Chapter 9 Brotherhood is deep, and I never don't love
"Do you still love Lu Yinyin?"
"Love, love, love, love, always and ever, never for a moment, let yourself stop loving her in the past."
"Love her, why did you want to hurt her in the first place, don't pretend to be a saint in front of me, Lin Gongzi of Linmo Media, his father's surname is Lin Houxi, and his mother's surname is Mo, so he is named Lin Mo Nian, do you have anything to defend yourself?"
"No, it's all just because I love her, it doesn't matter what my family background is, who my parents are, I just want to be with her."
After many years, it really made Ji Yunzhe and Lin Monian sit down calmly and calmly and talk about Lu Yinyin's question, and the location was still in Ji Yunzhe's office, which was unexpected by both of them.
For Ji Yunzhe, Lu Yinyin is the sister of his mother's compatriots, since they were in the mother's body, they have been connected by blood, staying together in the warm little house in the mother's womb, breathing the same air, from the two small gestational sacs, after ten months of pregnancy, separated from the mother's body, the two have grown all the way, and have become two independent individuals now, if Lu Yinyin's pain is unhappy, Ji Yunzhe is even more sad than her.
There is a feeling called siblings in this world, innate, blood is thicker than water, and they will depend on each other for a lifetime, until the end of their lives, except for their parents who are the closest people, they have to count their brothers and sisters, since he was a child, Ji Yunzhe has held his sister as a baby, put it in his hand for fear of flying, and put it in his mouth for fear of melting, and he was never willing to let her suffer a little grievance.
And the boy sitting opposite him at this time is the source of all his sister's pain, if he doesn't uproot those pains from the root, Lu Yinyin will not know what happiness is in this life, Ji Yunzhe will never let Lin Mo miss Ansheng, everything is Lu Yinyin's pain alone, but she seems to have forgotten that she also has a dragon and phoenix fetal brother who is connected with her heart, and he has never had a good time with her pain.
Ji Yunzhe opened his mouth again and said, "Lin Mo Nian, do you know why I came out of you?" What do you want as a family? I don't know what kind of psychology your mother, Ms. Mo Xin, coaxed her around, if you really like her, what would you have done earlier. ”
The young man in front of him, with a cold face and delicate eyebrows, and an angular face that was thinner than before, but it did not hinder his handsome and unparalleled appearance, calm and calm temperament, more mature and stable than five years ago, Ji Yunzhe saw Lin Mo Nian like this, and couldn't help muttering in his heart that his stupid girl was tortured by this good-looking skin, should he take a knife and shave his face.
Lin Mo Nian saw Ji Yunzhe staring at him intently, his eyes were terrifying, and he wanted to stab him with a knife, in order to prevent Ji Yunzhe from thinking about it impulsively, he really made some other scary moves, who would give Lu Yinyin's happiness, so he couldn't have any head-on conflict with Ji Yunzhe.
Lin Mo Nian said, "What I want to say next, if you want to beat me up after listening to it, please be merciful, I still want to keep this life and continue to love her."
You must not know the real reason for our breakup, we are ready to meet our parents, we are so cautious and serious, there should be no change.
But that day she went to Bishui Yuan to look for me, and when she went, she was kidnapped, and I was at my mother's house, and I didn't know all about it until her kidnapper sent me a text message to lure me over.
You must not know how I feel when I see such a weak and helpless little her being stunned, her hands and feet are tied, and watching someone put a knife on her face, and make a gesture.
I thought I could save her, but the gang came prepared, and not only tied her up, but also tied up my mother, and used my mother's life and her life to force me to agree to their terms.
Even if I didn't agree at the time, they would have defiled her, disfigured her, and pushed her downstairs, and crippled her, and made me miserable for the rest of my life, but if I had agreed, they would not have let her know what had happened.
I didn't have a choice, I knew that she had grown up in the palm of her hand since she was a child, and her world was always simple, bright, clean and beautiful, but I didn't protect her, and I didn't want her to get involved in those unknown dangers.
So I could only be ruthless, and chose to break up with her for the time being, push her out of the turmoil, and I faced the rest alone, but when I dealt with everything, I couldn't find her anymore.
I never told you about her kidnapping, and she never knew that so many thrilling things had happened during the time she was unconscious.
It's because I'm too selfish, it's unforgivable to hurt her, I don't want to make it worse, but I really can't help it, if I don't say it again, she's afraid that she will be even farther away from me.
After the gang was arrested, they confessed to all the facts of these crimes, but as a victim, I didn't want her to know about these things, I thought I could get her back, but I didn't expect her to be heard from since.
If you believe me, you can go to the police station with me to check the file of the year, if I really failed her, why am I still alone for so many years, always silently following behind her, my pain is no less than her. ”
Finally patiently listened to Lin Mo Nian finish saying such a long paragraph, as soon as the words fell, Lin Mo Nian had a palm wind in his ears, and then he was knocked to the ground by Ji Yunzhe with a punch, and then several punches in succession, but Lin Mo Nian had no intention of fighting back, and soon blood beads appeared on the corners of his mouth, for so long, this was the first time Ji Yunzhe had hurt someone, and the other party was still the one his sister loved to the extreme, although he had wanted to beat Lin Mo Nian for a long time.
