Chapter 217: Sowing Darkness
Lin Duxue told Han Ying about her experience, and the two talked all night unconsciously, and the sky outside was already slightly bright. Lin Duxue didn't continue to talk about the incarnation of the Blood Killing Realm in the end, she looked at Han Ying and asked, "These, have you ever dreamed of these?" ”
Hanying shook his head: "I haven't dreamed of any of this, but I don't know why, I always feel familiar when I hear you say it." Like I've heard it before, but I really haven't heard it. ”
"Maybe it's fate, maybe it's something else, it's hard to say now." Speaking of this, Lin Duxue stretched. "Alright, after all that night, we should also go and rest. Di Weisi won't let you go so easily, right? No, to be precise, your second uncle will not let you go, you are the only person in charge of the Han family who really carries the old man's will, and your second uncle will definitely take action against you if he wants to gain the approval of others. By the way, what about your father? Why didn't you see him come out with us? ”
"Besides, how could my father come out with us to suffer?" Hanying said helplessly.
"Then forget it, everyone has their own ambitions, go back and sleep for a while." Lin Duxue told her.
"Well, you can rest for a while." As he spoke, Hanying stood up.
However, she didn't move her steps, she was stunned, she suddenly turned her head and asked Lin Duxue: "Duxue, actually, you are so happy, there are people like Wang Lin who treat you like that." But you are also unfortunate because you don't have time to think about who you really love. ”
"What do you mean?" Lin Duxue asked.
Hanying smiled slightly: "Actually, you've already found out yourself, haven't you?" Otherwise, how could you break up with Wang Lin normally? Twilight Xue, Wang Lin has done a lot for you, and he can even fight against the whole world, but love is never because of kindness. You gave him back a life, don't say it, but you at least have the right to choose your feelings, live, and you are only for yourself now. ”
Lin Duxue was a little surprised, why did this sound so familiar? Before she could answer, Hankage had already gone out.
In fact, isn't that how many days and nights she's been thinking? Wang Lin has done a lot for her, so she can't live up to Wang Lin. But the speech in the underworld, in fact, sounds more like gratitude now.
In other words, the adult's decision, she has no right to choose love, it seems that at that time she can only accept to be loved.
How many days and nights she has been struggling, on the one hand, she is becoming more and more aware that she does not love Wang Lin that much, on the other hand, she keeps telling herself how much Wang Lin has done for herself!
What is right and what is wrong, she seems to be back in time. Hovering between the heavy responsibility of the Ghost Shadow Gate and his own life.
There's no choice, isn't it? She never had a choice, the Ghost Shadow Gate paved the way for her, the Nightmare calculated everything for her, she either chose the New World of Nightmare or the justice of the Ghost Shadow Gate.
Later, too, she either chose Wang Lin's love, or she was burdened with deep self-blame, and at the same time let her relatives and friends, and even the world scold her for not being grateful.
Lin Duxue took off her coat and lay down, thinking about it carefully, in fact, the answer has always been clear, she does not have the kind of touching love that Wang Lin has for her. Love has always been selfish, love is love, and not love is not love.
But Wang Lin is very good to her, and for this, she can do anything for Wang Lin, including giving her life, but she just can't really love him.
Thinking of this, Lin Duxue pulled the quilt and covered herself tightly. If her life is normal, there is no nightmare trouble, and she does not bear the curse of the Ghost Shadow Gate. Think about it, aren't she, Wang Lin, and Jing the most common love triangle in the world?
silently loves her behind her back, guarding her scene, humble and persistent. Wang Lin is also persistent, but he dares to love and hate, and his love is vigorous. In ordinary life, most people will only choose Wang Lin when they read it, because they are really happy.
It's a pity that her life is not ordinary at all, can the life of a chess piece be ordinary?
"I'm sorry, Wang Lin, I thought very clearly. If you show up before I fall in love with Jing, we must be different stories, you scold me, anything, I can do anything for you, because you are very important to me, but that is not love. Lin Duxue lifted the quilt, and she didn't know if she was saying it to herself or Wang Lin.
But she really decided.
Although she stayed up all night, because she figured it out and made a decision, Lin Duxue slept quite soundly this night. I slept until two o'clock in the afternoon and didn't wake up.
When she got up, Hanying and the others had already gotten up, and it could be seen that Hanying wasn't sleeping very well. The dark circles under her eyes are very heavy, at least, she is not as energetic as Lin Duxue.
Everyone sat down in the hall downstairs and drank a cup of hot tea, the weather outside was not very good, it was gloomy, and it seemed to be raining.
"It's really uncomfortable, it's been like this since the morning." Baisha grumbled.
Lin Duxue could actually see that the sky was abnormal, at least it was not normal to be so gloomy. From the moment someone took over the Han family, she vaguely felt that the other party was really going to do it.
"A few beauties, do you want something to eat?" The waiter stepped forward and asked.
The waiter also had heavy dark circles under his eyes and didn't look energetic at all. Lin Duxue asked casually, "Your spirit is not very good." ”
"Let everyone laugh, I didn't sleep well last night." He wanted to say and stopped. Holding the menu, hesitate to pass it over.
Lin Duxue took the menu directly and asked, "What's your name?" ”
"Call me Xiao Wu." Xiao Wu replied.
"Bring us some tarts." Lin Duxue told him.
Xiao Wu nodded and turned to leave.
Comparatively speaking, in fact, Baisha's mental state is not bad. Hanying is because of staying up late, there is nothing to say. Lin Duxue got up and walked to the glass window, looked at the sky outside and said to herself, "Have you started?" It's only the first day, and the impact is so great, it's hard to imagine what the rest of the situation will be. ”
"Twilight, what did you say?" Baisha had apparently heard her.
Lin Duxue shook her head: "It's nothing, everyone will eat later, come out with me to buy some inventory and come back, if it goes on like this, nothing will be usable." ”
"What do you want to buy?" Hanying asked her, "It's like this outside, I don't really want to go out, or you say what you want to buy, and I called and ordered it to be delivered?" ”
"Listen to me, Hankage, let's go out together. This may be one of the few times we can go out and do activities, don't you want to cherish it? Lin Duxue told them mysteriously.
Bai Sha and Han Ying looked at each other, not understanding what she meant.
I hope you hurry up, I may not be able to withstand it alone. Lin Duxue didn't say anything, picked up the teacup, but looked outside again, and her thoughts began to walk.