On the first night of leaving City B, Enron asked me to speak a few words alone.

That day, as soon as Zimo and I were separated downstairs from the hotel where they were staying, she called me and said she wanted to say something to me.

In the coffee shop downstairs of the hotel, there are still two cups of black coffee.

Just like that night in Xia Yang, she drank half a cup of black coffee before getting into the subject.

She looked at the ring on my left ring finger and got straight to the point: "In the past, Zimo said that you would have a wedding on eleven, I didn't believe it, I thought it was just wishful thinking on the part of the elders, but now it seems that it is." I'm wondering if you're too fast. ”

I smiled: "Yes, the elders are always more anxious than the parties, and I also think it's a bit fast." ”

She said again: "Actually, I also asked Zimo this question, do you know how he answered? ”

I was curious: "What did he say?" ”

"I've been waiting for this day for years, and I think it's coming too slowly, and I've been dreaming of her as my bride."

To be honest, I was a little moved, my eyes were wet, and I held the coffee cup in my hand, trying to hide my emotion with the heat of the coffee.

She asked again, "Ziran, are you ready to be a wife?" ”

I said, "What is there to prepare for, almost every woman will be someone else's wife, someone else's bride, this is a learning process, I believe it will come naturally." ”

She pressed step by step: "But are you ready to be a policeman's wife?" ”

I don't understand: "Is there any difference between a policeman's wife and an ordinary person's wife?" Could it be that they are married to husbands with three heads and six arms? Enron, don't forget, I am the daughter of a policeman, and my mother is the wife of a policeman, and I think I have more say in this. ”

She asked, thoughtfully, still skeptical.

"Ziran, do you know Zimo?"

"Of course I know, we've lived under the same roof for so many years, and I don't think anyone knows him better than I do."

An Ran was a little excited, and took a sip of the rest of the coffee in the cup.

"You know? Do you really know him? Do you know how hard he worked in the Public Security University for a few years? Do you understand how hard he works? Do you see the wound on his wrist? It was a memorial left on him by an outlaw the other day when we were chasing a gang of thieves. Of course, these are just a drop in the ocean, a drop in the hair. You don't know how many times he's been injured in the past two years since his police career, but he's always been at the forefront. ”

I have seen the scars on Qiao Zimo's wrists, and I think he must not want me to worry, so he has been refusing to say anything.

An Ran continued: "Ziran, I always thought that you were a person without a heart. He has been by your side for so many years, and you don't feel his affection at all. And now, as his girlfriend, the closest person to him, you can still be so ruthless, and you can still live your life freely. You don't know, every time he goes on a mission, I worry about him all the time in the rear. I'm afraid he'll never come back......"

When Enron said this, I handed her a tissue because I saw something crystal in her eyes.

She took the tissue and wiped the corners of her eyes.

"I really doubt you, Bai Ziran, have you ever loved him? As the woman he loves, his girlfriend, you are about to enter the palace of marriage, can you be a qualified girlfriend, a qualified wife? ”

Whether I can be a qualified girlfriend or a qualified wife, I don't need to be talked about by others.

I said, "An Ran, now I am Zimo's girlfriend, and I am also the one who is about to become his wife." I know what I want to do, I have the way I love, and I don't need someone to guide me. ”

I've always been more direct, maybe a little hurtful, but it's true.

An Ran held the empty cup and did not move for a while.

I said, "Would you like a glass of milk, you won't be able to sleep if you drink too much coffee?" ”

She shook her head: "I've been sleeping poorly, and I've always been worried about him since we debriefed. ”

I saw that her beautiful face looked pitiful in the light.

I couldn't bear it: "Enron, let it go!" It's time to let go, pursue your happiness, and hand over Qiao Zimo to me, and I can only worry about the rest of his life. ”

I don't know how I got this out, but by the time I woke up, Enron had already left the café, and she left me a word.

She said: "Ziran, be kind to him and love him more." This is my last request. I swear I'll snatch him when I find out that you don't love him enough and hurt him. ”

I smiled slightly, "I won't give you this opportunity." ”

She walked out of the door very lonely, and I didn't pity her.

People don't have a few heels in the world of feelings in their lives, how can they experience the preciousness of feelings?

But I was shocked by myself.

I gave my life to Qiao Zimo so easily, and I'm not sure if my love for Qiao Zimo is family affection or love?

I have already put cruel words in front of Enron.

I sat there and pondered the conversation I had with Enron, and that was exactly what I meant.

That means that I definitely want to marry Qiao Zimo, and I will never give others a chance to rob him of my life.

I beckoned for another cup of black coffee, and I wanted to figure out how much I meant to Qiao Zimo in the most sober state.

I thought about it for half an hour and came to a conclusion.

That's when something is out there and there's no value, and you're still hesitating whether to want it or not.

Suddenly, a Cheng biting Jin was killed halfway, saying that she also wanted that thing.

And I think this thing seems to have a little bit of value.

When she said that this thing was very important to her, I found that this thing was actually quite valuable, and I was reluctant to let go.

In the process of the two of us fighting, the value of that thing soared, making me irrationally think that this thing belongs to me in this life, and I can't live without it.

So when I came out of the café, I still stubbornly thought that Qiao Zimo was with me, and it hadn't reached the point where I didn't marry him.

I'm still wondering if Eleven's wedding is going to take place as scheduled.

With my personality, I have never been easy to accept the life that others have arranged for me.

Although it was my decision to choose to fall in love with Qiao Zimo, this wedding was not my will.

I went back to the apartment and called Mr. Xie, and I said, can the wedding be postponed, I haven't thought about being a police officer's wife yet.

Mr. Xie didn't give me this opportunity on the phone.

She said: "Bai Ziran, I won't tell you so many big truths, otherwise I'll let Officer Bai talk about it?" ”

I was scared: "Forget it, let's not do it!" ”