Wang Mengliang grabbed her and said, "It seems that you are here to be a peacemaker." ”

She really admired this, and she could understand the incident with just a few words, she smiled secretly, looked at him embarrassedly, and said, "I can't come up with this solution, if you feel embarrassed, then let's stay on the second floor for a while?" ”

He shook his head, "Since they're your friends, I should know more about them too." ”

They sat down by the window to give Xia Zhen and Zhou Fansheng more time to talk.

After Zhou Fansheng saw Shen Yin and them leave, he took out an apricot-colored gift box, "Zhenzhen, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for doing so many things that hurt you before." He kept his head down and was very sincere.

Xia Zhen opened the box, and inside was a Swarovski necklace, with a blue diamond in the center, three small white diamonds on each side, and the chain was gold-plated rose gold. The sparkle of blue diamonds is reflected in the six small white diamonds, which are so dazzling that it is as if the entire starry sky is contained in it.

"Really, you are the star I want to protect, but I will never do such a thing again." Zhou Fansheng's expression was painful, as if he recalled that unhappy past. Ever since his parents divorced, his life has been in misery, and insecurity has become his eternal nightmare. Although he was young and promising, the feeling of being admired did not make him feel less painful in the slightest, and standing in the spotlight only made him feel empty and lonely.

When he was seventeen years old, he broke away from the shackles of his family and began to live alone, surrounded by an endless stream of women he admired, but he never opened his heart, afraid that others would not be able to stand his way of being loved and ran away.

Xia Zhen held her hand and looked at him gently, "I understand your intentions, I'm sorry to let you suffer alone in loneliness." ”

During Zhou Fansheng's hospitalization, she went home, accidentally passed by his study, and found a red notebook on the shelf, she looked at it casually, and was stunned by what was written inside.

This notebook belongs to Zhou Fansheng, and all the records in it are his inner thoughts, but she never knew this. It turned out that standing in the sun would never see the shadow, and she was attracted to Zhou Fansheng's appearance for so many years, and she never knew that he was living in such pain. Her heart ached as if it were torn, and she found ten more notebooks of the same color on the shelves, which were also similar, but the dates on them were different. She sorted out her thoughts and found that the eleven notebooks were dated from the time he was 12 years old to the present. He flipped through the most recent one and read the contents carefully.

"On May 14, 2023, I was really in so much pain that I found myself in endless darkness, no matter what I did, I couldn't please, am I going crazy? I really told me early this morning that she was going to an art exhibition, and I could only remain silent. To be honest, I really hate her contact with the men in that circle, and it makes me feel very insecure, as if our marriage is just a formality. Even though I believe that I am just going to do my work, I can't calm myself down, and once I do, the thought lingers like a fly, and I hate it. ”

"On June 3, 2023, I sent someone to follow Zhenzhen today, and found that she was behaving intimately with a man named Suns, I wonder why she has never been so happy in front of me, is she having a hard time with me? Does she already have a heart? Disgusted with me? These questions keep tapping into my mind, and I'm really going crazy! I don't know what to do anymore? Such a self is about to collapse! ”

"On June 8, 2023, there was a big fight with me today, she slammed the door and left, but I didn't follow. It's so late, it's already dark outside, and I don't know where she's going. By the time I got downstairs, the real thing was gone, and I had made twenty calls that went unanswered. She's really angry, and I'm so annoyed right now, I really shouldn't have done such a despicable thing. But everything is irreparable, I am extremely disgusted with myself now, if I am really crazy, maybe it will be a relief for myself! Really, I'm sorry, I'm really bad! ”

"On June 9, 2023, Zhenzhen still hasn't returned today, and the phone calls have not been answered, I know she is still angry, but I don't know how to contact her. I drank all night last night, my mind was dizzy, my body was tired, maybe I didn't have a goal, and living was a burden. Really, where are you? I really miss you, I'm afraid you'll leave......"

The following date is written almost every day and will not be completed until June 10, 2023. Xia Zhen thought about it, and the 11th happened to be the day Shen Yin found out about his alcohol poisoning. She leaned against the bookshelf and cried bitterly, the helplessness that leaked between the lines, she had never noticed and understood, she felt guilty about her identity as a wife.

After Zhou Fansheng was discharged from the hospital, she had not yet adjusted, thinking about going to travel and relaxing for a while before coming back to reconcile. That day, he was writing a manuscript in the study, she packed her luggage in the room, and left only a note before leaving, which read: "Husband, I went on a trip, and the time of my return is uncertain, you take care of yourself." ”

She retracted her thoughts and looked at the necklace in the box, "This necklace is so beautiful, can you bring it for me?" She met his low gaze and smiled lightly.

Zhou Fansheng suddenly raised his head, his eyes flashed with excitement, he immediately stood up, walked behind her, gently stroked her slightly curly long hair, and put the necklace around her neck.

"It's beautiful!"

"Well, your eyes are still so sharp." She touched the necklace around her neck, and the resentment in her heart had long since disappeared.

Fifteen minutes later, Shen Yin and the others returned to the first floor, and the atmosphere between Xia Zhen and Zhou Fansheng gradually became happy, she felt that today's meal was very meaningful, although she hadn't eaten a bite of food yet.

Shen Yin winked at Xia Zhen and found a beautiful sapphire necklace around her neck, "Wow, the dishes are ready, can you taste it?" ”

She can't eat anything too greasy now, just some vegetables and fruits. After they finished eating, Xia Zhen said that he was going to go shopping around, but Shen Yin felt a little sleepy, so he went back with Wang Mengliang.

She looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and it took them two hours to eat. She lowered the saddle and leaned against it and fell asleep in a daze.

In her sleep, she had a strange dream, feeling that she had come to the edge of a swamp, she didn't know why she wanted to go through the swamp, when she was deep in it with one foot, she saw two figures on the opposite side of the swamp, and the fog around her gradually dispersed, it turned out that the two figures on the opposite side were Zhao Xiaoyu and Wang Mengliang, they looked at her mockingly. The dream came to an abrupt end, and she woke up.

Wang Mengliang was driving and saw her suddenly wake up, "What's wrong?" He asked worriedly, "Do you need to stop and rest?" ”

She shook her head, "No, we'd better go back sooner." She couldn't understand why she had such a strange nightmare, and she remembered it vividly.

"What are you going to do over there, Mom?" Wang Mengliang had already told her about the process of meeting Zhao Xiaoyu.

He looked ahead, and he had to be extra careful on the road at night, "I'll make it clear to our mother, you don't have to worry about it." He smiled softly back.