She couldn't control her emotions even more, and I leaned back in the chair to see how far away the café door was.

It is said that being a policeman is impatient and has a violent temper, which I deeply understand in Officer Bai, I am afraid that An Ran will beat me if he is in a hurry, so I will find a way out first.

Actually, I thought too much, An Ran, she just looked a little more excited than just now, but her body was still sitting straight on the chair.

"If I had found Qiao Zimo useful, the two of us would have become a long time ago after so many years."

I asked, "Then, who gave you the courage and confidence to come to me?" ”

She was silent for more than ten seconds, and lowered her posture: "Ziran, for the sake of our young love, can you leave Qiao Zimo?" ”

Young love? Was she kidding?

I said, "Enron, did you fail in arithmetic?" Compared with the friendship between me and Qiao Zimo when I was young and the friendship with you for a day, isn't it a world of difference? ”

Her face was no longer red, but her eyes were red, and she looked like she was about to cry.

Her voice was trembling: "Bai Ziran, do you know how much I paid for Qiao Zimo?" As you know, my dream was to be admitted to the Chinese department of that prestigious university and become a liberal writer in the future. But Qiao Zimo, I never thought that his dream all along was to be admitted to the Public Security University. I gave up my ideals for him and followed his footsteps step by step, I didn't want him to be able to fall in love with me vigorously, just to get it done. But at the end of the day? Since that year, he and I came to your house, and when I saw the picture of you and him on the wall of your house from childhood to adulthood, and the way he looked at you, I knew that my efforts might not bear any results. ”

I pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to her.

I said, "Enron, you are so smart, why is this so painful?" The world of feelings is not something that can be obtained by companionship and sacrifice, there are many men in the world, why should you love a flower. ”

She wiped away a handful of tears and asked me rhetorically.

"Bai Ziran, have you ever loved it?"

I said, "Of course, at my age, if I hadn't loved anyone, people would think I was abnormal." ”

She pressed step by step: "Do you love Qiao Zimo?" ”

She got to the point, and I didn't know how to answer it for a moment, it was a question, a very sharp question.

I should also ask myself, do I love Qiao Zimo? I don't have an answer in my head.

I said, "Love, let's go." Otherwise, how could I have agreed to associate with him. ”

An Ran stared straight at me as if I were her prisoner.

"Bai Ziran, you hesitated, which means that you don't love Qiao Zimo at all."

I tried to restore my dignity.

"Enron, what is love? I think everyone has a different answer in their hearts, and in my case, there is no love at first sight, only a long-term love. I think Qiao Zimo and I should be in love for a long time! ”

She smiled coldly: "You are wrong, love is love at first sight." When I first saw Qiao Zimo, I was very sure that he was the person I was looking for in my life, and there was no second person who could take his place. And you, you've known each other since childhood, isn't that enough for a long time? Until now, you are not so sure whether you love him or not, so there can only be one answer, it is true that he loves you, but you don't love him at all. ”

When she said this, I seemed to have some agreement, and I wanted to die and struggle, but for a moment I couldn't find a strong argument to refute her.

She had the upper hand and struck while the iron was hot.

"Speaking of which, Qiao Zimo and I are all the way, for so many years, he has been obsessed with you alone, and I have been obsessed with him alone. We are serious and single-minded about our relationships. But what about you? I like this today, I like that tomorrow. Do you think you are worthy of Qiao Zimo? ”

I was angry: "An Ran, in life, many things have to be fate, when fate comes, they will be together, and when fate is gone, they will be separated." Although I didn't start from the beginning, I take every relationship seriously, you are not qualified to judge whether I am worthy of Qiao Zimo or not, it is he who has the right to speak, not you. ”

I stood up: "Don't speculate for more than half a sentence, I think you need to calm down, in case we hurt each other, let's stop here today!" ”

But she didn't do it, and reached out to take me by the hand. Look at me with begging eyes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't choose what to say for a while, you are right, I shouldn't have said that about you. But, Ziran, I beg you to let Zimo go, okay? ”

I said, "Enron, you have to understand that it's not a question of whether I let him go or not, but that if you love him, you should respect his choice, instead of humbly begging him to love you." ”

She's still very persistent, and I think if I talk to her any longer, I'll really get started.

I broke free of her hand and made my way to the door.

She begged bitterly behind me: "Ziran, really, you can live well without him, but without him, I don't know if I can live or not." ”

I turned around and looked at her like that, huddled in my chair, very helpless.

Alas...... Why should a woman be embarrassed by a woman?

I said: "An Ran, you shouldn't be like this, the girl who appeared in front of me in Li'an Town Middle School back then was so sunny, so confident, you look at you now, you live without self at all." Qiao Zimo, he is a person, a person with feelings, not a thing, which can be allowed to come and go. As for whether I let go or not, that's my business, and no one can control me. ”

Out of the door of the café, most of the merchants in the People's Mall have begun to prepare for closing.

The autumn breeze is cold, and my heart is not a good taste.

I have to say that the arrival of Enron made me confused.

Can Qiao Zimo and I be a couple? She made me waver about my decision last night.

Love, two words.

Of course, there is love first, and then there is affection.

If there is no love, where does love come from?

I'm not sure that my love for Qiao Zimo is one of the two words love.

Maybe I just can't let go of the emotion I had when I was a teenager, or more precisely, I can't let go of Qiao Zimo's dedication to me over the years, isn't it out of a kind of pity?

If love is mixed with something else, it's not love.

In the square, the aunts were still dancing enthusiastically in the square, and my mother, wearing a red dance dress, was dancing vigorously.

The autumn wind blew a burst of coolness, and I sat on the flower stand in silence for a long time.

Picked up the phone and called grandma.

I said, "Grandma, I will accompany you to the countryside early tomorrow morning to worship your ancestors." ”

Grandma was surprised: "Ranran, aren't you going on a blind date tomorrow?" ”

I said, "The blind date looked at my photo and said that I was not good-looking and unworthy of him, and he unilaterally canceled it." ”