Chapter 36: Life is better than death

"I ......," she was going to say...... We talked about business, and this man is an old fox. ”

"That's not just the way it shows that he has super work ability, and this is not a bad thing, shopping malls are like battlefields, how can you not be ruthless."

Yes, yes, Xia Ying nodded vigorously.

"Sakura, a man as good as Gu Zhichen, aren't you tempted?"

Xia Ying was slightly stunned, "Why should I be tempted." ”

"He is very good-looking, and he is rich, his family background is good, and his reputation is good, and many women in Yecheng want to marry him."

"......" Xia Ying shook her head, "No, I don't want to." ”

Han Jingshu sighed and slowly spoke, "Sakura-chan, do you know what is the most taboo between girlfriends?" It's to fall in love with a man at the same time, I don't want our friendship of more than 20 years to be ruined by a man, do you understand? ”

"No, I don't like him again, Jingshu, I won't fight with you for a man."

"I believe in you." Han Jingshu held her cheeks and pursed her mouth, "But if you don't fight with me, what's the use, he doesn't like me either." ”

"Jingshu, this man...... Arrogant and proud, besides, he doesn't have you in his heart, even if he is with you against his will, isn't it you who will be hurt in the end? Why do you squander your good youth on him, and it is so painful? ”

"You seem to be right."

"He doesn't like you, it's his loss, it's his lack of vision, don't be sad, you don't need to rush back to New York, it's about to be the New Year, how many years have you not been at home for the New Year, let's talk about it after the New Year, okay?"

What Xia Ying said was reasonable, Han Jingshu understood, but she was just unwilling.

"Let me think again." She wanted to give up, but she couldn't.

"Hmm."

In the evening, Xia Ying and Han Jingshu had dinner together, and the driver of the Han family came to pick up Han Jingshu and sent Xia Ying back by the way.

She drank some red wine, and when the wind blew, she was a little upset.

Coming out of the elevator, she touched the key for a while, before she thought about it, there was a password, fortunately she didn't forget it because of drinking, she entered the password, just opened the door,

Behind him a man squeezed in,

The man's strength was great, and before she could react, he lowered his head and covered her lips,

The familiar taste made her whole body tremble as if she had been doused with water, and the wine also woke up a lot.

She kept beating the man's solid heart,

But in exchange for the ravages of a raging storm,

It's almost suffocating.

Until she has no strength to struggle and resist,

She had already drunk, and as soon as the wine came up, her whole body was soft.

"Gu Zhichen, have you kissed enough?"

"Nope."

He picked her up and walked to the bedroom, Xia Ying is not an ignorant child, she knows that men will not be able to control it at this time, but she has nothing to do with him, why should he treat her like this.

"Gu Zhichen, did you come to my house to force me?"

"Sakura-chan, why do you think of me like that?" His voice was hoarse, and he could feel the woman's whole body rejecting him, "You know my feelings for you." ”

"Feelings? What feelings do we have between us? ”

"Are you reluctant to accept me because I didn't pick you up back then, or because of your friends?" He asked her seriously.

Xia Ying met his hot eyes, "Gu Zhichen, even if you don't have these two things, I won't like you." ”

"Why? What's wrong with me? ”

"I don't feel anything about you."

"Insensitive? So what are your ears red about? Xia Ying, when you are shy, your ears are red, don't you know yourself? ”

“…… You don't care. ”

"We can get acquainted again, we can start from scratch, I can pursue you very seriously, I don't want you to be alone again......"

"No need, you have this heart, you might as well take a good look at the girl who likes you."

The man narrowed his inky eyes, with a dangerous aura, and pinched her small chin, "Or is it because of Han Jingshu?" Are you trying to push me to Han Jingshu? ”

"It's not a push, it's a suggestion, she is very serious and really likes you."

"So what if I'm going to say no?" Anger churned between the man's brows.

"You ......"

Of course he has the right to say no, but what does this have to do with her...... Let me go. ”

His eyes slowly softened, and his tone was also trying his best to suppress it, for fear of hurting her, "I know, you're still blaming me, let me compensate you well, okay?" Don't reject me, don't push me away, let's go back to when we were kids, back to when you relied on me the most, okay? ”

"It's not good, Gu Zhichen, do you think that every wrong thing deserves to be forgiven? No, sometimes the damage is a lifetime, the suffering I have suffered, the suffering I have suffered, my life is worse than death, you have not experienced it, so you don't understand, you don't understand it at all. ”

Xia Ying's eyes were full of tears, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes to the elegant sheets.

He felt sorry for her, and her tears were no less than Ling Chi to him "I understand, I empathize, I know, I don't deserve to be forgiven, I am willing to give you a lifetime of time to let you torture me, I am willing." ”

"But I don't want to, not at all."

"Xia Ying, can you give me a chance? I know I don't deserve this opportunity, but I ...... I know I can't erase it for any reason, but I really like you, it's true,"

Her strength was almost exhausted, she had already drunk, she didn't want to quarrel, she didn't want to argue, he knew more than she did.

He didn't think about what was going to happen to her today, but he didn't know why, how, maybe it was deep love, maybe it was simple possession, anyway, it was out of control, and it seemed like a waterway, so it happened as a matter of course.

Everything happened so suddenly, and it seemed to be logical, Gu Zhichen didn't expect that Xia Ying was even more so, but it should have happened, it shouldn't have happened, it happened,

Does she hate him? She didn't have the strength anymore, she didn't know why he was doing this, maybe he just wanted to conquer her.

The next day, before Xia Ying got up, Gu Zhichen got up, he made breakfast, and then returned to bed.

The girl turned her back to him, his chin popped out, rubbing her little face gently, and his voice was as gentle as soft silk, "Get up and eat first, eat and then sleep, huh?" ”

Xia Ying turned over, slowly lifted her eyelashes, and saw Gu Zhichen's face, she also remembered most of the crazy things last night,

Although it wasn't her willingness, in the end, she didn't ...... She couldn't understand herself a little, and her ears turned red again for some reason.

"You, why haven't you left yet?"