Chapter 10 Insect Transformation (3)

"Forget it! Do you persuade me? Xiao Chuan trembled with laughter, even his snot flowed, and his face twitched, "How can you feel my pain?" A full man doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry! Jin Yang, your father is a multinational entrepreneur, and his business has reached Australia, so I'm afraid you will have to immigrate to Australia in two years, right? Even if you don't work, you can eat at home for nothing, and you won't be able to eat for eight lifetimes! Han Zao, your parents are both civil servants and officials, of course you have a bright future, you became the captain of the district criminal police squadron at a young age, maybe you won't be able to run away from the position of public security director in the future! Huanying, what about you? Your uncle is the commander of the military district, and he easily let you enter the Air Force Academy, how is it now? The pay is very good, right? There is also the National Day, his father is a technical expert, and he will buy 1.8 million yuan for a patent, and he will do nothing in his life on the National Day. But what about me? My family is so poor, my mother died early, my father is a labor prisoner, and he drinks heavily every day, have I ever felt a little warmth of family affection? Originally, I still had a few of your friends, but our family backgrounds are very different, and sooner or later you will leave me and reach a height that I will never be able to reach! In fact, we've gone our separate ways since 10 years ago...... I don't have power, I don't have money, what can I do? What else can I do? Who wants me? ”

As soon as he said this, the three of Jinyang fell into silence. Lian Jinyang wanted to refute him, but he really couldn't find any proper reason.

"This kind of life is cruel enough...... But it just caught me up with the incident ten years ago! You can follow your dreams, become Superman, be Batman, and save the world! I'm not as great as you! From the moment I got the 'power', I decided to use it to make a good living! You say you don't use it for profit, is that fair? You sons don't have to worry about food and clothing, of course you're going to 'save the world'! Why don't you save me? Am I not a part of this world? Am I losing even the right to save myself? My life is not destined to be as 'elegant' as yours, I have to survive! I have no capital to do business, and no one even wants me to be a worker, so I am completely stained with the light of my family! I can only make ends meet with the power the devil has given me, and rightly so! ”

Xiao Chuan paused, gasping for breath, the strenuous exercise just now consumed a lot of physical energy, and he needed enough oxygen to replenish it. Chai Huanying, who has always been silent, opened his mouth: "Xiaochuan, let the people go." Have you forgotten our mission? This year is a very important year, and we are getting closer and closer to that day. ”

Xiao Chuan smiled miserably: "Yes, that day is almost coming...... I wanted to fight with you, but you ended my life early. You have killed me outright by thinking that you have justly stopped what I am doing for my livelihood. Really, Jin Yang, Han Zao, Huan Ying, I really miss the past. When we were all children, we didn't have any pressure at all, we didn't have to take responsibility for society, we didn't have to worry about whether we would starve to death...... I especially want to become a bug now, Jin Yang, you know, in the big family of ants, each ant has a clear division of labor, although the dignity and order, but even the most humble ant will be assigned to an errand, the queen ant will control the number of ants born according to the actual needs, no ant is useless...... But in this human world, I'm actually the useless ant...... I shouldn't have come to this world at all......"

Lian Jinyang felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly glanced at Han Zao. Xiao Chuan's gun was pressed against the hostage's temple, then he leaned his face over and said with a smile, "Do you think I'm useless too?" Come, let's smile at the world one last time......"

The hostage woman felt nothing but a phantom shake in front of her eyes as the gunfire rang out mercilessly, and the bullets whistled through life and into hell. And only Ogawa fell. The hostage woman suddenly woke up to the fact that she was spinning rapidly in mid-air, screaming in fright, but eventually landed firmly on the ground. Lian Jinyang's heart froze, and the eyes of Han Zao and Chai Huanying met behind the woman, and another familiar face that had not been seen for a long time was smiling, and the crystal in his hand flashed, shining in the dark night, and it was difficult to identify it with the naked eye that it was countless slender and tough spider silk.

Han Zao shouted happily: "National Day! You've come just in time, but the hostages are fine! ”

Han Zao, Guoqing, and Huan Ying all went to take care of the hostage woman, and the rain began to fall again, and the red and blue police lights whistled and faded away in the night. Lian Jinyang, who insisted on staying, looked at the location of Xiaochuan's death and let the rain wet his clothes. At the moment of Xiaochuan's death, he began to miss his childhood that was gone forever, and no one was a bad person at that age. Maybe what Xiao Chuan said is right, do you really regard him as a friend? Watching Xiaochuan commit suicide in front of his eyes, not only himself, but also Han Zao, Guoqing, and Huan Ying were indifferent and did not shed a single tear, maybe we were inadvertently rejecting the weak? Is this the ruthless nature of insects in pursuit of reality? Is my current self a human being, or is it more like a bug that preys on the weak?

Lian Jinyang had insomnia for several nights in a row, and Xiao Chuan's desperate look before his death kept coming to his mind. Every time before going to bed, his mother would call from the other side of the world and ask him if he was still sleeping with the window open, saying that now that the country is cold and cold, he should pay attention to keeping warm. Lian Jinyang felt relieved and hung up the phone after a few words, but he must not close the window, since the encounter ten years ago, he and a few friends had to keep the indoor air unobstructed at all times, they needed oxygen too much.

During the day, Lian Jinyang mostly walks aimlessly by the sea, he has no formal job, anyway, his parents will take him out of the country sooner or later, and he doesn't have to rush to find a job. The most important thing is that the air by the sea is very fresh, and the purity of oxygen is much better than that of the smoky city, and for him, walking here is more replenishing than eating food.

It was such a very ordinary morning, Lian Jinyang still bought fritters and soy milk, walking on the seaside street, when he came to the place where he saved the children under the car last time, he couldn't help but pause, thinking that he had done a good deed, the shadow of Xiaochuan's death was diluted, and his mood improved slightly. At this moment, someone from behind shouted: "Hello! ”

Lian Jinyang turned around and saw a young woman, but she didn't wear a women's suit or glasses, but deliberately dressed up, with a little pink on her face, which looked even more delicate and moving, with bright eyes and bright teeth, and pear blossoms with rain. She wore a very simple white dress, but it was very decent, which just highlighted her graceful figure, as if there was a fruity fragrance of ripeness in the air.

"Why, don't you know?" The woman heartily stretched out her hand to shake his hand, "My name is Li Qi." Thank you for saving my life that day! ”

Lian Jinyang was stunned and said, "It's not me who saved you, it's my friend National Day." ”

"I know, but I'm very impressed with you, I'm here for you."

Lian Jinyang was a little stunned: "You...... How did you find me? Did Captain Han tell you? ”

"No, do you remember? About three days ago, it was you...... Or the morning you saved me, you saved a child here. I was there at the time. ”

Looking at Li Qi's smiling appearance, Lian Jinyang was a little surprised: "No wonder...... The first time I saw you, I felt like I'd seen it somewhere. ”

Li Qi said very directly: "You know what? I've always felt that those people who talk about it or claim to be extraordinary and suave don't really have any connotation. On the contrary, a seemingly wooden person like you is hidden deeply. ”

Lian Jinyang was secretly frightened, feeling that something was wrong, he thought that the female hostages that night had experienced such a bizarre and terrifying scene, even if they were not frightened and delirious, to say the least, it would cause a serious psychological haze. But the woman in front of her seems to be either from a university or a white-collar worker in a large company, she is more rational and calm, and she may make a big fuss about this matter.