Yu Man has the heart to die, he has grown so big, there has never been a moment like now when he wants to disappear in this world immediately.

She is really capable, she has met less than five times before she can make Tang Ci say the words "you are very annoying".

The disgust and boredom in his eyes were almost overflowing.

Yu Man's heart seemed to have fallen into hell in an instant, and he was drenched in blood.

She felt that she was too a failure, too humiliated.

After living for 19 years, I finally met a boy I liked, but this love had just sprouted, and it was ruthlessly strangled in the cradle.

This is the legend, and before it has begun, it has ended.

She didn't dare to look up, for fear of seeing the ridicule of others, so she lowered her head and ran back to the dormitory as fast as she could.

Fortunately, there was no one in the dormitory, and the moment she sat down, tears couldn't help but flow down, and she couldn't help but find a hole to get into, it was too embarrassing.

I could bear it, but when she saw the umbrella that was carefully hung on the table, she felt uncomfortable.

Just as I was crying, the door of the dormitory suddenly opened, and the sound of laughter and conversation was heard.

I was glad that no one was in the dormitory, which was good, and my roommate came back immediately.

Li Na and Liang Jiamin glanced at Yu Man, and Li Na said, "Manman, are you back so early?" ”

Yu Man immediately straightened his waist, quickly wiped a handful of tears with his hand, lowered his head, answered vaguely, and then went straight to the bathroom with a smoke.

The two of them didn't notice Yu Man's abnormality and continued to chat happily.

Yu Man hid in the bathroom, sat on the toilet, covered his mouth with his hands and suppressed his crying, just immersed in sadness and heartbreak, the mobile phone suddenly rang suddenly, so shocked that Yu Man almost didn't fall off the toilet.

What the hell is going on today? She just wants to be upset, can't she?

When she took out her mobile phone, her first reaction was to wipe the tears on her face again, her eyes still looked red, she pasted her face with cold water, hurriedly dried it, looked in the mirror, and felt that she couldn't see anything unusual, so she picked up her mobile phone and answered the video call of her adoptive mother Kerry.

"Hey, Mom, good evening." The moment she answered, Yu Man immediately smiled like a flower, filled with a sweet smile, and she asked, "It's early in the morning in New York, why haven't you slept so late?" ”

"I miss you so much, baby." The American woman in the mobile phone, leaning on the sofa, spoke in an exaggerated tone exclusive to foreigners, while she spoke, her three-dimensional facial features suddenly enlarged, Carey kissed the screen, her face was very close, and she also magnified the nasolabial folds and fine lines at the corners of her eyes, but it still couldn't cover her beautiful light.

Yu Man walked out of the bathroom, returned to his hanging chair and sat down, shook it a few times, tilted his head and smiled: "I miss you too." ”

Zhang Huihui didn't know when she came back, lying on the table and writing something.

Liang Jiamin glanced in Yu Man's direction: "Manman, what about the video you have with your mother?" ”

Yu Man nodded, then turned the camera to his roommates, and Kerry also greeted them, and then Kerry's eyes turned to Yu Man, like a coquettish little woman: "Honey, when are you on summer vacation?" ”

Yu Man put her mobile phone on the table, she held her chin in her hand, and said absentmindedly: "It's still early for summer vacation, the end of July." ”

"Oh my God, it's been too long." Carey cried with a sad face, and made a very exaggerated gesture to wipe away tears.

In fact, Yu Man doesn't like winter and summer vacations, she likes life in school very much, simple and fulfilling.

It's not that she doesn't want her adoptive parents, she just doesn't want to go back to the United States, although her adoptive parents are very good to her, but the two brothers remind her all the time that she is a poor boarder, but the most important point is that she has never regarded herself as a part of that family.

However, Sioux City is not her home, and America is not her home.

To be precise, she Yu Man does not have a real home.

She is like a lonely boat on the sea, adrift, moving alone, the world is small, but there is nowhere to settle her body and mind.

Yu Man pursed his lips, his voice was a little weaker than just now, and he must have some confidence in talking nonsense: "Mom, I can't go back this summer, I found a part-time job, the interview has passed, I will probably work until I graduate." ”

“what？！ Honey, don't do that! ”

Kerry shook his head desperately, the longing between his eyebrows was so strong that people couldn't ignore it, and what Yu Man couldn't stand the most was that Kerry was like this, and she would be very upset in her heart.

Yu Man's eyes were closed, she hid the shame and self-blame in her eyes, and then adjusted her emotions, she looked at the camera again, her voice was faint, with a smile: "Mom, when the final exam is over, I will go back to see you and Dad as soon as I have the opportunity." ”

Yu Man said so, and Kerry had nothing to say, so he kept emphasizing that she must come back, and in the end it seemed that he didn't want to embarrass Yu Man, so he said that if they were free, they would come to China to see her.

