I don't know why I'm distressed.

I originally thought that after the battle at the peak of the Heavenly Dao Alliance, this emotion would never have anything to do with me in this life, because ...... I have almost lost all of what I have, and I will do my best to protect the rest of my life, even if I kill all the people in the world for this, and I will not hesitate to do whatever I want. On that day, all my hopes for this world have been shattered, I will no longer make promises, nor will I have any expectations for people's hearts, keep what I love, avenge my enemies, and the long knife of blood and fire will accompany me for eternity.

In fact, when I actually picked up the knife, I never lost anything.

There's no more reason for me to feel distressed.

I haven't experienced this taste for too long, I know for a long time that I have forgotten the color of my heart, maybe it has been numb, maybe it has been cold and hard, maybe it is really not so rich in emotions, in short, I have almost forgotten this taste, only in the dead of night when I think of Mulan, when I think of Zhou Jing, when I think of Tashi and Chen Yu, who died for me, I will suddenly convulse for a moment, but for those I have lost, I am looking forward to the future, I hope that one day, when I really have the strength, God will be able to give me back everything I once took away.

This is my obsession and my hope.

But I really can't figure out that there are people in this world who can touch my emotions again!

Moreover, he is still a person who has nothing to do with me.

At least I have nothing to do with her in this life, and even, from the moment we met, she was hostile to me and wanted to take my life, so she should be my enemy, and if she died, I should breathe a sigh of relief, at least I have one less powerful opponent in this operation.

I really can't figure out why...... I feel sorry for my enemies.

And this distressing feeling is getting worse and worse, and finally it hurts so much that I can't breathe.

Under Luo Huang's drag, I flew over the barracks, the world below was dark, quiet and almost suffocating, in this quiet environment, the degree of distress even gradually surpassed my physical trauma, and my body couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"Captain?"

Yuan noticed my abnormality, cheered up and hurriedly asked, "Captain, what's wrong with you?" Is something wrong? ”

I didn't speak, because I couldn't speak.

Luo Huang and I have a heart-to-heart, probably the best way to understand my taste at this time, but she never said a word, and after hearing Yuan's words, she finally asked me: "Xiaotian, can't stand it?" ”

I nodded silently.

Luo Huang didn't speak, but Mo Ji said, "Here...... It's already some distance from the center of the battlefield, so it's really not good, just stop and take a good rest, the big battle just now is inevitably too tragic. ”

Luo Huang struggled and hesitated for a moment, then said, "It's okay." ”

As he spoke, Luo Huang began to control the wings of the Vermilion Bird and landed downward, anyway, since the outbreak of the war, whether it was Yin soldiers or Yin people, all rushed to the battlefield, and this ghost country became more and more quiet.

Eventually, we landed in an empty street.

Crash!

Suzaku retracted his wings, and the murderous aura on my body disappeared all at once, and finally some of the power that pulled me disappeared, and Yuan and I had no strength, so at the moment of landing on the ground, they fell directly to the front, but fortunately, Luo Huang and Mo Ji appeared in time and helped us at once.

At this time, my heartache had reached an extreme, as if I was slashing my heart with a knife, and my eyes were even more blurry, no matter how tenacious my will was, I couldn't stand it anymore, and finally fell to the street holding my chest.

"After all, there are still traces?!"

Luo Huang didn't help me this time, let me curl up on the street, curled up against the cold street, as if this could make me feel a little better, Luo Huang squatted in front of me, looked at me deeply, his eyes were very complicated, and after a long time he said: "The vicissitudes of heaven, the world is changeable, maybe it is only eternal love...... It's really something that will never be erased, and that's it, there are still some traces left behind and implanted in the bone marrow. ”

"Actually, there are some tragedies."

Mo Ji, a cold person, flashed a trace of pity in his eyes at this time, and said with a little bitterness: "I used to feel hateful, but now I suddenly feel a little bitter, perhaps, we just magnified our own pain, and the most bitter is him." This life has come here, as if it is destined to repay debts, and he can't have any choice of his own, he has loved a woman, it is a debt of his previous life, and now, the things that have been worn out come to torture him again, grievances and hatreds, none of which are provoked by himself, they are all debts! ”

Saying that, Mo Ji glanced back at Luo Huang and said, "Luo Huang, although I have made a choice, I can ...... There is still resentment in my heart, but now, I really don't complain at all, I don't hate him anymore, he suffers more than any of us, perhaps, everything, the person who suffers the most in the end is him. ”

Luo Huang nodded silently.