If Lin Mo Nian had said these words one step earlier, would Lu Yinyin not have had that disease, would they have reconciled a long time ago, but it seems that he never gave Lin Mo Nian a chance to say these words, Ji Yunzhe, who was distracted by anger, finally stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Mo Nian up, this pull made the two of them seem to have finally reached a reconciliation and regression on something, Lin Mo Nian was worth the beating.
Ji Yunzhe looked at Lin Mo Nian, who was beaten into a pig's head by himself, this Lu Yinyin wanted to see it, I don't know if it would be distressed, and said indifferently, "Don't think that I will forgive you, and don't think that I will hand her over to you again, everything can't go back, as for how you will go in the future, no one knows this, but I really have something to do with you, and I can't help it, or I won't look for you." ”
Lin Mo Nian, who was beaten up, but couldn't complain at all, inexplicably sighed that it was really unfavorable for the passing years, since he returned to Micheng, in addition to being beaten, he was scolded, but without exception, it was because of Lu Yinyin, but Ji Yunzhe went around in such a big circle, what did he want to say to him, so he asked, "What's wrong?" You name it, I can accept it. ”
Ji Yunzhe wanted to speak and stopped, and finally spit out a few words from his mouth with difficulty, "Yin Yin has a history of depression that has been taking antidepressants for more than four years, as well as stress psychological disorder, which rejects the proximity of all the opposite sex, and you are the reason for the aggravation of her condition every time she is stimulated, when did her depression start, I don't know, I was busy with the graduate school exam at that time, and I didn't find out this problem until Xiaofei went to Songcheng with her."
Qi Xiaofei lived with her, at first she just found that she always took a bath frequently, and every time she wanted to rub her skin off, she felt that something was wrong, but she never dared to ask the real reason why the two of you broke up, your name was a taboo in those years, until once Xiaofei saw her go to the bathroom for a long time, she didn't come out, the door was locked, and in a hurry, Xiaofei kicked the door open, and when she went in, she found that Yinyin's whole person sank into the bathtub, I don't know how long it has been.
At first, she had a tendency to self-harm, and then she slowly had suicidal tendencies, so I gave up the opportunity to stay in Lanhai City for graduate school, and went to Songcheng to study for graduate school.
She even got the certificate of a psychological counselor, and she understands a lot of truths better than anyone else, but she can't step through the hurdle in her heart, see the injury on my arm, this is the masterpiece you appeared in front of her a few days ago, Lin Mo Nian, as her brother, she hurts me ten times more than her, I really don't have any way.
The doctor can't heal herself, she has stopped taking medicine for more than half a year, I know that you came back to save the relationship between you, but before that, I hope she is healthy, her heart knot is here with you, only you can solve it, once I thought that as long as you don't meet, there will be no problems, but until now I realize that if she can't let go, she will not be happy in this life. ”
It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place, and Ji Yunzhe, who has never shed tears in front of people, thinks about the suffering that Lu Yinyin has suffered in the past few years, and can't help but wet his eyes, and Lin Mo Nian never thought that it would be like this, the distressed feeling was about to tear his heart apart, how many sins she has suffered in the past few years, and her eyes were red for a while.
Maybe Lu Yinyin won't know now, let alone in the future, the two big men who love her the most in the world have been head-to-head, secretly sad and weeping, they both hoped that she would be like a warm little sun, always so happy and happy, and worked hard to shelter her from the wind and rain, but in the end, they found that everything they did thought was for her good, but they invisibly harmed her.
Ji Yunzhe and Lin Mo Nian finally reached a reconciliation, after explaining Lu Yinyin's condition clearly, they gave him a list of several antidepressant drugs that Lu Yinyin always had around him, Ji Yunzhe finally decided to let go, and the next thing depends on Lin Mo Nian, after all, his mother Ms. Mo Xin has abducted Lu Yinyin to Yuhua Community, Lin Mo Nian must have moved over to accompany her, Lu Yinyin's timidity has been taught by both of them.
If it weren't for Ji Yunzhe finding out that all this was Lin Monian's ghost behind his back, he wouldn't be able to rest assured that she would live outside, not that he didn't believe Lin Monian, Ji Yunzhe still decided to let Lin Monian make an appointment another day, he wanted to see the whole story of the case back then, Lin Monian agreed and said okay, he couldn't wait to see Lu Yinyin now.
It's just that Ji Yunzhe said a little sarcastically, "Either I'll beat you a few more times, it's not ruthless enough, you must let Yin Yin feel that you are very pitiful when she sees you for the first time, so that it is possible to take you in, and then you can slowly approach her, let her open her heart, and tell me what she went through by herself before you went to Bishui Garden, don't let your mother be exposed, you pretend to be useless and destitute now, see if my stupid girl will continue to like you and worship you." ”
Lin Mo Nian said, "The distant job is recruiting professional teachers, I went to sign up, it seems that I can't go, the interview teacher saw that I was scarred, and he didn't just blast me out, the most important thing at the moment is to cure her illness first, and everything else doesn't matter, I'm really nothing now, or you beat me again, this is what I owe shade over the years, if I can think more about those pains, I will bear all the pain." ”
The two of them looked at each other with a little bitterness and smiled, this smile crossed thousands of rivers and mountains, and eliminated all the misunderstandings and resentments over the years, things are already like this, they can only face the reality and find a way to face it positively, and in the next time, all the problems have to be carried by Lin Mo Nian alone.