Chapter Eighty-Eight: Half of the City Thinks of Sadness One-man Show

Before the wedding photos were taken, they were replaced by lifeless black and white photos; They planned what they would wear on the day of their wedding photos, and in the end they only wore them on a daily basis; The new house that was arranged together was evacuated before the newcomers were inhabited.

It's a sad and true portrayal.

Xiang Dongyang looked at Xiang Jia, Xiang Jia, who was immersed in the stagnant water, his eyes were stacked with thick mist, and after the focus dissipated, the ripples widened. Several times in the dead of the night, he would be awakened by a cry, like a howl from the churning waves, and then he would hear his sister knock on his mother's bedroom door, and it would be silent for a long time before the silence of a whale falling.

Regarding some changes in family life, Xiang Dongyang bumped into the nanny Cheng Ma and made several mistakes.

For example, when eating breakfast, there is always an extra portion of one person to eat; Occasionally, there will be an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks on the dinner table; Another time, Cheng's mother opened the door and saw that the guest was Xiang's father's friend, and she turned her head and almost called out the words "Mr. Xiang".

Xiang's mother has also met several times, she can't be as calm as Xiang Dongyang, and she always sobs suddenly.

Xiang Dongyang only went over and hugged his mother, and he didn't dare to say a word of comfort, because he himself had red circles in his eyes, and he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, his mother would cry even more.

Joy turns into sadness, and laughter is deadlocked,

Joy turns into mourning, and life is reincarnated;

Life is constantly cloudy and sunny,

Fate also follows the misfortune;

He owes her an unfinished wedding.

Jiang Xiaomian kept thinking in his head, is this considered joy and sorrow?

She took the wedding dress back, closed the beautiful box, crouched down, and placed it in the dark, infrequently touched corner cabinet. Jiang Xiaomian's movements were very slow, and every move was as cumbersome as using a blunt knife to cut through a thick skirt, and it took half a day to complete.

In the next second, her deep pupils were overwhelmed by the ocean, and she blinked, and her eyelashes began to rain. When will I be able to turn this wedding dress out and put it on my body again? The darkness fell into the water and refracted, and the whole world was out of phase.

Jiang Xiaomian is afraid that this is just the beginning, and there will be wolf smoke in the future. The sense of security fell little by little with the tears, and the sudden downpour from the sky made her scream. I'm afraid that the world will go crazy, and in that case, she must be crazy too.

I used to think that there were three autumns in one day, but now I feel that three years are like one day. It turns out that time can also be reversed. For the next three months, like the dawn of a long time to come, the night cycled over and over again.

When the greenery rolls up the branches, the kapok becomes red. It is said that safflower should have green leaves to match, this sentence is not suitable for kapok at all, and the clusters of new leaves are the life-saving charm of kapok!

After changing the color of the home,

The whole Changnan also changed color.

The red color that everyone had calculated was gone.

Yanghe, you can't imagine that things have changed like this.

I used to write marriage leave, and now I'm going to write a resignation letter.

The night is shortened, the day begins to lengthen, the sun shines like a spring kapok blooming with a blazing light, and the dense office buildings at the end give birth to the shadow of summer, and the thoughts are sleepy and sleepy. The office with the resignation letter was also washed out of a monotonous and deserted four-dimensional space by the bleak negatives.

Jiang Xiaomian struggled for three months, but still made up his mind to leave.

He used to sign the wedding slip, and now he has to write his resignation letter.

The former is unbearable, and the latter is even more unbearable. The pen was thrown on the floor, and the office door was pushed open with a thud, and there was a thunderous boom.

"Xiaomian, you, do you have to go?"

Chi Yanghe paused for what he was about to say, and knew that he had used the wrong affection, so he added the second half of the sentence: "Your last costume design won the first prize in the competition, and I will retain you on behalf of Chuangyi."

Jiang Xiaomian slowed down the action of cleaning up at hand, his eyes did not look directly at Chi Yanghe, and he lowered his head and felt guilty. She also felt that she was really sorry for Chi Yanghe. Since the beginning of the year, he has been her mentor, leading her step by step to walk down the footprints printed with medals in Chuangyi.

She gritted her teeth and bowed her head without speaking, and he added: "Stay, okay?"

