"Little fox, listen to me." He was silent for a long time, and then said such a sentence.

Qingdi's heart was in turmoil just now, but now he was unusually calm, and nodded and said, "Say it." ”

Chu Yaocen was silent for a moment, those words hovered in his heart for a long time, and finally spoke: "Little fox, I'm not a fool, and I'm not mentally disordered. ”

Qingdi nodded and smiled lightly, this smile actually contained some helplessness that she shouldn't have: "I can see it, you are more shrewd than anyone else, pretending to be crazy and stupid for so long, I actually didn't notice it...... I'm curious, do your father and eldest brother know that you are pretending to be crazy and stupid? ”

Chu Yaocen shook his head: "They don't know at all, there are only four people in this world who know that I am not stupid, and there are only four people who are still alive, my master Bai Divine Doctor, complete killing, Feng Lingchen, and you." And knowing that Lu Yin and I are the same person, only you and Wan Kill. ”

"Do you admit that you and Lu Yin are the same person? I thought you were going to pretend you didn't know this mask. Qingdi smiled faintly, and there didn't seem to be much change in his mood. But the more she was like this, the more Chu Yaocen was worried. After Qingdi finished laughing, he paused, and then asked, "Why does Feng Lingchen know that you are not a fool?" ”

If he knows after talking about killing, Qingdi can still think clearly, after all, he has been with Chu Yaocen for so many years. But why would Feng Lingchen know? Qingdi thought about it, so she asked him, "How did you let Feng Lingyu know?" ”

"One of the reasons is because I admire Feng Lingchen, and another very important reason is that he will be my most powerful assistant in the future to achieve great things, so I didn't think about hiding anything from him in the first place." Chu Yaocen said, and said to Qingdi: "And I hide it from you because what I want to do may be wiped out at any time, so all the people I love, I don't want him to be implicated in the slightest, and naturally I won't let him know if I'm a fool." I don't let others know that Lu Yin and Chu Yaocen are the same person, because when I start doing this, Chu Yaocen will disappear from the world, and the person who rebelled is Lu Yin, who has nothing to do with the Chu family or anyone. ”

"Is your so-called big thing to usurp the throne and become the emperor?" Qingdi looked at him and asked, "Yes, this is a big thing, if you fail, not only will you be wiped out, but you will definitely die without a place to be buried, and you will be connected to the Nine Clans." But have you ever wondered what will happen to those you love and those who love you when you die? Don't talk about me, do you think your father loves you so much, will he be able to bear to lose you suddenly? ”

Chu Yaocen smiled lightly and said, "Speaking of this, I definitely have more than you think, which is why I haven't done it for a long time." But I had to...... Everything I say to you as Lu Yin is true. ”

"Really?" Qingdi asked expressionlessly, not seeming to believe it.

"The piece of jade on your body is indeed the key to the mausoleum of the First Emperor, and there are indeed inexhaustible treasures in it. I also told you that my adoptive father was very good to me...... I am indeed the widow of the general who was beheaded by the emperor more than twenty years ago, and my mother was a princess of an enemy country, and it was because my father married her that the emperor caught the trick and was killed. Chu Yaocen recalled his life experience, and his tone couldn't help but be a little gloomy: "My father knows that I am not his son, in fact, he has never touched my mother, he loves my mother, but my mother is all about my father, and he is unwilling to talk to other men, my father married her back in order to take care of her, but promised not to force her to do anything." ”

Qingdi was able to listen to him so calmly and say so much, she herself felt incredible. After listening to Chu Yaocen, she sighed: "Your father is really a good person." ”

"yes." Chu Yaocen nodded: "Actually, my mother was killed by the He family, and I have always known about this." But before my mother died, she told me that I must not take revenge, and I must protect the Chu family. ”

After listening to him, Qingdi was silent for a long time and asked, "Do you hate the He family?" ”

"Yes, I was an ignorant child at that time, and she tricked me into going to the lake, saying that she asked the maid to take me to fly a kite. She sent someone to push me into the water halfway, and my mother jumped into the water to save me, and when our mother and son were rescued, my mother was still alive. At that time, my father was not there, and he went out to do business, and He did not allow anyone in my mother's yard to come out, nor did he send anyone to see my mother, who had a high fever for a long time. She knew that I was bound to have revenge, before she died, she kept persuading me not to take revenge, and also told me my life experience, she knew that my father spoiled me so much, and the He family would definitely regard me as a thorn in the side, so let me pretend to be crazy and stupid......" Chu Yaocen had a slight chill in his tone, paused for a while, and then explained to Qingdi.

