Chapter 856: It's not easy for me to live so big
Bai Yanyu's residence in King Ling's Mansion is also blocking the news, and it is impossible for Jun Mufeng to tell everyone in the mansion that the third lady of the Bai family was taken by me to live in King Ling's Mansion. Although the people in the house are reliable, who can guarantee that all of them are reliable?
Bai Yanyu can already go to the ground at this time, and she can sit at the table and eat with vegetables.
He looked at Bai Yanyu and then at Bai Heran, and had to sigh: "Sure enough, if you are there, no illness is considered a disease." ”
Bai He glanced at him, didn't squeak, reached out and grabbed a chopstick meat and threw it into Bai Yanyu's bowl, "Eat more meat, it will help restore your strength, and it can also replenish fat and warm your body." ”
Bai Yanyu sat up, and she didn't feel uncomfortable, after all, after Donggong Yuan left, Bai Heran personally knotted a needle array for her, and after this needle array, the person's body recovered at the fastest speed, and in less than half an hour, Bai Yanyu was no different from usual.
But there are still some sequelae, for example, she always says that it is cold, so cold to the bone, so that although she is now sitting at the table eating, she has two thick cloaks on her body, and she is also wearing cotton clothes and skirts, and she still has a soup woman in her arms, so she almost puts on her hat.
The whole person was covered like a fat bear, but even then she still felt cold and kept drinking soup. She ate the meat that Bai Heran gave her, and after eating, she drank the soup, and she let her drink it alone when she was full of soup.
Bai Heran asked helplessly: "Aren't you panicking?" It's easier to be full when you drink soup than you are to eat. ”
Bai Yanyu cried and said with a sad face: "Yes, it's very supportive, but I can't help it, I feel that drinking soup can warm up." Sister, I'm already so cold, my whole body is cold, my hands are cold, and my feet are cold, as if I'm still soaking in that ice lake. But it's clear that the body is no longer in trouble, what's going on with this cold? Look at my teeth, my teeth are trembling. ”
It is indeed that the teeth are trembling, Jun Mufeng thinks that this is also a lot of people, otherwise if this kind of tooth fight is heard in the middle of the night, it is strange if he is not scared half to death, it is really like a ghost.
"Sister, you can treat me again, and give me a few more stitches. I'm so cold that I can't stand it anymore. ”
But Bai Heran shook his head, "It can't be cured, it's useless to prick needles, this is a psychological effect, it is you who feel cold in your heart, not the real cold in your body." Only when you overcome the obstacles in your mind will the cold leave you. ”
"Heart?" Bai Yanyu sighed helplessly, "You're right, it's indeed a problem in your heart." I can't help but think about the moment I fall into the water and how I feel when I am in the water. It was too cold, and I thought at the time, my father might as well kill me with a knife, I'm not afraid of pain, I'm afraid of cold! The feeling of being pushed into the water and drowning is too torturous, you can't live anymore, and you can't die in a while, you can't die in a while, you just soak in life, live and cold, it's simply the cruelest punishment in the world. ”
She looked at Bai Heran blankly, "Sister, how much mistake do you think I made, as for using death to resist?" I just burned a piece of paper money in the house, I thought at the time, even if I was discovered, it would be nothing, at most I would be scolded and beaten, and then punished to kneel in the ancestral hall, I could stand it. But I never thought that my father would want me to die. Sister, do you say that the crime of burning paper money in the house is really worth it for him to kill me? Does this sin lead to death? ”
"Not lethal." "But don't forget, our dad can't be inferred by common sense. If you think about me, and then think about Hongfu, you can feel much better if you think about us more, after all, you are not alone in suffering. ”
Bai Yanyu sighed and nodded, "After you went to Qingzhou, once Zhen Zhen said that she was bored at home, so she went to Tianci Town to live with me for a few days, and Madam Hong also went. We ate together, chatted and talked about Brother Hong's brother. Yes, compared to you, it is a miracle that I lived to be twelve years old. ”
As she spoke, she wrapped herself tightly again, still cold, cold from the heart outward.
Jun Mufeng looked at this girl and was really pitiful, and involuntarily raised his hand and patted her on the head, "Eat more." ”
As soon as he raised his hand, his sleeve naturally slid between his elbows, and Bai Yanyu caught a glimpse of a scar on his forearm, which should have been an old scar from a long time ago, very long and hideous.
She couldn't figure out how the scar had caused it, but she could think of how much pain he must have had when he was injured in the first place.
She also heard more or less about the affairs between the five princes and their biological mother, especially after she secretly promised the five princes, she paid more attention to inquiring about some things about the five princes. Gradually, the news of Concubine Li Xian's abuse and beating of her own son reached her ears more and more, although it was more than 20 years ago, but every time she thought about it, she still had palpitations.
If the scar on his arm was also left at that time, it can be seen how ruthless Concubine Li Xian was when she was beaten.
