I was speechless: "It's only noon now, what kind of flower wine to drink, you look at Hao'er, I'll make lotus cake." ”

I knew that Bai Ruxing loved a lotus cake I made the most, and sure enough, after I finished speaking, Bai Ruxing's eyes lit up: "Lotus cake, I want to eat it." ”

He shook Mo Ruyu's hand away: "Make more, I want to eat ten." ”

Bai Hao was dissatisfied: "Uncle, you are too greedy, I want to eat ten, you can't grab something to eat with me." ”

"Lotus cake, your mother doesn't make it once, so I don't want you to do it."

"Stinky uncle, bad uncle, I'll ignore you."

I secretly thought it was funny, and raised my eyebrows provocatively and looked at Mo Ruyu, whose face was pale: "If you want to eat, I'll make more, you two will give me a hand." ”

"Okay!"

Lotus cake is I learned by chance, not long after giving birth to Bai Hao, I was idle and bored to ponder cooking, originally wanted to make lotus wine, but by mistake made lotus cake. Perhaps because there is half of the wine, the lotus cake made by my accidental learning is particularly delicious, and it has also become a delicacy that they compete for.

Lang Ge has washed the lotus flowers and lotus leaves and put them on the stove, Bai Hao picked the lotus flowers and put them in the basket, and said with great interest that he wanted to learn my skills in making lotus cakes. I don't want to teach him, if this stinky boy knows, my eldest brother will definitely know about it, and they will all make lotus cakes when the time comes, what else can I do to control the stinky boy's temper. And my eldest brother, of course, can't work in the kitchen with me, he can probably blow up the kitchen for me.

After some tossing, it was almost evening, and the lotus cake was almost steamed. Bai Hao squatted to add firewood to the cauldron, and his small body curled up together, leaving only two big eyes shining.

"That's fine, don't stay in the kitchen, be careful when it's hot."

Bai Hao grinned and said, "It's not hot, Hao'er wants to accompany her mother." ”

I saw that his forehead was sweaty, and I really didn't want him to be steaming with me in this kitchen. I lifted the lid of the pot and took out a pink lotus cake from inside. The new pot was very hot, so I wrapped it in lotus leaves.

"Take it out and eat it, and get it hot."

"Thank you, mother." Bai Hao took it with a smile, but didn't eat it.

I asked him, "Why don't you eat it?" ”

"Mother, does Jia Xijing like you?"

I almost choked on my breath: "Who told you that?" ”

Bai Hao frowned like an adult: "I know everything." ”

I was speechless for a moment. Jia Xijing is Jia Zhengtian's eldest son, and Jia Zhengtian also has a daughter, but his daughter traveled around with her mother and hasn't been home for many years, and I haven't seen it. When I came to Suyu City, I was very embarrassed, I and Lang Ge only had one breath left, and it was Jia Xijing who opened the door to meet us, and my eldest brother and Mo Ruyu went out to pacify the chaotic gang. I told him I was here to find my eldest brother. Jia Xijing didn't ask much, so he asked the doctor to help me and Langge heal, and drank the decoction in time, so I was able to hold my life, so I am also very grateful to him. He is also very good to our mother and son, I don't want to say that I will never ask more, what is delicious and fun will always be the first to think of Hao'er, Hao'er also loves Jia Xijing very much. With the passage of time, it stands to reason that the relationship between the two will be more cordial, but Hao'er didn't know when he began to estranged himself from Jia Xijing, and he no longer followed Jia Xijing to Yucheng as he did when he was a child.

I haven't figured out the reason, and he won't tell me when I ask Hao'er.

"Jia Xijing is the son of a family, his family appearance and martial arts are outstanding, he doesn't look down on his mother."

"Don't allow your mother to say this about yourself, it's Jia Xijing who is not worthy of her mother." Anger appeared on Bai Hao's little face: "My mother is the best, I don't allow my mother to say this about herself." ”

For love, I don't have the luxury of not daring to touch it for a long time, not to mention that I have Hao'er and a scar, where can anyone like a woman who doesn't even want to tell her own child's father.

I walked over and hugged him in my arms: "Why did you talk about this all of a sudden?" ”

Bai Hao buried his head in my neck, and the hot air sprayed on it, making me tickle: "They all say that Jia Xijing likes his mother, and Hao'er will have a father soon." But Hao'er doesn't want to have a father, and with a father, his mother won't love Hao'er as much as he does now. ”

I couldn't help but laugh: "What kind of ethics is this?" ”

"That's what they all say."

I sighed and said to him seriously: "What others say is someone else's own business, why does Hao'er care about what others say, I have a lot of troubles." People live for a lifetime, and ordinary things are annoying enough, and if you want to care about other people's eyes and words, I'm afraid you'll be tired to death. ”

Bai Hao's little head was disgusted: "But Hao'er is uncomfortable listening to it." ”

I kissed him on the cheek: "Since it is uncomfortable to listen, just go in the left ear and out the right ear, and you don't have to listen to it in your heart." ”

Bai Hao thought about it and agreed with my words: "My mother is right, I won't ask what those people say, just let my mother and Hao'er do well." ”

I hugged him tighter, for fear that if he loosened up, he would feel insecure and uncomfortable, and would ask me who his father was. When Hao'er was a year younger than this, he also asked me where his father had gone, who his father was, and why other children had fathers, but he didn't. I felt nothing but discomfort when he asked me, because when he asked me, I told him that his father was dead, and that he died before he was born. I can't give Bai Hao a complete home, and I can't make up for his love from his father, I can only love him as much as possible and accompany him, so that he can forget the grief of not having a father.

"Come, eat lotus cake." I opened it and handed it to him.

In the evening, there was a light rain in the sky, and the hazy sky was covered with a layer of mist, which looked vague and real. I sat under the gazebo, Bai Hao was already asleep, the eldest brother and Mo Ruyu really went to drink flower wine, I was idle and bored, so I sat on the gazebo for a while.

Outside view, such a day. I can't help but think of Miaojiang and the capital, I used to be like this, in addition to being bored, the world is boring to look at flowers and scenery all day long, life is very boring, and I don't know what I'm doing every day. Since I left the two of them, I feel like I've been reborn, and I'm full of energy in everything, even if it's good to endure hardships and sins. Especially after having Hao'er, he has become the driving force for me to live.

Come to think of it, I really responded to that sentence, despair is followed by hope.

"The innocence of this June is like a child's face, and it will change." Jia Xijing sighed from the other end of the pavilion. He had a haircut that had been soaked in the rain, and his clothes were much wetter, and the rain could be seen through his shoulders in white.

I looked over: "Why did you come back all of a sudden and didn't take an umbrella?" ”