I don't like rain, I'm a person who likes to make noise, there will be a lot of restraint when it rains, staying at home is very stuffy, as soon as I go out, I will step on the water, and when I come home, I am also damp, and even the mood is not very refreshing.

But God's affairs are not beyond my control as a little woman, and it will rain when it should be.

I don't like umbrellas, I don't do them unless it's raining very hard.

On this night in early summer, the rain was light, but it didn't mean to stop.

The beer I drank at the porridge hot pot restaurant was a little hot at this time, and my face was hot, so it didn't matter if I was drenched in some rain.

The pedestrians on the street were in a hurry, and I was the only one who was unhurried.

I'm thinking, that person, is he really Qiao Zimo? What kind of trouble did he have that year, that he had to release my pigeon on the day of the wedding?

Even if he really doesn't want to marry me, what about Aunt Ann? His own mother, doesn't he want to see him?

Seriously, the past two years have been a mess, with no direction at all, except for work and work. I don't dare to think anything else about life.

Of course, I am such an excellent young woman, of course, there are no suitors around me.

But men are already old ladies in my eyes, and I don't have any thoughts about them at all.

It's not that I don't know that Qin Kai has that idea about me, when I was still in school, he confessed to me euphemistically, and I also politely rejected him,

Although he doesn't have many advantages, he is better than knowledge, he knows how to sense of proportion very well, and knows that it is impossible for the two of us, so we still get along with the boss and employees in a more harmonious way.

In 2016, I said I was getting married and asked him if he wanted to go to my wedding.

He didn't say anything, he always picked the door and wrapped me with a big red envelope, but he didn't show up.

After the marriage leave, I went back to work, and I was still happy on the surface, but only Xiangxiang and I knew. During that time, I couldn't sleep all night and almost became depressed.

Once, when he and Xiangxiang were looking at the stars on the rooftop of the apartment building, I couldn't help but walk towards the edge of the rooftop, and I didn't mean to stop, and half of my foot stretched out of the rooftop.

That day, Xiangxiang was so frightened that she rushed forward and dragged me back, hugged me and cried.

She said, "Woman, if you die, I won't live either." ”

Xiangxiang later told me that I really scared her to death that day.

She said that my face was pale that day, and she looked at her and said, "Woman, what are you talking about, I live a good life, why do I want to die?" ”

After a long time, Qin Kai was a little puzzled.

He said, "Lao Bai, aren't you married? Why don't I look like a married young woman? Your husband is so mysterious, is he old, or is he ugly and can't do it? It's the mule or the horse that comes out for a walk, and let's get to know each other. ”

I told Qin Kai very seriously.

"Boss, don't you know? I was born to be a kuff, and on the day of the wedding, my groom died in a car accident on his way to marry me. It was run over into slag by a truck that hauled the muck. ”

Qin Kai didn't look like I was joking, and apologized to me again and again, and after that, he never said this in front of me again.

I didn't expect that Qin Kai was also very gossipy, and soon after that, my college classmates knew that I was the one who died my husband.

They expressed their condolences to me, directly and indirectly.

I didn't refuse to come, and I didn't explain, so it was good to save me the time of every class reunion, and these guys who were afraid that the world would not be chaotic were hollowing out their minds to find gossip.

After letting them gossip enough at a time, it will stop.

The rain was intermittent that night, and I went back and forth in the rain, and when I came back to my senses, it was no longer a little far away from the apartment building where I lived.

Turning around and walking back, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and the wipers, which had been about to stop, suddenly became bigger.

I was doused like a chicken in the soup, but I didn't care at all, I suddenly liked the feeling of being drenched in the rain, and I could feel the eagerness of the rain from head to toe.

The night was thicker in the rain, revealing mysterious colors, as if a pair of eyes were always behind me. If I'm fast, it will be fast, and if I'm slow, it will be slow.

I turned my head suddenly, and there was only a curtain of rain like a waterfall, and there was no shadow of half a person.

When I returned to my residence, I saw Xiangxiang anxiously pacing in front of my door as soon as I got out of the elevator, and when I saw me coming back, I immediately scolded her.

"Where is your dead woman, and I won't answer your calls, I'm about to call the police and let the police come to you."

I pulled out my phone in my bag, and I don't know when it ran out of battery.

"I'm sorry, Xiangxiang, the phone is out of battery."

After changing clothes, Xiangxiang sat on the sofa and looked at me seriously.

She said: "Girl, I always thought that Qiao Zimo had turned the page with you, but I didn't expect that you never passed." Let me tell you, although that person's back is similar to Qiao Zimo, I am sure that he must not be Qiao Zimo. ”

I shrunk in the corner of the sofa: "Xiangxiang, you also think that person looks like Qiao Zimo!" If he wasn't Qiao Zimo, why would he avoid the two of us and turn around so that we could see clearly? ”

Xiangxiang said again: "Girl, maybe you think too much, people don't know that there are two neurotic women chasing him behind him." ”

I didn't want to tell her: "I said, aren't you hosting the show at night?" ”

She immediately got angry: "You also said that the phone didn't work, I saw that you were in a bad mood tonight, and I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I found someone to take over the shift, and came back to see if you were at home, but you were really not at home, you don't know, I'm in a hurry." ”

I was very moved: "I just walked for a while and ate to eat." Thank you for your concern, and I'll invite you to dinner another day. ”

Xiangxiang continued to get angry, and she glared at me hatefully, "Am I the one who sent you that meal?" I'm telling you, two years have passed, and it's long overdue for you to let go. It is necessary to fall in love again, I think Qin Kai is very reliable, although he picks the door a little, but he looks good, and he doesn't look outside, no matter what, he is still a boss, and he has been by your side for so many years. He would never disappear like Qiao Zimo said. ”

I blinked: "Xiangxiang, Qin Kai, what is the difference between him and the old lady in my eyes?" Isn't it an insult to my IQ that you asked me to fall in love with a woman? ”

Xiangxiang waved her hand: "You have to get it, men are women in your eyes, I think Qiao Zimo is the catastrophe of your life, you can't wake up if you don't get struck by lightning a few times." I don't bother to persuade you. ”