She felt uncomfortable and wanted to ask the fifth prince, but she felt that she really had no position. As soon as I was aggrieved, tears fell.
Seeing her crying, Bai Heran glanced at her as far as she could see, and couldn't help frowning.
"Take your fox paw back, and don't show off your scars." She tapped on the plate to remind.
Jun Mufeng didn't react at once, thinking that he had cried Bai Yanyu, and only after listening to Bai Heran did he understand what was going on, but he was helpless to be so sentimental about Bai Yanyu.
The atmosphere was a little awkward, Bai Heran had to put down his chopsticks and said, "Don't cry, he's lived so much, and that little injury doesn't hurt anymore." No matter how hard the days are, he has survived, and now he has lived as a cunning fox with a seven-trick exquisite heart, no one can easily hurt him, what else do you have to cry about. ”
Bai Yanyu nodded as she listened, "I know." "I know it, tears are still flowing.
Jun Mufeng was really helpless, "Can you not cry when you see me?" You cried last time in Tianci Town, and you're still crying after a meal today, what did you change? Why do you cry all the time? If you can't see the slightest wound on your arm, then the deeper and bigger scars on my body must not scare you to death. ”
Bai Heran took the words: "Don't worry, she can't see the scars on your body, so she doesn't have that chance." ”
Jun Mufeng nodded, "You're right. ”
Bai Yanyu raised her hand and wiped her face away, wiping away her tears, "Okay, don't cry, I'm also worrying about it, it's all in the past, now that you are His Royal Highness King Ling, no one can hurt you casually." Speaking of this, he looked at Bai Tsuru again, and stopped talking.
Hakuzuru frowned, "What are you looking at me for?" I don't hit him. ”
"Sister......" she spoke, her voice was small, "why are you ......"
"Stop! Stop! Hakuzuru categorically interrupted her, "I don't want to talk about this topic anymore. Bai Yanyu, I know what you're going to say, but I really don't want to dwell on this topic. Let's tell you this, from now on, you and him, you can treat him as whatever you like, whether it is His Royal Highness the prince, it is better to be a brother, but I tell you, only you can't treat him as a sweetheart. Of course, I can't care if you keep him in your heart, but I warn you again, you two are impossible, absolutely impossible! In this matter, I am in line with our father's position. Even take a step back and say, even if Bai Xingyan agrees one day, I won't agree. If you don't believe it, you can try it when the time comes, and see if the Wenguo Mansion is based on his white words, or if it is dyed by my white crane. ”
Bai Yanyu was about to go crazy, "Sister! Why? Why is that? You've got to give me a reason! ”
"No reason!" Bai Heran's face sank, "If you have to have a reason, it can only be that His Royal Highness doesn't like you." Yan Yu, sister will not harm you, this is for your good, but also for his good, you should consider it yourself. ”
After she finished speaking, she put down the dishes and chopsticks, and got up to go out.
Until the moment the door was closed, Bai Yanyu finally couldn't help it, put her hands on the table, and cried out.
Jun Mufeng was holding the table with one hand, holding his cheeks, squinting at the fox and looking at Bai Yanyu, and he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.
Bai Yanyu cried, he could clearly feel that he was a little distressed, but if you want to say that this distress comes from liking, or love, it is definitely not, and he can still distinguish this clearly.
But what is it if it is not love and love? Pity? Sympathy? No, there are too many people in this world who deserve sympathy and pity, and he doesn't have the spare time to pity those who have nothing to do with him.
Yes, it's a relationship, if Bai Yanyu has nothing to do with him, he won't look at her more. But if she has a relationship with him, then what is the relationship? Is it because she's Hakuzuru's sister? Or was it because she burned paper for his mother and almost died?
It doesn't seem to be, it seems to be a simple concern, like a brother caring for his sister, like a brother feeling sorry for his sister.
But is he her brother? Not really!
Jun Mufeng sat on the table and listened to Bai Yanyu crying, he didn't like women to cry the most, he always thought that no matter how good-looking a woman was, as long as she cried, it was annoying, and he had to stay away. Including his cousin Li Yueru, he can still say a few words when he is not crying, but whenever Li Yueru cries, he can't wait to slap people away.
The strange thing is that Bai Yanyu cried more than once in front of him, but he didn't feel bored, and even sat here honestly and listened to her cry seriously, isn't it strange?
He felt very strange, and Bai Yanyu also felt that he was very strange, so she stopped crying after crying for a while, raised her head and asked Jun Mufeng: "Fifth Highness, my sister is gone, why are you still sitting here?" Haven't had enough yet? ”
He shook his head, "I've been full for a long time, and neither of you has eaten more than me." ”
"Then why aren't you leaving?"
"If you don't cry, I'll leave."
Bai Yanyu was a little entangled, "Then should I cry a little longer, so that you can sit with me for a while?" ”