Volume 1 0003 Damn Depression!

Lin Zhiyu changed out of her sports sweat clothes, got used to running 5 kilometers in the morning, took a shower, and was refreshed.

It's been six years since the surgery, and she exhales deeply, trying to stay alive, it's so good.

Stand in front of the mirror, look at yourself, and get used to the clothes inspection before going out, as you usually do. She wore a white shirt, a coffee-colored professional suit, straight-leg pants and black heels, pulled her waist-length hair back behind her head, put on brown bean paste lipstick, and finally put on simple earrings.

The whole person looks professional and capable, gentle and amiable~

Her eyes fell on the bedside table, and the photo of her with her parents couldn't help but fall into the memory......

It was 2069, summer, and she was 20 years old.

At night, negative energy fills the room like a solemn swamp of gas, suppressed, resentful, and burning at the same time. A woman in her forties and fifties couldn't hold a girl who had gone crazy, she smashed things and howled, and before she knew it, the gloomy girl said a lot of self-reproach......

Neither of them could stop crying......

After a few minutes of silence, the girl tried to calm down. Silently told himself that even if my heart was frozen in the future, I would no longer say those piercing and sad words. I thought to myself, don't infect each other with this full of negative energy, just let me bear it alone, let me be depressed to death alone, until I leave here.

But the moment I saw the family photo, a trace of energy to be alive floated into the heart that was tearing and boiling. I saw that the girl smiled bitterly and called "Mom......"

In the past four years, she woke up in her sleep countless times, went crazy like this, cried together again, and tortured the mother and mother incessantly.

The nightmare began when Lin Zhiyu was a sophomore in high school.

At that time, she fell in love with a fair, tall boy, and finally mustered up the courage to confess to him.

The handsome boy gently took her hand and said to Zhiyu, "My grandmother is at home, please have a meal." ”

It should be safe~

Who knows, after drinking a glass of juice, he gradually lost consciousness. When she woke up, the bed was covered in blood......

It happened that my aunt came that day, plus that ......

Damn it! He also left a photo to show off in front of his classmates!

One to ten, ten to hundred, everyone laughed, every day the door of the classroom was full of people, all looking at her like a monster!

There is no doubt about the scumbag!

Zhiyu is getting haggard day by day, hanging her head every day, and her grades plummet.

After swallowing a bottle of sleeping pills, my mother almost couldn't wake her up again!

When she opened her eyes in the intensive care unit, she didn't see her father, and after questioning, she realized that her father was angry and fell downstairs with that scumbag!

For a while, the two families became a joke after everyone's tea~

Lin Zhiyu has always been unable to figure out how her father is not an impulsive person......

She ruthlessly cut off the long hair that had been left for many years.

I can't wait to subtract three thousand green silks to cut off the past and forget my troubles.

But the goose, no!

I went to find the official accounts of various temples, and after reading the recruitment, my heart was completely cold: people want graduate students and doctors~!

Ay!

I'm ......

Not even a college student!

Being a monk is not enough.

Oh no~ it's a nun!

However, I must not leave my mother alone in this world.

Lin Zhiyu secretly thought, struggling to hover between nightmares and reality every day.

Shut yourself in your room all day long.

Eat a lot of things, as if you have eaten enough and slept and will wake up better.

But the goose, no, no, no!

She kept reading books and wanted to re-enter the school, but she couldn't remember any of them.

I'm confused! Brains are wasted!

Decadent, homely, fat, sick......

Four years ago - the second year of high school, 16 years old, Jasper is in his prime, his family is wealthy, among the best, 45KG, tall and thin, black and straight.

But now, Lin Zhiyu stood on the body scale and looked at the dazzling number: 68KG! Dropouts, incompetence, depression......

Scold~!

It's two worlds at all!

It feels like a century later, and it seems like it happened yesterday.

I can't go back, the scene of that day seems to be in front of me again, like a nightmare!

There was a pain in the head, and I couldn't breathe after a big gulp.

Inexplicably palpitating, inexplicably exploding, inexplicably wanting to end life......

It's all my fault! Blame me! Blame me!

Every day and every night, I blame myself deeply, and it doesn't help......

In this way, the days passed in a muddy manner, day by day, month by month, year by year.

One day, Lin Zhiyu nested on the sofa in the living room, turned on the TV, and was stunned.

Seeing that her condition was okay, her mother came over and said, "Ayu, my mother has something to say." ”

I guess I'm going to have a lesson again, I don't want to listen to her nagging, I'm going to go into the house and sleep!

Just as she was about to get up, she saw her mother take out a piece of blood-red jade and put it in her hand.

The faint color of blood, the slowly wriggling lines, the strange but familiar weirdness, make people curious.

The moment it touched her hand, a faint light that was not easy to detect slowly lingered on her. In an instant, she felt that herself, who had been imprisoned in the dark, was guided by a ray of light to a place with a wide sea and sky. The breeze blows, like a mom and dad hug!

"Today is your 20th birthday, and I must tell you about your background. Then you listen to me. ”

What, my background?

Lin Zhiyu flashed in her heart all kinds of possibilities that appeared in various TV series, guessing.

