down, almost couldn't get up, I just let them feel it too, almost drowned in water, what kind of feeling is it......"
When Huo Jingbei said this, his tone was also cold, his face was cold, and he couldn't see any emotion at all, but his eyes were gloomy and ruthless, and Huo Shaojing was also a little frightened.
"Ms. Zhong's matter, I hope you don't have to interfere anymore, she won't think about it in her life, I can do this to her, not to mention, my so-called brother, if you cherish him, let him not look for death, otherwise, the person who dies quickly is definitely not me."