Chapter 215: What is really hard to quit is the person deep in my heart
For Mu Changqing, today is undoubtedly another muddy day, there is no anger at all, from the morning to the evening, in addition to work, it is still work, in addition to work, there is only work.
Half a month has passed, and his mobile phone still hasn't ringed.
He was already sad enough, but a special assistant who didn't know the height of the sky was always mercilessly mocking him and said: "There is only a mother in the world, a child with a mother is like a treasure, and a child without a mother is like a grass. ”
Things would turn out like this, Mu Changqing knew it early on, but he really didn't expect Da Bai to be so ruthless.
Anyway, he has also raised it for so many years, how can he say that he doesn't want it.
Thinking about it, tonight, he should lose sleep again.
Since Dabai went to Lu Muge's place, Mu Changqing has never returned to the villa in the suburbs, and has been living in the sky villa on the top floor of the Twin Towers.
When he was alone, alcohol and cigarettes became his standard, and without these two things, he probably wouldn't have survived a day all these years.
People in the world say that smoking and drinking are not good things, they are addictive, and it is difficult to quit.
But for him, what is really difficult to quit is the person in the bottom of his heart.
In the past five years, every midnight dream, there is not a time when he is not woken up by a dream, what appears repeatedly in the dream is the little life that has passed, the little funeral without a trace of emotion, and the eyes of Lu Muge when he left indifferently.
For the past five years, he was afraid that he would not be able to sleep, because when he was awake, he would never see her face again.
But he was also afraid to fall asleep, because when he dreamed of her, his heart would be unstoppable, so painful that it was difficult to breathe, and it hurt so much that life was worse than death.
If he could do it all over again, he would definitely find her first and then tell her that he loved her.
It's a pity that without ifs, life can't be repeated......
Just when Mu Changqing drank almost half a bottle of newly opened wine, his mobile phone suddenly rang.
In this exceptionally quiet night, the ringtone of the mobile phone was particularly abrupt and harsh, and Mu Changqing frowned subconsciously.
Who will it be?
He walked to the desk, picked up the phone, and some dazzling light pierced into his eyes, and the word "little strawberry" was displayed on the phone screen.
Seeing these three words, I don't know whether he was nervous or happy, his hands actually trembled fiercely.
He waited for a call for half a month, and finally came.
He picked up the phone with a complicated emotion, his voice was low and his voice was tight, "Mu Ge? ”
Yes, this "little strawberry" is Lu Muge.
Because she once said: Mu Changqing, I like strawberries very much, so I want to be your sweetheart little strawberry for life.
From that day on, he changed her remarks to Little Strawberry, a sweet little strawberry that belonged to him.
Mu Changqing waited for a long time before he heard Lu Muge's voice from the other end of the phone.
She seemed to be very depressed, and it took a lot of effort to open her mouth and say, "Mu Changqing, do you want to know where I am now?" ”
A few simple words, but it seems that they have just come out of the underworld, the words are cold, and every time she spits out a word, his heart will be frozen alive an inch.
His intuition told him that something was wrong.
Mu Changqing quickly returned to normal, twisted his eyebrows, and squeezed his phone, "Mu Ge, where are you?" ”