"This piece of jade should be left to you by your biological parents, take her, don't take it off again, it will bless you."

Mom put it on Lin Zhiyu and continued.

"Twenty years ago, in the obstetrics and gynecology inpatient department on the 19th floor of the Minmin Hospital, I walked through the ghost gate. The child was born, but I was bleeding profusely, my internal organs failed, and I don't know how much blood I transfused to save my life, but I completely lost my fertility. Just when my vital signs were stable and I was just transferred to the general ward, it was in the early morning of August 24, when the doctor came to me and told me that the child was gone. I hugged your dad and cried heartbreakingly, why is God so unfair...... Tears clouded my eyes, and I don't know how long later, when I opened my eyes, I saw a swaddling baby appear on the small bed behind your father. It's you, you're holding this piece of jade in your hand, and the lines on it are still slowly moving. Later, the hospital checked the surveillance and found that there was no video for half an hour at about 4 o'clock in the morning that day, so we decided to go through the adoption procedures. However, the occasional glowing jade pendant was too weird, and I decided to put it away and tell you everything when you grew up. ”

Mother took Lin Zhiyu into her arms and continued: "Your father and I cherish this lost daughter and treat you like a treasure. I think that's why your dad was so impulsive that he would jump off the roof of the building with that scum in his arms. Originally, my father left us three houses and some savings. Mom has been an accountant for many years, and her salary is not high, and the rent collected is just enough for living and your medical expenses. Now, I have sold all the houses and the surgery is enough. Let's go and have the surgery done, and our disease will be cured completely, and then we will start again, and with our down-to-earth efforts, we will definitely live better. ”

"Mom, I killed Dad!" Lin Zhiyu wiped her tears.

"Don't cry, everyone has their own choice. Not you. Dad wants you to get better and live positively. ”

Mom grabbed Lin Zhiyu's shoulders with both hands, looked into her eyes and said, "Over the years, we have spoiled you too much. You always feel like a child! But, you know, you're 20 years old! If one day your mother will grow old, leave you alone in this world. If at that time, you did not have the consciousness and ability to be independent, I will definitely regret that I did not educate you well! ”

"I see." Lin Zhiyu, when she put on the jade, she was cold and damp and felt as if a big skylight had opened in her heart, and the sun could shine in. She thought, "Mom is this sun."

"Ayu, let's cure the disease first, and then get a diploma and a certificate, so that the company will use you. You have to learn the skills to live independently! Mom said the same thing as usual, only this time, she listened to herself.

Mom continued to nag: "Saying that this depression is treated with medication, the cycle is long, and it has not improved after so many years; If you follow your doctor's instructions, surgery is done to remove an emotional hub in your brain. This is a very delicate minimally invasive brain surgery, as far as modern technology is so developed, there is no 100% certainty, in case of failure, although it may affect the normal operation of the limbs or endocrine, but as long as the success rate of the operation is more than 60%, I think we can gamble. In case, in the future, I am gone, who can protect you for the rest of your life? You have no brothers or sisters. I have to pull you back into your normal life! Mother grabbed Lin Zhiyu's hand, her eyes were extremely firm and unquestionable.

Lin Zhiyu, shocked! Our house is gone, my dad is gone, and my mom is left alone. She was secretly frightened in her heart, if she was cured, I could slowly become independent and support my mother; But, if I fail, won't I become a drag on my mother?

......

Long

Lin Zhiyu opened his mouth and asked, "Mom, did you sell all the houses?" ”

"Yes! Can't put it off, you're 20 this year. It has to get better soon! ”

Lin Zhiyu knew in her heart: It's time to say goodbye to the past.

She walked back into the house in a daze.

Lying on the bed, thoughtful, hazy and asleep.

"Our children are all 20 years old, this dream is long enough, and Yu Pei finally returned to her."

"Brother Yin, we were busy running for our lives that day, and we didn't have time to name her, otherwise, how about we also call her Lingzhi Jade?"

"Zhilan Yushu, good name. Hui'er, her soul doesn't seem to be very good at condensation, she can't activate the method, we have to find a way to go back. ”

"Who is it? Who's talking? Lin Zhiyu felt like she was in a fog......

"Yu'er, it's us, your biological parents! We are in your soul, and you have to learn to cast spells to let us go back, so that we can change back to our respective ways. A man's voice.

What?! Shocked, absolutely shocked, more shocked than hearing that my mother sold the house.

Calm down~ Let's take a look at what's going on!

My parents were not the ones who gave birth to me, and my parents who gave birth to me had no flesh and asked me to cast spells......

What the??

Is it a fantasy drama? Spatial anomaly? Through time? Or is it a paranormal event? So what do they look like? Is this a dream? Or are they already dead? Could it be a dream?

......

Lin Zhiyu quickly thought about all kinds of possibilities in her heart, and she stood there stunned, looking at the fog in front of her. For a while, I didn't know what to say.

"Yu'er, we know that this is an era of advanced technology, and it is difficult for you to believe what technology cannot explain now. However, you must believe that this is not a dream and that we are indeed your parents. ”

What a gentle voice, as if I've heard it somewhere......