I still think about a lot, some of the past, very bad things.

The chrysanthemums in my hand were about to be crushed by me, so I hurriedly loosened the innocent dried flowers, carefully arranged them, and returned to the house with a dustpan.

There are a lot of books in Mo Ruyu's house about what poison is and how it is detoxified. I saw that he was not in the house, so I went in myself. Anyway, I used to do the same, and he said that as long as I came to read a book, I would be with me, and if I came to him without incident, I would not be allowed to come near this room.

I think he thought too much, and if it weren't for the need to read, I wouldn't have come to his house.

The books he had read before were all poisoning and poisoning, and two of the three large cabinets in his room were about this kind of thing. I've read a lot, and I've been amazed by this one book after another, which is thicker than the palm of my hand. So much is taught to others how to poison, this is how deep the hatred for human beings is, to rack their brains to think about so many cruel people, it is really difficult for the person who wrote these books.

I chose a book called "Green Grass Cave" to see, the pages are pale yellow, the handwriting inside has begun to blur, and some of the papers are even glued together and cannot be separated. It can be seen that the book is so old that the author's name is written under the title, but it is vaguely unclear. The records in it are the usage and function of some various types of grass and plants, but fortunately, they are all used to save people. I watched for a long time, the sun was setting outside, and the afterglow of the remnant sun spilled into the house through the scattered leaves, shining on my face, looking very hot and hot. Half a book passed, and I finally saw a light blue five-pointed star stamen called Cold Dew Frost in the far corner of the page, which is said to have the effect of driving away poison, and the petals are boiled into soup to feed people, which can prolong people's lives.

I've seen a lot of flowers, but I've never seen such a cold and frosty flower, and I can't help but look at it for a long time.

Cold dew and frost grows in the wilderness and deep forests, closest to the waterfall, with many water and grass, which is most suitable for the growth of cold dew and frost. It blooms all year round, but it is not sown on the seed and waits for the next year, so it is very rare.

I was ecstatic for a while, and then I was much more lost when I saw it clearly. Such a precious cold dew frost must be very difficult to find, there are so many deep mountains and old forests, where to find the cold dew and frost.

I silently closed the page, left the book in its place, and left it in order.

"What are you doing here?" When I turned around, I saw Mo Ruyu and my eldest brother standing behind me.

Bai Ruxing looked refreshed, and it seemed that the wine was completely sober.

I looked at Mo Ruyu and said, "I have nothing to do to read books and cultivate my sentiments." ”

Mo Ruyu snorted: "You still cultivate sentiment, your son is so hungry that he is about to cry, why don't you ask." ”

I was stunned: "I didn't ask Lang Ge to get him food." ”

"Who knows, you'd better go check it out." Mo Ruyu rarely spoke softly to me.

I was even more confused: "Do you want to say anything else?" ”

Mo Ruyu shook his fan and was silent, he squinted at my eldest brother, "You ask your eldest brother." ”

I'll look at my eldest brother.

Bai Ruxing hesitated for a moment, scratched his head and said: "Hao'er said that he saw a man who looked very similar to him on the street today, and he cried when he said it, I asked him why, but he didn't say anything, just hugged me and cried, it was distressing." ”

I subconsciously took a step back, like a lightning strike.

Bai Ruxing still didn't say it thoroughly, he actually wanted to explain that the man who looked very similar to Hao'er might be Le Changfeng, except for Hao'er's father, it was difficult to find someone who was somewhat similar to Hao'er in the world. He was afraid of me and didn't dare tell me directly.

It was hot, but I felt like I had come out of an ice cellar and I was chilling.

"Why didn't Hao'er tell me?"

"I'm afraid you're worried." Mo Ruyu sighed softly, and probably felt pity for me: "Pay attention, I hope it's not what I think." ”

Attention, how to pay attention to it. Suyu City is so big, if Le Changfeng intends to find it, Hao'er and I will be found sooner or later. Besides, if Le Changfeng can really find Suyu City, I'm afraid he already knows the news that I haven't died yet.

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, I staggered with Bai Ruxing silently without saying a word, and I don't know how to get back to the house all the way.

I should have taken Hao'er to play elsewhere, and I didn't hear Hao'er's laughter from a long distance.

In the past, Hao'er didn't ask me about his father, I only said that his father died when I was still pregnant with him, and only our mother and mother lived. I said it too reluctantly, and Hao'er saw that something was wrong, and he asked me a few times and never asked more about it. It's as if it's normal for him to have no father. I know that he longs for father's love in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't be so sticky to Bai Ruxing and Mo Ruyu. But I can't tell him, I can't tell him that his father is still alive, it's Le Changfeng, it's the animal whose heart is as cruel as an animal, and he killed his grandparents.

I can only endure it, endure these grief and guilt, and only hope that Hao'er will grow up safely, so that I can go underground to see my father and mother without any worries.

It was dark, I don't know how long I cried, I was very scared in my heart, cold and frightened, so that my hands and feet were cold, and I couldn't move.

Lang Ge opened the door to look at me, holding a bowl of millet porridge.

I glanced up at her, and couldn't help but say sadly: "Make a song, Le Changfeng has found it." ”

Bai Ruxing knew that Hao'er met today, and he also knew about it. They didn't dare to tell me one by one, for fear that I would think too much, afraid that I would really be as they thought, that person was really long-winded.

Lang Ge put the millet porridge on the table, sat on the bed and gently hugged me, patting my back to soothe: "Maybe Hao'er is wrong." ”

I shook my head: "It's impossible to be mistaken, Le Changfeng's appearance is not like Hao'er in addition to Hao'er." ”

In fact, Lang Ge knew that Hao'er was so smart, if he didn't really think that person looked bizarre with himself, he wouldn't have felt it and cried.

Lang Ge was silent for a long time, maybe he couldn't think of words to comfort me. I trembled and thought what should I do if that person was really Le Changfeng, if Le Changfeng knew that I was not dead and Hao'er was his son, he would definitely snatch Hao'er away from me, so that I couldn't see him!

I can't! I can't let that happen!

"I want to find him, make a song, I want to find him and let him leave Suyu City." I touched my tears: "Le Changfeng must know that I am not dead, I want to meet him, let him leave Suyu City, and I can't let Hao'er see him again." ”

I nestled on Langge's shoulder, and my heart was dense as if it had been gnawed by thousands of birds and insects: "He can't be so cruel, destroy my home, and take Hao'er away from me." You know, I can't live without Hao'er. ”