Chapter Twenty-Three: Missing

In the first winter vacation after going to college, as long as there is time, Bai Xue is expressing her feelings, and if she can't tell the plateau face-to-face, she will record her feelings about the plateau in words. For this purpose, she bought a new diary.

Bai Xue wrote:

When I can't see you, I know what loneliness is. I can't hear your voice, I know what it means to miss. Gao Yuan, I miss you so much.

Liu Yong said in "Feng Qiwu", "The clothes and belts are gradually widened and there is no regret in the end, and people are haggard for Yixiao." "Although I have only been on vacation for a few days, I feel that my clothes have really become fat and big.

Gao Yuan, although I am a weak woman, I have never been sick when I have grown so big. Ever since I met you, I have been so happy, and it was like entering a carefree paradise. Now that I have a one-month holiday, I have experienced the taste of living like a year, three autumns a day. Now, my people are still in the provincial capital, but my heart has gone to the countryside with you.

That day, I sat on the bank of the Dasha River and looked at the boiling water. The green trees cover the sky on the head, and the grass covers the ground under the feet. People kept passing me. Some of them fish, some of them fish, some of them grass, and some of them go to their in-laws' homes. Everyone looked at me curiously, and I didn't even notice it. Until a middle-aged woman stopped by my side and asked with a smile:

"Girl, where are you from? What are you doing here? I see you've been sitting here for a long time. ”

I saw that her attitude was very kind and her speech was very kind, so I smiled and returned: "My home is on the north side, and I came here to find my old classmates." ”

"What's the name of your old classmate? Is he a boy or a girl? Which village? ”

"My old classmate is called Plateau, and it seems to be the ...... of Tu, Tu, Tu and what village"

She hurriedly picked up my words, "Tooka Village, right? ”

"Yes, it's Tooka Village."

As she spoke, she pointed to the east with her hand and said:

"The big village in front of you is. It's only three miles away. You go to the village to find him. ”

"I'm here for the first time. There are winding roads everywhere, and the crops in the fields are so high, I am really afraid that I will not find a home if I take the wrong road. ”

"He and I are good neighbors. You haven't been here, or I'll go with you to him. ”

"Thank you, Auntie. You're going to be busy, I'll wait here a little longer. ”

"Does he know you're coming?"

"He should know ......"

I waited from the rising sun to the sunset, and then watched a bright moon climb out of the eastern horizon.

The chirping of insects in the grass grew thicker and thicker. They seemed to be afraid that I would be alone, and they came to me to be my companion.

At this time, there was no longer a single figure on the Dasha River. Only the rushing river howled all the way north. I'm really scared. Just then, I saw a figure hurrying towards me:

"Bai Xue, where are you?"

When I heard it, it was the voice of your plateau. I jumped for joy:

"Gao Yuan, I'm here."

I immediately stretched out my hands to you in a hug......

I only heard the sound of the "horn", and my eyes opened, and it turned out to be a dream. My notebook fell to the floor, and the desk lamp was looking at me with bright eyes and laughing. I crawled on the table and took a nap. I looked at the wall clock on the wall, and it was already past two o'clock in the morning. I don't feel sleepy anymore.

Gao Yuan, this holiday, I think about you every day. Especially in the evenings, when I go back to my boudoir, I am often distracted. I often have dreams of this kind and that, and the dream is to live happily with you.

"Parallel will not be lovesick, will be lovesick, will be lovesick, will harm lovesickness."

This is a poem by Xu Zaisi, a prose writer of the Yuan Dynasty, in "Spring X". This is the best description of how I feel right now. Although this poet has been away from me for 800 years, he expresses my feelings today, he is so great, he is a prophet, and I am so grateful to him.

Gao Yuan, maybe I'm really sick now. When I'm alone, it's especially aggravated. My illness is exactly the kind of lovesickness that the ancients legend said.

Bai Xue writes down her thoughts and feelings in her diary every day:

As soon as I lay in bed, my brain was like a projector, starting to play every day we met. Our studies, our lives, our leisure activities. All of this is unfolding again in my mind without dropping. To be honest, in the past, I basically put all my thoughts into studying. Since I met you, my heart has also been opened, I want to be as versatile as you, to bloom in an all-round way, to compete for beauty. Now, as soon as I step out of the house, I feel that you are by my side, that you are my protector. I'm so excited, I'm so excited, I'm so happy. I often say it unconsciously: Gao Yuan, I miss you so much.

"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud." Gao Yuan, you are my only one, and I only have you in my heart. I have the feeling of "thinking about you every day and not seeing you", "I hope your heart is like my heart". I have the hope of "wishing to be a winged bird in heaven and a branch in the earth".

In a short winter vacation, we have had many class reunions. Sometimes it's girls, sometimes it's mixed, sometimes it's a small party, sometimes it's a big party. I often became the focus of discussion among my classmates. They used to stare me up and down:

"Bai Xue, we are all growing up, how did you become smaller and smaller?"