The three words "good or not" in the words carry the gentleness of the warm sun, and they are really as good as their name. Jiang Xiaomian knew that the retention weight in his words exceeded the quality of the boss's work to his subordinates, but it was impossible for her to blurt out a "good" word.

"No, my mind is so disturbed that I can't sit here anymore."

Chi Yanghe's eyelids sank little by little with the light outside the window, covering his slightly stunned eyes, and he also knew that his status in her heart might not be very good. "Are you going to the Xiang clan or going back to Shengxing?"

Jiang Xiaomian raised his head and told him firmly: "No, I'm going to his side."

If he is so decisive, Chi Yanghe can't say anything. He nodded, "You can go, come back when you want to." Remember, your dreams are still here. When Chi Yanghe said this, he realized that the only link that could connect with her was Chuangyi. Now, not anymore.

Jiang Xiaomian said "um", then turned around and disappeared around the corner of the door.

Chi Yanghe silently took out the bottle of kapok in the box and put it on the desk, which was originally intended to be placed on Jiang Xiaomian's desk, but now, he can only keep it for himself. He stared at it for a minute, and the kapok was really beautiful.

In the next second, there was no life, no fragrant kapok, very ugly.

It's the same as memory. Looking at the memories of the beauties and remembering the beauties, it is really vivid;

I don't see the memory of the beautiful woman, it's very rigid.

As a result, the memory in the brain is like someone pressed the loop play button of the MV. The images overlap mechanically, as if someone had kicked them, and then they collapsed on a chair with their bodies limp and collapsed.

In his memory, he was reluctant to finish the coffee she brewed with her own hands; was rubbed by her and threw into the trash can design drawings, and he always silently picked them up and smiled; Every time she came to him for a small problem, it was only a few minutes of small problems, and in the end it was discussed into an hour-long macro discussion; There are also pottery classes and flower arrangement classes in the company, and the interests of the two of them always like to get together.

Chi Yang and lazy for a while, in a daze in the office all day, and then talked to himself:

Jiang Xiaomian, Xiang Dongyang likes you, he has long wanted you to know;

Han Feiran likes you, and he is churning and wishing that the whole world will know;

And I like you, no one knows but me.

Even if you are his,

I still can't put it down,

Xiaomian, you must think I'm cheap.

Well, I think so myself.

After Jiang Xiaomian came out of Chuangyi, it was only evening, and she thought to herself that Xiang Dongyang was still in the office at this time worrying about those messy reports. When she heard that she had been fined for the accident, she found out several employees of the Adultery Section among the insiders. And they are all veterans with ten years of service, because Xiang Yan was lax in management before his death. Jiang Xiaomian thought to herself, with Xiang Dongyang's previous temper, he would definitely scold people with documents at this time. Now, he must be pressing his head and working overtime with a cold expression.

However, when she saw it with her own eyes, everything was not what she thought.

When she walked to the door of Xiang Dongyang's office, she heard Li Xiaohuan's voice comforting Xiang Dongyang from inside.

"Dongyang, I know you don't want to see me, but I'm still here......"

It seems that in the opening remarks not long ago, Jiang Xiaomian realized that the elevator she was waiting for just now, and the last person to take it was Li Xiaohuan. She hesitated at the door, not wanting to go in or leave, when she heard a conversation coming from inside:

"You have to be careful of Huo Kun, in the next bidding for the Jiapo project, he will definitely target Xiang's."

Xiang Dongyang snorted: "You, as her secretary, came to tell me to be careful of him, you can be regarded as eating inside and out."

"We've been together for five years, and you know I'm not going to do anything to be sorry for you."

In a few simple words, Jiang Xiaomian thought that Xiang Dongyang was about to speak, but no one spoke again. She could imagine their silence. Li Xiaohuan's gaze should be gentle and affectionate, and Xiang Dongyang must not dare to look up at Li Xiaohuan because he feels guilty about Li Xiaohuan. Jiang Xiaomian moved her feet to leave, and when she was halfway there, Li Xiaohuan stopped her from behind.

"Jiang Xiaomian."

The sharp force of the three words, like a claw scratching in the gloomy company corridor, instantly staggered ghostly light and shadow, making Jiang Xiaomian hear the feeling of a midnight bell.

Jiang Xiaomian didn't know when Li Xiaohuan gave her such a terrifying feeling.

Time was swept away, and the night gobbled up the lights of the city. The sky is half-dead like black magic. Even if he waited until dawn, Jiang Xiaomian felt useless, these days are like this.

