Chapter 137: I Really Can't Live Without You......
There has to be one party who takes the initiative to pour out all the words.
"I'm sorry to worry you." Lin Wei'an understands that she is wrong, of course she has to take the initiative to admit her mistake.
Huo Jingchuan is the same, "That day, I was too unreasonable. If I could give you an explanation, maybe we wouldn't argue...... "All of this came from that morning, his incomprehensibility."
He didn't know what had happened to him that day. Just seeing Lin Wei'an and Fang Wenyan together, he wanted to be angry, his reason was broken by jealousy, his temper couldn't be controlled well, and he even scolded so ugly.
He now wanted to stab himself to death just thinking of how incomprehensible he had been that morning.
Everyone said that he was mature and steady, and he was very calm in everything he did, and he didn't see any emotion. But here in Lin Wei'an, his emotions are not only exposed, but also uncontrollable.
Lin Weien can suppress it, but it can also drive him crazy.
They hugged each other tightly, and their feelings were slowly heating up.
After a long time, they let go of each other, they sat on the bed, and Lin Wei'an told Huo Jingchuan about her psychological state that day.
"That night in the car, I didn't listen to your explanation, I just thought that it was inconvenient to talk in the car, but I had a language barrier, so I misunderstood and distracted. Actually, I've been ignoring your feelings for the past few days, will you blame me?" Ever since the moment she saw Huo Jingchuan in the cemetery, she had been worrying about this matter.
She was afraid that Huo Jingchuan would mind this matter, and she was afraid that they would have a gap in their hearts again.
But what I didn't expect was that Huo Jingchuan also changed a lot during her hospitalization, "I don't blame you, I understand your mood at the time, after all, the baby left, and my reason, you should blame me." But I blame myself for not protecting you and your children, and even saying such ugly things......"
How big a blow should his words have hit Lin Wei'an...... They obviously love each other, but they always have conflicts because of outsiders. He suddenly couldn't understand his former self, why was he so small-bellied and calculating?
Only now do I know that I regret it.
But there is no regret medicine in the world.
"In those days in the hospital room, I really thought about that thing all the time, and then I resented you very much. However, I also recognized my own heart, I can't live without you...... Anything you do can affect my mood, my emotions, I seem, I really have to be you......"
She smiled, a heartfelt smile.
In fact, she understood what Huo Jingchuan was guilty about. He was so high and powerful, he felt that he was capable of protecting his family.
However, the young Huo Jingchuan lost his mother, which left him with a psychological shadow. He may sometimes wonder why he was not strong in the first place, why did he not protect his mother well?
Like this time, the baby is gone. He must also think that he killed the baby by mistake. This man with a strong heart is actually very fragile. The shadow of his childhood made him withdrawn, and his whole body revealed that "the living are not close." "Sometimes she was really distressed, but she didn't know how to comfort him.
But this time, because of the baby, Huo Jingchuan questioned his ability.
She didn't want to see him knocked down, she hoped that her Huo Jingchuan would always be happy.
"We were all surprised by the baby's existence, but his departure was also fate. I may not be able to let go now, but that doesn't mean I'll still be haunted in the future. You, a father, like to carry everything by yourself, and I can't watch you sad. "Indeed, it is still difficult to let the current Lin Wei Ann let go.
But that doesn't mean she won't try.
She hopes that this left baby can come back and become her second child.
She suddenly thought of what Ou Wenshan had just said, she said that she couldn't have children, but Huo Jingchuan swore to her before that they would still have children. So she's really a little confused right now.
"Did the doctor really say I couldn't have children?"
Lin Wei'an is a woman, and if she really can't have children, she will be really sad.
After Huo Jingchuan knew that Lin Wei'an listened to Ou Wenshan's slander, he wanted to explain to her. "It's not that you can't have children, it's just that it's hard for you to get pregnant again because of that car accident. At that time, you were depressed because of the miscarriage, and I didn't want to make you sad to say it again, I wanted to talk about it later. Unexpectedly, Owen Shan actually came to you and talked nonsense with you. ”
It's that his defenses are not in place. That day, because of the news, he went back to the company to deal with it. But he didn't expect to take advantage of the loophole for Owen Shan.
Lin Wei'an was relieved at this time. All along, this matter has puzzled her, and she is really afraid of not being able to have children. Because of that, she will no longer be able to have children with Huo Jingchuan.
"Jingchuan, thank you." She really appreciated his persistence. There was indeed hatred at first, but his company did move her. Later, Lin Wei'an slowly relieved, she should also think from Huo Jingchuan's point of view. Until now, the attitude towards him is much better than at the beginning.
"Mrs. Huo is still polite to me?"
This afternoon, the sun was just right and the breeze was not dry.
Just right.
Owen Shan came out of the hospital, looking a little crazy. When the pedestrians on the road saw her, they all avoided her.
When she thought of the scene just now, she not only hated Lin Wei'an, but wanted to kill her. Why does Huo Jingchuan defend her everywhere? Even if she can't have children, he still speaks for her?
For Huo Jingchuan, she Ou Wenshan is willing to do anything. But Lin Wei'an, you and your woman are only willing to think about your own future. She obviously told Huo Jingchuan, why did he still stand on that woman's side? What kind of ecstasy did Lin Weilian give him? Fascinated him, he didn't even want to listen to what she said!
She was walking on the road in despair, accidentally bumping into someone, she didn't look up, she wanted to skip it, but there was a familiar voice above her head, "Owenshan?" I didn't want to deal with it, but he was able to say his name accurately, and Owen Shan was a little curious.
Look up and see clearly, it's Fang Wenyan!
"Fang Wenyan!" When she faced him, she would think of Lin Wei'an. If he remembered correctly, this man also seemed to be fascinated by Lin Wei'an's fascination. She didn't understand, why would one or two like Lin Wei'an? What's so good about that woman?
Fang Wenyan came to the hospital to see Lin Wei'an, and he didn't know that she had been discharged. I just glanced at my phone, but suddenly bumped into someone. I wanted to apologize and leave, but when I saw that it was Owen Shan, I exclaimed.