I don't know why, Kate's words suddenly changed, the smile on her face suddenly became meaningful, and she raised her eyebrows: "You're in love, aren't you?" ”

Kerry asked suddenly, Yu Man was really caught off guard, and his face suddenly seemed to be burned, and he was red.

Carrey must have thought she had a boyfriend, so she didn't go back.

When it came to this topic, the first thing that appeared in Yu Man's mind was Tang Ci's handsome and delicate face, but that demonic face was as cold as frost, and the narrow and hazy peach blossom eyes were full of impatience and disgust.

All her shyness was dissipated in that moment, and it was replaced by endless loneliness and sadness.

The blush on her face quickly faded, and she lowered her eyes again, her dull gaze could not be focused, and fell on a certain place on the table at random, as if she had no extra strength to deal with Kerry, she absentmindedly dropped a sentence and hung up the phone.

"I didn't !! Mom, I'm going to class, good night, love you,)"

The moment I hung up the video, I seemed to be relieved, and it seemed to be heavier.

"Manman, I think you have two particularly charming moments." Li Na turned the computer chair to face Yu Man, her eyes full of admiration: "First, when you pick up the camera to take pictures, and second, when you speak English, that accent is simply perfect!" ”

Yu Man pulled the corners of his mouth stiffly: "The past ten years have not been in vain." ”

Li Na leaned back in her chair and sighed melancholy: "I envy you so much, if only I could stay in the United States for ten years." ”

Before Yu Man could speak, Zhang Huihui, who had been silent, suddenly opened her mouth: "Li Na, what are you envencing?" Envy to be adopted, envy orphans? ”

Sure enough, if you don't make a sound, it's a blockbuster, and as soon as you open your mouth, you will stick a knife.

Yu Man's personal situation is no secret, how can a Chinese live in an American family, the reason must be thought of on the toes.

Although Yu Man was adopted, he was adopted by a rich family, how could it be possible to say that he was not envious?

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent, and the smoke of war filled the room.

Yu Man stood up and slowly cleaned up the desk, picked up the textbook to be taken in the afternoon, thinking that she would just swallow her anger, but in the next second, she shook back lightly: "It's better than having a life that no one teaches." ”

Yu Man was expressionless throughout the whole process, not painful or itchy, as if he didn't stab her for half a point.

She hugged the book and left the dormitory with her head held high.

Zhang Huihui was so angry that she smashed the mouse and scolded at Yu Man's back.

Li Na and Liang Jiamin watched Zhang Huihui perform like a clown jumping beam.

*

Orphan.

These two words haven't appeared on her for a long time.

Suddenly I heard these two words again, as if I was in a different world.

It was as if his chest was being pressed down by thousands of tons of boulders, and he couldn't breathe.

His nose was sour, his eyes were hot, and his vision blurred for a moment.

She raised her head violently, blinked vigorously, and forced her tears back alive.

Yu Man has never been a crying person, probably on the day she was abandoned, her tears had dried up.

But in the past ten years, it seems that she has cried at the Dallas airport in Texas.

She will be on a flight to Sioux City that day.

The adoptive parents came to see her off, and when they were about to go through the security check, Kerry hugged her and said to her: "Baby, take care of yourself, everywhere you go will be a new beginning, but Mom will always be by your side." ”

After passing the security check, the tear ducts collapsed and she cried profusely.

She was both glad and regretful.

Fortunately, there are still people who love her, and I regret that these words did not come from the mouths of her biological parents.

But since that day, it seems that if she thinks about it carefully, she really hasn't cried again.

But today, I don't know if it's because of being ridiculed or because of Tang Ci.

My heart is like a pot of porridge.

The poor mood caused her to be unable to keep up in class and was depressed.

After class, she wandered around the campus with a book, and she didn't even have the heart to go to her favorite library, and she didn't want to go back to the dormitory.

walked aimlessly, and inexplicably walked to the basketball court.

There was also a sensation outside the fence of the basketball court on the basketball court, gathering a lot of girls cheering excitedly, and the air could be described as filled with the pink atmosphere of.

Yu Man followed the prestige, and the result was so straight-eyed.

Tang Ci was wearing a black jersey, he bent over, and the basketball kept slapping left and right under his hands, looking for an opportunity to "break through", at this time, suddenly he accelerated his pace, dodged left and right, rushed through two layers of defense, came to the basket, held up the basketball with both hands, and jumped in the air, after the basketball drew a beautiful arc in the air, "bang", smashed into the basket impartially.

Immediately after, the cheers rang out and were deafening.

Those little girls were like cheerleaders, shouting Tang Ci's name.

Even Yu Man was enthusiastic when he saw it, Tang Ci was like a luminous body, with a halo wherever he went, making people unable to take their eyes off.