"Bai Xue, have you met an immortal? When you become an immortal, don't forget to pull your old classmates ......"

I know that all this was brought to me by your plateau.

In a short winter vacation, Bai Xue wrote three major diaries, all of which were when the night was quieter, all of which were thoughts of the plateau, and the review and lovesickness of the two after they met.

School started, Bai Xue hurriedly showed his diary to Gao Yuan, which was his own heart. Gao Yuan read Bai Xue's diary and gave Bai Xue a tight and warm hug:

"Bai Xue, I only have you in my heart."

Bai Xue felt the sincere heart of the plateau.

The mountain is not high, there are immortals, the water is not deep, there are dragons, there are not many words, and the heart is sincere. Two people have one heart, and the loess turns into gold. Heart-to-heart is commendable.

Takahara likes snow even more from the bottom of my heart. The other classmates didn't notice anything, but Bai Xue felt it. That's the genius of the plateau. He can't make trouble with himself, and he can't make Bai Xue uncomfortable. You can't go against the rules of the school, and you can't play a bad role in your classmates. Gao Yuan's love for Bai Xue increased when he spoke, and he earnestly fulfilled his promise. It's heart-to-heart communion.

To have such a harvest today, to be able to seize the plateau of great talents, Bai Xue is very grateful to his cousin from the bottom of his heart. It was her cousin's words that allowed her to open the door to wisdom, she tasted the skill and drew inferences from one another, and as soon as she met, she grabbed the heart of the plateau, and quickly pocketed the plateau and took it for herself. My cousin graduated from college, and she has a deep understanding of college life.

As soon as Bai Xue received the university admission letter, her cousin was the first to come to the door, send heartfelt blessings, and give enthusiastic advice. Especially on the issue of personal marriage, she smiled more than once, patted Bai Xue on the shoulder and said:

"Little sister, freshman year is the stage where you understand the situation. You have to see the six roads, listen to all directions, and understand all aspects of the school, teachers, students, and classmates. This is a first-hand must-have information that has deep implications for your future life. ”

"Sophomore year is the comparative stage. A person must have good studies, good specialties, and good aspects. Only by repeated comparisons can you distinguish the authenticity from the false, and you must not be confused by superficial phenomena and deceived by sweet words. Because people have a commonality, whether consciously or unconsciously, they always show their sunny side to everyone. You're no exception, I'm no exception, and everyone is no exception. Therefore, it should take a year to investigate, find out, understand, and compare. Of course, you have to croak in your studies. If you are a stupid bird, but you ask the other party to be extremely smart, it will not work at all, and you will not be able to get together. ”

"The junior year is the lifelong stage. At this time, it is the stage where you play tricks. I don't mean to be derogatory. I said that I have to play tricks to make you more skilled, or that you have a specialty that no one can match. If you are always a mediocre person, then you will only get mediocre results. Even if someone has a crush on you, it will be difficult to get together. What everyone says is right and wrong, you can't afford it, and the other party can't afford it, and people's words are terrible. As the saying goes, the door stall is right, and the radish is the ginger, which is very reasonable.

"In your senior year, it's time for your choice to be recognized. Although the school does not allow romance, at this time, the relationship between the two of you must be recognized and tacitly accepted by everyone, and you must become a husband and wife relationship that everyone has no doubt. Even if you don't go through the legal formalities, everyone recognizes your iron husband and wife relationship, and no one intervenes in the middle. Of course, this is just general practice. If the man is too good, then it is a different matter.

If the man is too good, as long as you don't step into the cave room, someone will fight with you and rob you. Even when they enter the cave room, there are still people who want to intervene as a third party. You have to be ten out of ten, all by your talent. A woman's sweetheart was taken away by someone halfway, don't just complain about the man's insincerity, but see that her ability is insufficient, which shows that the woman is wise and powerful.

The battle to defend love is a bloodless bayonet, and a woman's wisdom must be brought into full play at this time. ”

Her cousin's words made Bai Xue realize that this peaceful college campus is sometimes a battlefield for women to fight for love. The two tigers compete for the brave and the brave wins, but this brave word contains all aspects of content, but it is not simply reckless and not afraid of death.

It was this kind of admonition and reminder from her cousin, so she Bai Xue started early, made all kinds of preparations early, and took the initiative to meet this kind of test. Because there is a goal in mind, only concrete implementation is achieved. Of course, there is a price to pay for achieving the goal.

Since her sophomore year, Bai Xue has never slept in the morning, and Sunday is no exception. Her red sportswear is particularly eye-catching. She is on the running team, on the single and parallel bars, on the basketball and volleyball courts, and often on the mixed courts.

Especially on the pitch of the mixed team, Bai Xue gets a bigger workout. She has a very selfish goal in mind, that is, she must get the plateau. In order to get the plateau, she must not be afraid of hardship, and she must overcome the crowd. She was very grateful to her cousin, who had helped her in her little calculations.