Everything they said, I saw it all in my eyes, but I didn't have time to take care of it, at this time, there was only one problem in my heart that was never solved, so I held on with all my strength, gritted my teeth and asked Luo Huang: "Did you deliberately let Luo Huang destroy the head of the Mad King?" Why, why...... Will the Demon Brake go crazy when the Mad King's head is destroyed? ”

"Because the Mad King is the master of the Demon Temple!"

Luo Huang said: "There is a lot of relationship between these two, the demon clan, the most martial arts, as long as their soldiers kill the enemy, they will inevitably get a heavy reward, so, every time there is a big war, the demon clan is like crazy, their soldiers have the enemy's head hanging around their waists, like a hungry wolf charging wildly, you haven't seen that kind of scene, it's too terrifying, if you kill too many people, the head can't be hung around the waist, they will cut off the enemy's nose and string it up, take it back to lead the army, if you are crippled in the war, That would be an abandonment, and they would not be able to fight in the future, and their wives would abandon them, and their families would abandon them, because a demon who did not die on the battlefield but returned with a cripple would bring shame on their whole family!

Mosha, who used to be an ordinary soldier, was crippled in battle, abandoned by his family, like a water dog, at that time, the Mad King met him, helped him, and by the way, promoted him to the road of the strong. In the eyes of the Demon Brake, the Mad King is like his father, seeing his father being killed, although he is angry, he will not be too crazy, because in the eyes of the devil, dying on the battlefield is glory, and every male among them is ready to die on the battlefield since he was born!

But if even the corpses are destroyed by the enemy, then ...... In this way, the magic brake will not be able to accept it, and he will go crazy! ”

"All this...... You've already calculated it? ”

I felt a chill in my heart, and at the same time I felt cold about the way the demon lived, but I was more surprised, because when I heard all this, I didn't know what was going on, I was worried about Tai Li, and then subconsciously asked Luo Huang: "Tai Li...... Can you really win against a vengeful madman? ”

And when I asked about this, my worry actually made my heart ache a little less.

"Probably...... Yes! ”

Luo Huang said with some uncertainty: "After all, the magic brake I know is the magic brake of a long time ago, and now ...... I don't know how far he's gone. ”

Hearing this, the worry in my heart became even heavier.

"This time, what I did was not real...... Too inauthentic? ”

I asked Luo Huang uncertainly, and at the same time closed my eyes, my mind was full of the eyes of Tai Liang when I was leaving, and my ears kept echoing the words she said to me - you abandoned me again.

The more I thought about it, the more distressed I felt.

"It's not inauthentic, there are some grievances, unless you use your life, it's difficult to resolve, you ...... Don't have to pay for your past life! ”

Luo Huang said bluntly: "Aren't you paying for your past life enough?" Your love, if it weren't for your past life, would you have Mulan? Which of the grievances and hatreds you have tied to your body now can you choose? You paid for the previous purchase...... That's enough! Mo Ji and I both think that enough is enough, fate has squeezed you without any oil and water!! ”

Luo Huang said these words very sincerely, but ...... It fell on my ears, but I was a little absent-minded, and I didn't even understand what she was saying.

Because at this time there is a voice in my heart that keeps telling me - go back! Turn back! Save the fence! Otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life, and her eyes and words before the evacuation will always haunt you like a nightmare, so that you will never be able to live beyond your life!

I hesitated, and Luo Huang and the others stopped talking, and for a while, we were quiet here.

I don't know how long it tore, but suddenly, a loud bang tore through the peace here!

Rumble!

The loud noise was clearly coming from the battlefield, and even though we had fled far away, we could still see the direction of the battlefield in the direction of the bloody sky, and we didn't know what a terrible explosion had occurred, which made the ground tremble, and we could feel it here.

Another moment.

The wind from the explosion had already blown here, and without warning there was a cold wind mixed with the smell of blood in the long street.

Smack!

I heard as if something was broken in my abdomen, and then, I didn't know what was going on with me, so I stood up at once and gave an order to Luo Huang in a tone that I had never seen before: "Something must have happened to Tai Li, return to the battlefield and rescue her!" ”

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