If you really want to care where there is light, you will only be left with that crystal-clear, pearl-like droplets rolling down to the earth.

That's tears.

"Xiaohuan, you have lost weight, you need to eat more." Jiang Xiaomian didn't know how to talk to Li Xiaohuan, so she said casually. But she really thinks that Li Xiaohuan is very thin, and that kind of extreme weight loss will never be the level of every girl who wants to lose weight. At first glance, I was startled by her deep sunken dark eye sockets, and then her cheeks looked like two pieces of flesh had fallen off, her cheekbones bulged high, and she also covered some acne that makeup couldn't hide. Because the weather was very hot, Li Xiaohuan's thin clothes were wet with sweat and slightly attached to her bones, and the bones on her body could be counted under the street lamp. The whole person can't find a healthy complexion from head to toe.

Maybe Xiaohuan is sick, it should be a disease caused by serious endocrine disorders. Jiang Xiaomian doesn't know much about medicine, so he guesses.

"Jiang Xiaomian, there was an accident at the wedding, you don't know how happy I am!"

The weather in Changnan has warmed up and turned into a hot summer, and if they continue to press the road, human flesh will be smothered. Although it was night, Jiang Xiaomian felt that he would suffer from heat stroke without air conditioning, but fortunately, Li Xiaohuan's words instantly cooled down the temperature. Jiang Xiaomian's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe the person in front of her, after all, taking the life of the deceased to find happiness made people shudder.

Besides, it's still a funeral for the family.

"If you think so, then I'm happier than you, because you won't be happy for the rest of your life." Jiang Xiaomian must have been angry with Li Xiaohuan when he knew such an answer.

"Yes, yes! You can say that again! ”

Li Xiaohuan was really angry and laughed, laughing madly and running away. Jiang Xiaomian felt sorry for Li Xiaohuan and the three of them, tears welled up, and he squatted in place and cried. The whole figure is in the season when the ice and snow meet the scorching sun, and the melting water floods the whole land, and as soon as you step out, you will fall into the puddle.

In the days that followed, Jiang Xiaomian stayed in Shengxing, she actually wanted to go to the Xiang family, but her mother kept opposing it. Uncle Xian also suggested that she be in Shengxing, but Xiang Dongyang was very disgusted with her resignation and had a cold war with her for a while. Under the guidance of Xian Xinchen, she handled the marketing department. As the "leading department" of the company, it is really not an easy thing to start contacting, but fortunately, the clothing industry and the real estate industry are still a bit of the same social nature. At the very least, every time she negotiates a lease or finalizes a contract for a development project, it is also a bucket of gold turned into a piece of paper, going through one procedure after another in her hands.

In the past, Jiang Xiaomian only had all kinds of drawings in her mind to design clothes, but now she has all kinds of money calculations for high-rise buildings, and she feels that she has half of Xiang Xiyan's brain. Even she didn't dare to imagine that this kind of leap would happen to her.

After Xiang's construction went downhill, almost all of their projects relied on the protection of Shengxing Real Estate. In the words of the industry, it is the relationship between the steel bracket supporting the cement; To be literary, it's like Siluo holding on to an arbor to survive.

Jiang Xiaomian chatted with Xiang Xiyan by chance, only to know that Xiang Yan hid far away during the economic crisis of Shengxing, and now it is really a good example of repaying grievances with virtue.

Many people say that Xiang Yan's death directly led to the decline of Xiang's real estate, after all, this is the case in the eyes. Since the Renwang Project sanctioned some derelict executives, Xiang has vacated many positions and removed several tumors, Jiang Xiaomian only thinks that Xiang Yan's death is just the fuse. She suddenly remembered the words of Tanchun in "Dream of Red Mansions", a hundred-legged insect is dead but not stiff, and it must start to fall from internal troubles. Although the Xiang clan has not yet reached a defeated result.

Jiang Xiaomian's burden also became heavier, because she was often busy working between Xiang and Sheng Xing, and when Xiang Dongyang was busy, she always had irregular meals, so she often made lunch boxes and sent them to him, and people in Xiang's company would also call her the general manager's wife.

Strictly according to the facts, she has been demoted to a fiancée by the accident, but everyone likes to call it like to put a good color on her mouth.

"Dongyang..."

