Chapter 64: Sleepless Nights

I still ignored her, and Officer Bai came to persuade Teacher Xie to leave.

He said: "Our girls are adults, and their affairs will be handled by themselves, so you will have to worry about the old woman." ”

Teacher Xie finally waved her hand, and through the door, I heard her muttering.

"You think I have that time to take care of her, I haven't practiced that jasmine dance yet, Lao Bai, you come to practice with me."

I snickered in the room, sympathetic to Officer White.

This night, I couldn't sleep, the clock on the wall was ticking my heart, my eyes were almost bloodshot in the dark, Zhou Gong and his old man didn't know who he had run into in his dream, and he refused to come to make an appointment with me.

Qiao Zimo should have been the same as me this night, he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and sent me several WeChat messages. It made my already chaotic heart even more chaotic.

It's still from the WeChat name of the silent 007.

Silent 007: Did you sleep?

I didn't reply, he sent it again.

Silent 007: I can't sleep, can you talk to me for a while?

I still won't reply.

Then, he sent a long voice message.

"I now live in the same house I used to have, the small two-bedroom apartment in my dad's unit. Although my dad has been missing for so many years, this house has not been repossessed. Do you think I should thank them? ”

After listening to it, I didn't know what to say to comfort him, the incident with Uncle Qiao Dayu back then was a little bit harder for him when he was still a student.

I still chose to be silent, I don't know why, I remembered that year, he stood on the roof of the school and spread his arms to block the picture of the remnant sun.

I wondered if he really jumped like that if I wasn't there that day?

Fortunately, everything is in the past.

He sent another voice message, and his voice was noticeably muffled.

Some people have said that late night can make people vulnerable and sensitive, and the dawn is still sonorous.

I was thinking, on such a rainy night, Qiao Zimo was fragile.

He wants to confide in his beloved girl, looking for an outlet to vent.

He said: "Ziran, I was thinking, if I hadn't left the Chinese school back then, what would have happened to us? ”

I listened, and was still silent in the night.

He said of the day on the rooftop: "I still remember the day on the rooftop of the school, my world was gray, even the sun on the horizon was black and white, and I wondered, if I jumped, would the world be a better place?" ”

When he said this, his voice was low and calm, time is the best medicine to heal, he should have come out of the shadow of that incident a long time ago!

Although many years have passed, I still want to scold him, as a man, how big is it, the sky has not yet fallen, does he need to be so fragile?

But I held back, I was afraid that once he messaged me, the night would be endless.

But he really went on and on.

"In fact, leaving Chinese school is a last resort. Though you are there, my fragile soul no longer belongs to me. Did you know that the night before I left Xia Yang, I stood by the peach tree downstairs in your house for most of the night and saw the light in front of your window go out. I was thinking that the first separation in our lives would be permanent. ”

This night, his last message was this.

"Ziran, for so many years, I will often think of the day on the rooftop, when you pulled me back from the edge of the rooftop and hugged me and cried. That day, you gave me the warmest hug. I miss your hug that day. ”

After this message, he didn't move anymore, but he managed to make me feel even less sleepy.

Damn, in the world of feelings, I have always been able to take it and put it down.

But Qiao Zimo twisted and pinched, the fart was a big deal, and he had to take out any Chen sesame seeds and rotten grains with emotion.

Compared to him, I'm a bit more gentlemanly.

This night, he opened another floodgate of my memory, and some bits and pieces about his goodness in those years came to my heart, and I followed the melancholy.

For example, on a snowy day, I disliked that the dishes cooked by Mr. Xie were not delicious, so I wanted to eat the soup dumplings of Tian Xiaoxiao's family.

Without saying a word, this baby braved the cold current and ran to Tian Xiaoxiao's house a kilometer away to buy steamed buns and came back, when he came back, the baby's eyelashes were full of frost flowers, and the buns were still steaming.

For example, when I got into a fight with the tall boy in the yard, I had the upper hand and pressed the tall man to the ground, and he ran out to help.

In the end, he and I were both hung up by the tall man.

For example, once I went down to the river to touch the fish, and we couldn't swim at that time, so I caught the fish and accidentally slipped into the deep water.

He didn't even think about it, he jumped down and pulled me. In the end, I didn't have anything to do, but he didn't drink the muddy water in the river, and almost returned to the river.

After that, water became his nemesis, and he was afraid when he saw it.

And I, after the day I fell into the water, I have a memory, that is, I know that swimming is a survival skill, and at worst, if there is a tsunami or a flood or something, I can still not drown in the water. To put it mildly, it is also possible to save people, such as Qiao Zimo, who is afraid of water.

The floodgates of memory can't be closed this night, it's all about his goodness.

When it was almost dawn, I was still staring at the spider crawling around on the ceiling, and I couldn't close it.

I messaged Xiangxiang and I asked her.

"Woman, if a boy you haven't seen for many years, he suddenly runs out and confesses to you, so that you can't sleep all night, what should you do? Is it a little farther away from him, or a little farther away? ”

I didn't expect her answer, she had only been off the show for a short time at this time, and she should have dreamed of Zhou Gong.

I didn't expect her to call me back immediately.

Her voice was excited, and I smelled a strong smell of gossip: Who? Tell me who it is? Do I know each other?

This girl, when she used to take literature classes, she always drew in a sketchbook.

It's no wonder she never gets to the point.

Of course I don't dare to say that it is Qiao Zimo, otherwise she will fly back from City B and kill me immediately.

I said, "You don't know, a classmate from junior high school. ”

She continued to gossip: "Don't talk about it first, let me guess." Is it Xiao Mang? Did you say that little boy who was always bullied by you when you were in junior high school? ”

I said, "Where do you want to go, I don't like little boys." ”

She said again, "Is it a fat tiger? This baby always sends you messages, and I have long suspected that this baby's motives are not pure. ”

I said, "Fat Tiger is going to be a father, I don't want to be a dishonorable third party." ”

She still didn't give up: "Then, it must be your Ouyang, I said it, unforgettable first love." ”

I'm speechless, if I have to carry this pot alone, it's better for Ouyang, and he is more suitable.

Although at the last junior high school reunion, Ouyang, who was suave that year, had grown into a fat man of two hundred pounds. When he walked towards me with a smile, I immediately realized that the years were really a pig-killing knife, cutting this baby beyond recognition.