Chapter 309: The One Thing I Regret the Most in My Life
Lin Wei'an saw Huo Jingchuan so uncomfortable, this was something she had never seen before, she had only seen him under anger, he was generally moody, but there was no time when he could be sad like this.
Since the relationship between the two is very good, the Huo Jingchuan that Lin Wei'an has seen is perfect, he will spoil himself very much, and he is also an affectionate person.
Because Lin Wei'an is Huo Jingchuan's other half, but it is the first time she has seen him like this, she is very sad and sad, but she can't describe it in words.
When Lin Wei'an saw him like this, she was also at a loss, wishing that the person who was so sad was herself, not him.
Huo Jingchuan was very depressed at the moment, and he felt that this kind of sad emotion was so overwhelmed that he couldn't raise his head.
Lin Wei'an didn't know what was going on, and she didn't know what he was grieving about, so she had to pat him quietly on the back, hoping to ease his sadness.
However, Huo Jingchuan didn't seem to have much reaction, he just fell into his own contemplation, so even if Lin Wei'an was comforting him, he didn't react.
Lin Wei'an didn't wake him up, he just waited for him, he knew that he had brought himself to this room, and he would definitely tell himself, so he just waited for him to speak, there was no need to ask again.
Lin Wei'an saw that it was useless to pat him on the back, so she felt even more sorry for him, so she continued to hug him tightly, and then patted her back, like coaxing a crying child.
Lin Wei'an hugged him and comforted him for a long time, maybe Huo Jingchuan was tired, and his mood gradually stabilized.
Lin Wei'an was relieved to see that he was fine, knowing that he had returned from a sad past to the present, but she still couldn't figure out what could make him so sad, but she was a little jealous, someone could pull his emotions so much, it was useless to even coax herself.
After Huo Jingchuan reacted, he slowly spoke: "This is my biological mother's room, this is the daily necessities that were thrown away by the servants after she left me, I was still young at that time, and I didn't have the ability to let those servants not throw them away, so I picked them up one by one in the rain." ”
"When I grew up, I relied on my childhood memories to help my mother restore some of this time, but I always felt that there was something missing."
Lin Wei'an suddenly realized that it was Huo Jingchuan's mother's room, and she had never heard him mention his mother, so she could also think that she had passed away, and she couldn't help but feel very sorry for him, feeling that he had endured too much.
After Lin Wei'an knew that it was Huo Jingchuan's mother's room, there was no sour taste, and she said that she understood very much.
"It's okay, Mom will definitely be moved if she sees this room in the spirit of heaven, so don't blame yourself." Lin Wei'an comforted, knowing that he would definitely blame himself a little for not being able to keep the things in the room for his mother before.
Huo Jingchuan said helplessly: "But everything can't go back, she's gone, I've been away from me for more than ten years, I miss her so much." ”
This is the first time that Huo Jingchuan has expressed his longing for his mother in front of Lin Wei'an, this is something that will not happen in the past, and it is also the first time he has told her about his mother, so Lin Wei'an listened very carefully, for fear that he would miss something very important.
"I'm still here." Lin Wei'an didn't know how to comfort him for a while, and it was impossible to ask him to go underground to accompany his mother, so he could only say this sentence.
"When I was a child, the people in the family were always not harmonious, and my relatives didn't like me very much, probably because I was favored by my grandfather since I was a child, so they thought that the future of the company must be mine, so they have always been very targeted at me and my mother."
"Every time I was bullied by my relatives, my mother would gently teach me that they were all your relatives, so let me not disobey them or anything, and let me be polite when I see them."
"So my mother is really a very good person, even if the family treats her badly, she has no complaints, she has always been very good to me, she will love me very much, and she will teach me all kinds of big truths."
Huo Jingchuan said slowly, Lin Wei'an listened very seriously, and said: "I have seen a photo of my mother before, and she is very good-looking, so my mother must be a very virtuous woman." ”
"Yes, my mother has always been very virtuous, she knows a lot of things, she taught me a lot of things, but the day she left me, she told me to stay at home, but I was just playful, and when I got home, I saw a lot of people standing in my mother's room."
"I wanted to rush in and see what was going on, how could so many people be standing at this door. But those relatives stopped me and refused to let me in. ”
"In this way, I didn't get to see my mother for the last time, and my family was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it, so they kept lying to me that my mother had gone far away and would take a long time to come back."
"But when I grew up, I slowly understood that my mother had completely left this world and would never come back. After I understood this problem, I told myself that I must become stronger, so that I will not be looked down upon by others, I will not be bullied by others, and I can do what I want. ”
Huo Jingchuan was talking, but suddenly looked at the ceiling and shouted, "Mom, did you see it?" Your son is now the president of the Huo family, I didn't rely on my grandfather, I climbed up step by step by myself, you should be very happy. ”
After Huo Jingchuan finished speaking, no one answered her, because the person who could answer him had left, and he could no longer hear her kind voice, if he had listened to his mother that day, then he would have been able to see her last side, but he only didn't listen to her, which was probably the thing he regretted the most in his life.
Lin Wei'an was very moved when she heard it, and she probably understood the story clearly, so she told Huo Jingchuan and said, "Mom will definitely feel relieved to see you so good in the sky, but she won't want to see you look sad now, she must like to see you smiling the most." ”
"But she's gone, and she can't see my smile anymore." Huo Jingchuan replied pessimistically.
Lin Wei'an continued to enlighten him, she was really afraid that he would get autism if he continued like this, "But you still have me, so you must cheer up, just take it for me, okay?" ”
Huo Jingchuan looked at Lin Wei'an seriously, so he immediately nodded, indicating that he was willing.