"After my mother's death, my father did not see the He family again for more than five years, I was relieved to see the He family like this, she must have regretted it for a long time, my father was not reconciled with the He family until the eldest brother got married. In the years when I was just pretending to be stupid, my father took me everywhere to treat my madness, and later met the white god doctor, who was really skilled, and it only took a few hours to know that I was playing dumb. He thought I had Huigen, so he deliberately told my father that I would stay in Luoyang for a long time for healing, and after my father agreed, he taught me all the medical skills and martial arts he had learned all his life. ”

Chu Yaocen finished talking about his uneven life for more than 20 years in one breath, and then there was some pity on his face, he took a step towards Qingdi, took off the mask in Qingdi's hand, held her hand and asked her, "Little fox, you just said that you won't leave me, right?" ”

Qingdi took his hand back, even after listening to Chu Yaocen's bumpy story, there was only a little sympathy on his face, not at all like before, when he met Chu Yaocen being bullied, he felt sorry for him. Her tone was still calm, and she asked Chu Yaocen, "You approached me to use me to deal with the Prime Minister's Mansion, right?" Later, the Prime Minister's Mansion has fallen, why do you still marry me? Haven't I lost my use value? ”

"But I'm in love with you." Chu Yaocen's eyes contained a trace of sadness, and he said to her: "That day in the Xiangfu, Feng Youping teased me, you are an orphan girl who has no backing in the Xiangfu and actually stands out for me, this is the main reason why I look at you sideways." I approached you with Lu Yin's identity to teach you some knowledge that can protect yourself, so that you can survive in the Chu family. But the longer I get along with you, the more I find your sincerity and kindness, and gradually, I can't extricate myself. Coupled with the fact that you were going to marry me, it saved me a lot of trouble. ”

"Really? I didn't expect that I would have such advantages. Qingdi smiled faintly and asked again, "So what happened in the morning in the sect?" Even if you see me looking for life and death, aren't you going to tell me the truth? And what are you having a relationship with me as Lu Yin? Playing with me? ”

"I really can't blame me for this," Chu Yaocen couldn't help laughing, and said, "Yesterday, you were bitten by that crazy woman and contracted a vicious disease, and I gave you cold food to save you." Cold food will cause heat to dissipate and increase libido...... You forced me, not me. I was going to bring you back when you were unconscious, and if you said anything the next morning, I wouldn't admit it, but who knew that you woke up so soon, and I was still teaching at the time, and I wasn't ready to confess everything to you, so I had to be wrong. ”

Qingdi sneered and asked him, "According to what you say, I am to blame for this matter?" ”

Chu Yaocen was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "No, no, no, don't blame you, blame me, blame me." ”

"No, I don't blame you, there's nothing wrong with you." Qingdi said coldly, and then asked him, "Now that I know the whole truth, what are you going to do with me?" ”

"How can you say 'disposal'? It is indeed outside my plan to let you know the truth so early, and I don't know how to arrange for you......" Chu Yaocen was silent for a moment and asked her, "What do you want?" You already know that I am such a dangerous person, the Yin royal family has always wanted to kill all the Lu family members in this Li country, and if they know about the existence of the Huilong Sect, I will be in another danger. Do you want to face these dangers with me, or do you want to be separated from me? ”

Qingdi was also silent for a long time, and then asked him, "Didn't you say that you didn't want to involve the Chu family?" Are you going to get out of here? ”

"I still need a lot of money now, so I can't leave the Chu family." Chu Yaocen said: "My treasure is a big help to my rebellion, but I may not be able to find these treasures, and even if I find them, I can't take them out, and to find the treasure, I also need a lot of money, so the Chu family gave me this condition."

Qingdi didn't say anything more, in fact, she hoped that Chu Yaocen could tell herself that he was willing to leave the Chu family, and then all the responsibilities would be borne by the two of them. Isn't it just rebellion? She can accompany him.

The two of them were silent for a long time before Qingdi asked again, "Then what do you want me to do?" Do you want me to stay with you, or do you want me to leave you? ”

Chu Yaocen naturally hoped that she would stay, and in his own plan, Qingdi had other uses, he had cultivated this little fox for so long, it was not a waste of energy and time.

He felt that he should think like this, and he also felt that what he wanted to say was to leave Qingdi behind, but he didn't know why, he opened his mouth and actually said something like this: "I hope you are safe, I don't want to affect you." ”

As soon as these words came out, Chu Yaocen himself was taken aback...... Is this his own slip of the tongue, or in his heart, Qingdi is no longer a pawn to use, but a person he cares about? Isn't it just to teach her the sword dance so that she can assassinate the emperor in the future? keeps saying that he loves her, isn't it because he likes her to make wine, and the old emperor is addicted to alcohol, so he wants to keep her through these sweet words? Could it be that when you talk about it, you even take your lies seriously?

Chu Yaocen was surprised, but he didn't notice the loss that flashed in Qingdi's eyes. She nodded and said, "Okay, I'll leave now." ”