Xia Ru was angry, and the strength of holding Xia Ying's wrist increased again, "Gu Zhichen's mother has been in a car accident because of you, life and death are still unknown, you have already killed someone, do you still want to kill Xiaoxue again?" ”

It's really a big mime in the world, Xia Ying looked at the man who claimed to be her relative and claimed to be her uncle, and smiled, "You all treat me as a sinner now, don't you?" ”

"Isn't it? Obviously you can do something that has to cost a few lives, do you think you are too selfish? ”

Xia Ru's scolding made Xia Ying feel that the three views that she had not destroyed over the years had completely collapsed, and the corners of her lips were a bleak arc, "Okay, good, if you want my life, I'll give it to you." ”

Xia Ru didn't understand what Xia Ying meant, his eyes were exploring what "......"

"Don't look at me like that, don't you want my kidneys? Okay, here you go, take it, set the time for the operation, I'll replace the kidney for her, and save your baby daughter. ”

Xia Ying slammed Xia Ru's hand away, and walked out of the ward with trembling steps.

Her steps were soft, she had no strength, as if her soul had been drained,

They all want her life,

Okay, take it, she doesn't want this life.

The weather that was still sunny has been overwhelmed by black clouds, and it was originally in the snowy season, but there was rain in the air.

Xia Ying's every step was extremely heavy,

Obviously, it was only a few dozen meters away, and she was stunned to turn herself into a soup chicken.

The winter rain is all sandwiched with ice ballast, and the howling northwest wind, blowing this rain with ice ballast, falls on the body, like a sharp knife, piercing into the flesh, causing pain.

Soon the taxi came,

The taxi driver saw her drenched like this, and kindly handed her a towel, "Little girl, are you okay?" This winter's rain is not good, and it will be the root of the disease. ”

She wanted to give a nonchalant smile, but the corners of her lips stiffened.

The taxi driver saw the bleeding needle hole in her hand, afraid that something would happen to her, and asked worriedly, "Or, I'll turn around and go back to the hospital, can you do this?" ”

"It's okay, master let's go."

"Are you really okay?"

"Hmm."

The kind taxi driver sent her downstairs to the apartment,

Back to your own home,

She went into the bathroom, and without even taking off her clothes, she soaked in the bathtub, and the temperature of the water was diametrically opposed to the temperature of her body, and she was so uncomfortable.

Xia Ying is sick,

Very sick,

She didn't go to the hospital, she didn't take her medicine,

Let the ice and rain outside turn into snowflakes, and then into bright weather, and even, even the sound of firecrackers for the New Year, she heard it in her dreams.

Heaven and earth are spinning, and she is constantly changing in the dead and alive,

She didn't know how long she had been lying,

Maybe it's a few days, maybe it's a dozen days,

She didn't know what the last straw that broke her back,

Anyway, she wants to die, and she has no desire to live.

But in the end, it didn't happen.

She waited for Xia Ru's call, and he told her that the day for kidney replacement was set, and he hoped that she could fulfill her promise.

amusing

It's really a big joke.

They all say that my life is up to me, not to God,

But Xia Ying's life, after all, it doesn't matter.

No one cares about her life and death, and no one warms her, perhaps, she is a dispensable person in this world.

Gu Ze sent her a WeChat message on her mobile phone, wishing her a happy New Year.

KIM ALSO SENT HER NEW YEAR'S WISHES,

Even the classmates who have not been in touch for a long time have sent a group text message of blessings,

Seeing these text messages, she subconsciously looked at the time, it was already the fifth day of the first month, she had been lying down for ten days, God didn't want her to die so much?

Just like to watch her tortured so much?

She rummaged through the communication book, found Gu Ze's phone, and dialed him,

The phone was quickly picked up, and his voice was slightly anxious, "Xia Ying, is that you?" ”

She replied weakly, "It's me." ”

"You're scared to death, this Chinese New Year, I can't call you, I can't knock on your door, I can't open the door, where did you go? You okay? ”

"I'm fine, I think, I want to ask, your family ......"

Gu Ze probably knew what she wanted to ask, "You want to ask about my aunt, right?" ”

"Hmm."

"People have been in a coma, the doctor said, come over if you can't wake up, see the will of God."

Xia Ying pursed her lips, "Then you...... What about cousins? ”

"Ugh." Gu Ze sighed, "Because of my aunt's matter, my cousin's marriage with Miss Han has also been postponed, and I don't know when I will get married, Han Jingshu has been taking care of my aunt, which is quite touching." ”

"What about you...... Cousin...... Where are you now? ”

"He's in England, oh, leave him alone, he's fine, what about you, I'll go see you."

"I'm fine, I don't need to come here, I want to ask you to have a word, can you?" Xia Ying's voice was extremely weak.

"What words? For whom? ”

"Bring it to your aunt, just say......" She coughed twice, suppressing her uneven breath...... Let's just say, I agreed to donate a kidney to Xia Xue, the operation will be three days later, this is her long-cherished wish, you tell her about it, maybe she will wake up as soon as she is happy. ”

"What? You are crazy. Gu Ze couldn't believe it, how could she agree, "Such a ridiculous thing, why do you want to agree, Xia Ying, your body is gone?" ”

"Gu Ze, I've already decided, take a kidney and give it to them, and I don't owe them anything."

"Xia Ying, you didn't owe them anything, don't be impulsive, it's not a trivial matter."

"Okay, let's stop talking, I want to sleep again."

"Hey, ...... Natsu"

Xia Ying forcibly hung up the phone, she seemed to be born to owe the world, she didn't want a kidney, give it to him, in this way, her world will be quiet.

When she finishes the operation, she will be clear from the world.

It seems to be snowing outside again, this time the snow is heavier than ever, floating all over the mountains, like the world in a fairy tale, Xia Ying smiled, she is probably the girl who is looking for a home barefoot in the snow.

Three days later,

Xia Ying appeared in Xia Xue's hospital room, although her complexion was not good, and she had no desire to survive.

But compared to Xia Xue on the hospital bed, she didn't know how much better.

Xia Xue was still asleep, and Xia Ru told her that the doctor had already started to prepare, and she had to prepare too.

She was like a soulless puppet, guided to draw blood, do all kinds of examinations, change into a hospital gown, and lay on the hospital bed, like a condemned prisoner on trial.

She was pushed into the operating room, and the shadowless lights above her head dazzled her, and the doctors and nurses who came in and out were busy with their own work.

She slowly closed her eyes,

As if waiting for the executioner to execute her,

She thought about anesthetizing her quickly, she had to sleep,

"Bang."