"Oh, it looks like the two of them have a tacit understanding." The clown said disdainfully, "Go on, go on, how you look now, how miserable you will be in a moment." ”

I was not affected by him in the slightest, and then said: "I know that since we met on the ghost boat, she has been very good to me, and has always surrounded me, Brother Chen, Brother Chen. When I was a child, I also had a younger sister, Chen Berry, when I was a child, we had a good relationship, and that girl always liked to follow me and call her cousin. ”

"To be honest, at the beginning, Xiao Lan called her like this, and I regarded her as my sister in my heart. I don't have any siblings other than my cousin, and I'm happy to have one of them. ”

"No wonder, I always feel that your feelings for me make me feel uncomfortable." L smiled, "But if you think about it carefully, in fact, a lot of things are just wishful thinking, I have never blamed you for anything, I like you, it's my own business, if you don't like it, I naturally won't force it." ”

I shook my head: "It's not that I don't like it, but at that time, my heart was full of words such as revenge and extinguishing wildfires." But when there's no one, I actually think about our relationship as well. ”

L smiled a little uncomfortably and asked me, "So what were you thinking at the time?" ”

"Don't say I didn't think about whether we could be together, in fact, I did." I told her, "I was thinking that if one day, I can get revenge, if I can put out the wildfire, then I might make the detective agency bigger and bigger, and then find a woman who shares my language to marry, of course, at that time, the first person is Xiaolan." ”

Although it was a thing of the past, she seemed very happy to hear me say this, and looked up at me and asked, "Then, Haining appeared, didn't she?" ”

I shook my head: "If you have to say it, in fact, the time when Haining appeared is not much different from the time you appeared, the main thing is that Haining brought me a mystery, what you gave me was warmth, I have to say, in fact, men are the same, when warmth seems to become a constant stream of things, better is impossible to guess." ”

Hearing me say this, she didn't get angry, only slightly embarrassed.

"When Haining called me Chenyu, I thought that this woman must have something unknown to everyone, and it is a secret about me that cannot be said." I continued, "I really want to explore her secrets, because they attract me, and the more intense my curiosity, the more my attention is on her." ”

"It seems that I should indeed learn like her." L was a little helpless.

I was a little embarrassed to change this time, and let her listen to this, I knew it was a kind of torture for her. But these words are also what Professor Z asked me to make clear, and now that there is such an opportunity, and we may not be able to go out, of course I have to make it clear.

"Xiaolan, but I know very well that at that time, I didn't like Haining. I just want to explore the unknown in her. I continued, "For me, the most important thing is you. ”

Hearing this, L looked up at me and hurriedly turned his head away.

"But what really determined the distance between us was after I learned about my previous life with Haining." I was very reluctant to tell her this, but I really couldn't help but say it, because not saying these things would be cruel to her. "Maybe you can also say that my feelings for Haining are because of her dedication to me. It's also because of my debt to her in my previous life. ”

"I don't like the name Gu Chenyu, and I don't like the story that belongs to Gu Chenyu. But Haining is different, Gu Chenyu's everything, even if it hurts her, she remembers it clearly, and she eats it like rain. Her love for Gu Chenyu has penetrated deep into her heart, and there is no way to erase it. ”

"I knew you would say that." L suddenly spoke, "Seriously, Brother Chen, in fact, you don't have to be with me because you feel sorry for me......"

I waved my hand, and I knew that she would not be able to stand those words, but it was not over yet. "Listen to me."

L's lips moved, and he wanted to say something more, but he didn't.

"I know that this is cruel to you, but I finally have the courage to say it, and I ask you to listen quietly." I told her that I had her permission, and then I continued: "Henin is an exclamation point for me, because in my cognition, I have never felt that love can go to such a point, and she is really the first." ”

"I'm very honest that I accepted the first stage of Haining entirely because of her earth-shattering, weeping ghost and god story. But slowly, I found out that maybe I was really Gu Chenyu's bastard, because I didn't have any resistance to her at all. ”

L smiled and said, "You know what? When you say that the first stage is because of Haining's story, I was a little happy. I thought you'd tell me that you didn't really like her, but that's a luxury. Then why are you asking me out? Just tell me how much you like her? ”

I shook my head decisively and replied, "No, although I also gave my heart to her later, after Haining left, I gradually woke up from my endless thoughts. In the last life, she was Haining, I am Gu Chenyu, in this life, she is still Haining, but I am Chen Shifeng. ”

"My fate with her is doomed, and I also understand that in fact, she waited until the day I remembered it, just to end the relationship with the past. Haining doesn't know if there is a chance of reincarnation, but the story between her and Gu Chenyu cannot be continued in Chen Shifeng. Do you understand? Xiaolan, Haining and I are actually over, even if I haven't let go yet, I will tell myself that those are over. ”

"You...... What do you mean? "L was probably blinded by what I said.

"I want to tell you that just like everyone has a first love, before two right people come together, they must first experience a relationship that makes them grow." I replied, "I won't forget Henin, but I'm not the kind of person who can't let go at all, and that person is right, I should learn to grow, I should learn what I have to do." ”

L was a little pleased and asked me, "So, you think we can be together?" ”

"If you're willing to give me a little time to cushion my already low emotional intelligence, I think we can try to get started." I replied with a smile.