When Xiang Dongyang hung his head and got off work, he saw Jiang Xiaomian coming to pick him up.

"Why are you here?"

"I haven't seen your mother in a long time, so I'll pick you up and take a look at her."

"Hmmm......"

When he looked up, Jiang Xiaomian saw his deep sunken dark circles, and he could compete with the national treasure giant panda.

Jiang Xiaomian was worried that he was in a bad state, so he said sadly: "Don't drive, take my car back."

"No, now I don't have a driver at home, so I have to drive back by myself, otherwise I'll take a taxi to work tomorrow?"

"What's the matter, even Driver Kong has been dismissed?"

Xiang Dongyang massaged his temples and said, "No, he resigned."

Jiang Xiaomian was a little curious, she knew that Driver Kong was a driver hired by Xiang's father when he was young, and it was very good to see that he had a very good relationship with Xiangjia, could it be that he left as soon as Xiangjia had an accident? Is it so avoidable?

She casually said, "I thought that he wouldn't leave after all the people in the company were gone."

"Even his son also resigned, I was a little surprised, the driver's position is not important, but such a critical management position in the finance department suddenly can't find a suitable person to take over, and now the knots, too born people dare not use it." Xiang Dongyang hung his head, and his short hair, which was usually neat and neat, now became dry and greasy.

Jiang Xiaomian nodded, "It's better to find someone who knows the roots of such an important position, after all, the company can't withstand any blows." ”

Xiang Dongyang still insisted on driving back by himself.

When they entered Xiang's house, the nanny was not there, but Xiang's mother was sitting on the sofa sewing men's clothes.

Jiang Xiaomian glanced at it, it was not the clothes that Xiang Dongyang often wore, it could only be Xiang Dongyang's clothes.

Xiang's mother saw that they were back, she smiled slightly, she pulled her son over the clothes and said, "Dongyang, you see that your father's clothes really fit you on you!" I didn't help him get clothes when he was there, because he was so high-spirited that he never wore clothes that he had worn out and then sewed, and now our family is not as rich as before......"

Jiang Xiaomian listened beside him, and when he saw that tears were falling from his mother's eyes, he handed over a tissue.

Xiang's mother smiled at Xiaomian and said, "You, you have to take care of my son in the future."

Jiang Xiaomian didn't feel awkward about this sentence for a while, but Xiang Dongyang reacted immediately: "Mom, what are you talking nonsense, I have hands and feet and will take care of myself."

"Okay, I'll cook for you, Xiaomian will wait until I've eaten before leaving."

Jiang Xiaomian didn't say anything, just smiled at Xiang's mother, and then followed to the kitchen to help. In fact, she rarely gets along with Xiang's mother, and even thinks that Xiang's father is more kind and kind. Since elementary school, she doesn't like a mother who spoils her son like a mother, and every time a student in the class fights, the kind of mother must blame other people's children for her son.

Jiang Xiaomian felt that Xiang's mother should also be like this, although this was just speculation. But she still strongly felt in her consciousness that one day in the future, she might be rejected by her mother.

It's like today's meal, which was supposed to say to her mother, "I'll cook for you", but in fact she only stayed in the kitchen for five minutes.

There were still only three of them at the dinner table, and Xiang Mu commented coldly on Xiaomian's cooking from beginning to end:

"Xiaomian, this spicy chicken nugget has less chili peppers, and it has no taste."

"The taste of sweet and sour pork ribs is not very authentic."

"And the bitter gourd soup is a little light, it's too bitter."

"Xiaomian, you have to learn to cook more at home, otherwise Dongyang will not be used to eating in the future."

"In the past few days, Dongyang has eaten the bento you made every day, and everyone else has lost weight..."

……

was provoked by Xiang's mother like this, intentionally or unintentionally, Jiang Xiaomian still cared a lot, after all, she was still happy when she came to Xiang's house, how to describe her mood when she was suddenly "taught" like this? Even if she is in the Xian family, which is not her biological family, no one has ever disliked her like this, Xiaomian was so aggrieved that she wanted to lift the table, but seeing Dongyang's face black at what his mother said, Xiaomian accepted them one by one with a smile.

"Mom, I did all this." Xiang Dongyang coughed a few times, and suddenly said such a sentence, his mother realized that she had been harsh, so she didn't say anything, and finished the meal quietly.

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