Chapter 40: I Like Her First

"What do I like?" The man's brows frowned, "I'm older than you, I have more experience than you, I have a bad temper, it's not easy to get along with, and it's not suitable for you." ”

The woman slowly lifted her eyelashes and looked at the man in front of her, "I like it, do you need a reason?" Even if you stink, I like it. ”

"Liking is wishful thinking, not willfulness, Miss Han, I don't think you'll be so confused."

Han Jingshu pursed the corners of her lips, "You always say that we are not suitable, not suitable, and don't give me a chance at all, but behind your back...... Hook up...... My best friend, you ......"

"What am I?" The man's eyes wrinkled tightly, "Han Jingshu, you like me as your freedom, and whoever I like is also my freedom, I hope you can figure this out." ”

"You...... Since I'm not a good fit for you, then she's ...... Is Natsu Sakura suitable? She asked unwillingly.

The man did not answer her question, but asked rhetorically, "Will you turn against her because of me?" ”

Han Jingshu pursed her lips and lowered her thick eyelashes, "I, I don't know." ”

"Is it worth it?"

"She, she knows that I like you a lot, why should I get involved with you, we are such good friends, do you think this is fair to me?"

"If I have a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with you, and she gets mixed up with me, it is true that there is a problem with the character of the two of us, but Miss Han, is there a relationship between us?"

"...... yes, he has never had anything to do with her, it's just her wishful thinking, but even so, she can't get over it."

"It's your right to like me, but you can't force it, I have to like you, Miss Han, I said more than once, you are very good, you don't need to waste your time on me, I'm not that good, and I don't deserve you to like me so much, why don't you always understand?"

Gu Zhichen is the first time to speak bitterly, and he actually has a sense of powerlessness for this kind of stubborn woman.

"I know you don't like me, I also know that we have no relationship, and I know that you may not like me in the future, but I can't help myself from liking you, you know, you know, Xia Ying is my best friend, why do you want to provoke her, why?"

Han Jingshu's voice trembled a little, and every word of the grievance had a taste of reproach.

"I'm sorry, I can't control this kind of thing, I like her first, I know you later, I don't think I'm in this, how deliberate."

Han Jingshu's eyes widened in astonishment, he said that he liked Xia Ying first, but she obviously recognized him when she was a child.

"You lied, obviously, we met first, we knew each other when we were very young, do you want to deny this now?"

The man shook his head slightly, "I didn't deny it, we knew each other when we were very young, but I already knew Xia Ying when I was younger." ”

What the? Han Jingshu stared at the man in front of her in disbelief, when she was younger, was it possible? Is it his excuse or excuse? But does love have anything to do with the length of time they've known each other?

"Gu Zhichen, does love have anything to do with the first come and the next way?"

"Of course not, it has nothing to do with who you love, so you don't have to occupy the highest point of morality, you have to say that Xia Ying is a heinous woman."

Gu Zhichen's words to defend Xia Ying were quite piercing in Han Jingshu's ears, and her eyes turned red again, "I didn't occupy the highest point of morality, and I didn't say that Xia Ying was a bad woman, I was just talking about your relationship, which embarrassed me, you know that Aunt Sun has been matching us ......"

"I'm sorry that my mom has bothered you, and I apologize to you on her behalf."

"You know, that's not what I meant." Han Jingshu sniffed, "So, in the matter between me and you, the problem has always been with me, and all the faults are also caused by me." ”

"If you have to talk about right or wrong, it must be my fault, it is I who made your friendship no trust, if you want to be angry, even if you come to me, it has nothing to do with Xia Ying."

"Mr. Gu, it's really a good girlfriend for protection, it's me Han Jingshu J, I deserve it, it's me who is amorous, it's me who takes it upon myself, I won't blame any of you, you are in love, I ......."

“…… I'm not going to be here anymore to get in your way. ”

She couldn't do the blessing, she could only convince herself to give up, and she really had no reason to dwell on it now.

Gu Zhichen has always had a dull expression, and his tone is also light, and the only ups and downs are when he defends Xia Ying.

What else is she doing here, Han Jingshu felt like a joke,

She was so disappointed, she was full of deep doubts about friendship, about love, about trust between people.

Han Jingshu didn't stay in Yecheng for a few days, so she took the earliest flight back to New York.

She changed her phone number,

Shut down all means of communication,

So much so that Xia Ying couldn't contact her at all.

If she apologized or explained, she had sent it to Han Jingshu countless times, but it was all in vain, she could imagine Han Jingshu's sadness, after all, it was the first time she liked a man so much, and that man had something to do with her.

But isn't she in pain?

She wasn't happier than anyone else, she was sad to death, she was her best friend, a good friend all her life, and now she hurt her unintentionally, she couldn't forgive herself.

After she finished the work at hand, she also booked a ticket to New York, and when she arrived in New York, Han Jingshu had already flown to France again.

She couldn't find out which city she went to, and she was a little remorseful, Han Jingshu was determined to avoid her, so that she couldn't find her, maybe where she was hiding now and crying was not necessarily.

Her best friend and her, because a man hurt her most precious feelings, which is the last thing she wants,

Xia Ying sent a lot of messages to Han Jingshu, she knew that she had received it, she hadn't been ruthless enough to block her, she knew that in Han Jingshu's heart, like her, she cherished their friendship very much.

Xia Ying stayed in New York for ten days, these ten days, she drank tea alone, walked alone, sat in the park alone in a daze, winter came, although there was a bone-scraping wind, but there was also a warm sun,

She likes to hold a cup of milk tea to warm her hands, sit quietly on the wooden chair with paint off the street, and look at these passing men and women lightly.

She likes it here, there are not so many familiar faces, there are no bad things, and there are no feelings and pasts that she doesn't want to be entangled, how good it would be if Xia Miao was alive,

Their mother and daughter can happily bask in the sun and talk about their hearts.