It's snowing again, although it snows at this time of year, but it seems that this year's snow is particularly heavy, looking at this snowy sky, I think of my hometown again, the "nine days to open the palace, all countries to worship the crown" of the Tang Dynasty. As for why I remembered it www.biquge.info because in the year I left, the snow in the sky was as heavy as it is now.

In fact, I am a barbarian, but my mother is from the Tang Dynasty, and since I was a child, she taught me the words of the Tang Dynasty, the words of the Tang Dynasty, the poems of the Tang Dynasty, the bones of the Tang Dynasty, and the soul of the Tang Dynasty..... So that when I grew up, I found that I was incompatible with the people around me, because the barbarians never thought about the 'wind and snow moon' in their hearts, and I, only 'wind and snow moon' were left in my heart, and slowly I understood one thing, it turned out that my heart was in the Tang Dynasty.

The barbarians and the Sheng Tang are world enemies, although I don't know why they have been fighting for hundreds of years, but I don't want to see them fight, because my other half of my blood is barbarian....... In fact, it would be better not to fight, so that I could take my mother back to the Tang Dynasty, I know that my mother has always wanted to go back, and I also want to see the hometown that I have never been to in my heart.

Later, I participated in the war, I didn't go to fight, but I heard that there was going to be a war with the Tang Dynasty again, so I wanted to take this opportunity to see my hometown in my heart, Qinhuai Chang'an in my heart........ It's just that as if I was wrong, I only saw a high city wall, and I heard that it was called Yanmen Pass.

When the war began, I watched the soldiers of the Tang Dynasty standing on the city wall shouting, "The city is here, the city is dead!" and shouting, "Die for the country, no regrets!" They shouted and rushed towards us, as if they were not afraid of death.

Looking at the thin armor and the stubble bodies of those Tang Dynasty warriors, they must not eat well or wear well. But it is such a group of people who don't eat well and dress badly, they guard the people who eat well and dress warmly behind them, they don't seem to have any complaints, they only need the two words of Sheng Tang, and they will pay everything for these two words.

My comrades-in-arms were very strange, why did this Tang Dynasty people care so much about the gains and losses of a city, if their barbarians could not win the battle, they would directly abandon the old land, and then find a new place to continue to survive....... Their barbarians fight for food, money, women, these are things that can be touched, why can this Tang Dynasty people pay their lives for those empty things.

The barbarians don't have a hometown, so how can they understand the feelings of a Tang Dynasty person for the land under their feet; the barbarians don't have a country, although they have a king, but the king is just a larger tribal leader, so they don't know what a nation is, what a country is.... I smiled very happily, maybe I didn't see the scene of the Tang Dynasty, but I saw the bones of the Tang Dynasty, the soul of the Tang Dynasty.... I finally knew why I made a place I had never been to my hometown, and why my mother wanted to go back to my hometown so much.

Looking at the people of Sheng Tang, looking at the soul of Sheng Tang, I can no longer stop the desire in my heart, but I can escape, because if I escape, my mother will be punished.... So I'm going to take a gamble, I'm going to play dead on the battlefield, and then flee, and then go to Chang'an in the Tang Dynasty .... Go to the hometown that my mother will never forget, and it is also the hometown in my heart.

I succeeded, I came to Chang'an as I wished, I saw Chang'an in the Tang Dynasty, it was really beautiful.... It's beautiful..... When I was in Chang'an, I slept on Chang'an Avenue with the Tang Dynasty people and watched the Heroes Conference with them. In the end, I went to the Qinhuai River, which was my mother's hometown, but when I went, the Qinhuai River was really only the Qinhuai River... I'm sorry, mother, the child is late, and I didn't help you see the Qinhuai River in your memory.

In the end, I decided to go home, although my hometown is beautiful, although the land of my hometown is warm, but my mother is still waiting for me to come home. I know that my mother will wait for me, because we are all people of the Tang Dynasty, and we have the soul of the Tang Dynasty.....

My mother is old, and after the news came back from me, my mother would look in the direction of Sheng Tang every day, and she was waiting for me to come home. Everyone else said I was dead, but my mother didn't believe me, and she said, 'My son's body has not returned, but he is still alive.' In her mind, I was just too naughty and lost, and she believed I would come back.

And my father and those brothers and sisters, they just treat me as an ordinary clansman, whether I disappear or die, they don't feel sorry for me, they don't feel sorry for me, because that's how the barbarians are....

I'm back, my mother is old.... But she smiled very happily, and she didn't get angry at me for my wayward nonsense, because the chicks always have to learn to spread their wings and fly high, and no matter what I do, she will be proud of me and happy for me...... This is family.

My father, brothers and sisters... They weren't happy about my return, and some of them wanted to arrest me and ask me where I had been all these years.... You see, the souls are different, so what's the use of being connected by blood. Fortunately, I have learned a lot over the years in the Tang Dynasty, and it is easy to make up a story. Later, I became the new tribal chief....

I don't want to be the patriarch, but for the sake of my mother, I am willing to fight, and I must fight! Originally, I planned to take my mother back to the Tang Dynasty, but my mother just shook her head at me, she wanted to stay.

I asked my mother why. She said, "When a woman is married, how can she leave her husband.....

But she didn't like her father....... I know that it's just the virtue among the women of the Tang Dynasty, they will abide by some things all their lives, just like marrying a person, then her heart will become very small, and only one or two people can be put in a small heart.

I know that there are other reasons, she doesn't want me to leave my hometown, if I go to the Tang Dynasty, then I will be the only one in this world, she is old, if she leaves, then I will only be left with myself........ Although I think I am a Tang Dynasty in my heart, my name and my blood are all barbarians.

In this way, I became the leader of the tribe, and I replaced everything around me with the scenery of the Tang Dynasty, and I only liked that my mother could be happier......

Then one year there was a great snowfall, and after that snow, the king of the barbarians disappeared for some reason. The new king decided to move the tribe again, which was nothing for the barbarians, after all, they were used to it, but it was just a nomadic change of place...... But for my mother and me, this trip may be a farewell to our hometown, and we can no longer stand on a high place to see the Tang Dynasty from afar, because we have to go far, far away.

Maybe my mother didn't want to go, so on the eve of the migration, she died of illness..... Mother, thank you for everything you have taught me, thank you for everything you have brought me, in this life, the child lives a very happy life..... The only thing you ask of me in this life is that I want to live happily, and I have done it.

"Daddy, what are you looking at?"

"Nothing.... Hurry inside, it's cold outside. ”

"Aren't you coming in?"

"I still want to stand there for a while. ”

"Oh~"