Chapter 59 It's obvious that the obsession is too deep
Baby Anne once said: Marriage is just a way of life, not the final outcome, and love is also a way of life, not an ideal.
So for some people, love can be replaced, perhaps, and would rather be replaced, not all marriages are because of love, but all love will want marriage as the final destination in the end.
Halfway through August 2015
Gu Jinyan has been miserable these days, since he met Lin Mo Nian by chance, he was fined 200 yuan, and all kinds of strange and bizarre things have followed, you can't imagine how frustrated these friends are, from time to time they poke at his fragile little heart of a single dog, he is still wrong when he is single, and it is wrong for him not to go on a blind date, in short, it is not right for him not to find a girlfriend, they must lead him to the road and take him to the peak of life.
First of all, Qi Xiaofei, who was pregnant and raising a fetus at home, suddenly called him in the middle of the night and asked him when he would go to the day shift and say, go to their house for dinner at night, I haven't seen him for a long time, I always think about him in my heart, this is not loved by anyone, no one warms, it is simply too pitiful, as long as I am free in the future, I can go to their house at any time to eat, what I said is a big word, obviously they just had dinner together a week ago, and they drank Ji Yunzhe down, and Qi Xiaofei was angry, ready to break off relations with him, This suddenly worries about him again, is it to retaliate against him, this is not enough.
Even though Gu Jinyan's investigation ability was extremely fast, he just ignored a crucial issue, he just fined Lin Mo Nian 200 yuan, and the fine was Ji Yunzhe to deal with his own violations, and he handed over the money easily, because Lin Mo Nian was at fault first, this money was fined, but it was precisely through this incident that he and Lin Mo Nian were punished, and it didn't matter if the two of them had a trouble, after all, because of Lu Yinyin before, the two had no less competition, but now Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian are going to get married. They suddenly found that they usually ignored Gu Jinyan too much, and he seemed a little abnormal.
After Ji Yunzhe and Qi Xiaofei's careful recollection, Gu Jinyan's emotional experience was well read from beginning to end, Gu Jinyan found that he liked Lu Yinyin from the second year of secondary school, that is, in 06 years, this consciousness was still after he chased a few types he thought he liked, white skin, beautiful and long legs, and then for fear of delaying Lu Yinyin's studies, and for fear that Lu Yinyin would reject him, so he stayed away from him, Gu Jinyan kept it in his heart, and he didn't dare to say it, but he just kept it silently, As a result, after graduating from secondary school, he guarded the flowers for so many years, and was suddenly unsuspecting by a bad boy named Lin Mo Nian who even took the pot away, and he and Lin Mo Nian have been at the same table for two years, and have lived in bunk beds for two years, and his heart is still shared with Lin Mo Nian all day long, the two of them are still good friends and brothers, but they don't know that Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin have secretly agreed, and the undercurrent is surging, they can't imagine how uncomfortable Gu Jinyan will be when he knows it.
After three years of college, although Gu Jinyan had a very good relationship with the opposite sex and good resources, he forced himself to live as an insulator of the opposite sex, and suddenly lost interest in all the girls who were close to him, but he no longer had the urge to fall in love, after Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian broke up, he was particularly willful and cut off contact with everyone, Gu Jinyan should be in pain, because everyone included him, and then he chose to join the army without hesitation, defend his family and serve the country, and he went for three years, let alone in love, Even if he has that heart, he doesn't have the time and energy, just the daily high-intensity training is enough for him to be busy.
Gu Jinyan has also been pampered since he was a child, and later went to learn taekwondo with Ji Yunzhe in the middle of the road, just to protect Lu Yinyin, so that when Lu Yinyin was bullied again, he and Ji Yunzhe were both beaten down, but he couldn't beat Ji Yunzhe, and Ji Yunzhe couldn't endure hardships, so in his three-year military career, what kind of belief supported him to go all the way, now that I think about it, some things suddenly make sense, and Lu Yinyin's brother has become his obsession.
Gu Jinyan could choose to continue to stay in the army for further study, work hard all the way, and rise step by step, but over the years, he has intermittently cobbled together all the news about Lu Yinyin from Ji Yunzhe and Qi Xiaofei, Lu Yinyin chose to return to Micheng, which means that she let go of everything in the past and is determined to start over, so after Lu Yinyin came back, he made the most difficult decision in his life: to retire from the army, he retired from the army Ji Yunzhe knew the reason, but he could only sigh and sigh helplessly, no one could say the word love.
Then Gu Jinyan finally mustered up the courage to tell Lu Yinyin what he thought, but it was taken as a joke, and the two laughed over, but when Lu Yinyin reacted that he was real, how far away he could be from him immediately, she hoped that Gu Jinyan, who had treated her like a sister since childhood, could be happy, but she was unwilling to hurt him, and hoped that he could let go of the obsession in his heart, in short, Lu Yinyin didn't know how to continue to get along with him, and he could no longer play with the unscrupulous jokes like when they were children. In the end, she could only choose to stay away from him, and she didn't even give him a chance to pursue her, so she simply kicked him out of the circle of her life, Gu Jinyan should be sad and sad.
Especially after Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian reconciled again, even if the two of them have been separated for so many years, they only have each other in their eyes, he knows that Lu Yinyin's happiness can only be given by Lin Mo Nian, although Lin Mo Nian shook hands with him and made peace, they all let go of the mustard in their hearts, the only thing he hopes is that Lu Yinyin can be happy forever, but his relationship with Lu Yinyin can never go back to the past, Lu Yinyin is always embarrassed for no reason when he sees him, especially taking into account Lin Mo Nian's feelings, I am afraid that he will be jealous, This is like a soft knife stabbing Gu Jinyan, and all thoughts are lost.
After such an analysis by Ji Yunzhe and Qi Xiaofei, all the answers are clear, Gu Jinyan has not been in love for nine years, and he doesn't know what his girlfriend is, and he is even more disgusted with the approach of all the opposite sex, especially the kind of little girl who is in a hurry, which makes him avoid it, the girl he has been waiting for is about to marry a wife, but he still clings to the obsession in his heart, and no longer has the courage to go down, he has lost the most basic enthusiasm and pursuit of life, and is ready to live alone for the rest of his lifeAnd in order to fundamentally solve this problem, it is necessary to completely eradicate it from the source.
With the relationship between Qi Xiaofei and Ji Yunzhe and Gu Jinyan, it is better to be a relative than a relative, and it is not worse than the relationship between Lu Yinyin, they all hope that he can live a good and happy life, instead of being indulged in his own knots all the time, struggling but unable to break free, so this is not just Gu Jinyan's business, Lin Monian and Lu Yinyin should also take action, they must give this little couple a good lesson, do they want to watch Gu Jinyan live like this lonely and miserable for a lifetime.
So Gu Jinyan's various strange experiences kicked off, as soon as Qi Xiaofei saw him, the first thing he said was "Gu Er, come, come and sit down, let's have a good talk, you see that you are all thin, black and thin like a black monkey, tell me what you think?" ”
One sentence straightened Gu Jinyan's mind, and said, "Sister Fei, what's wrong with you, you can't think about anything, are you suffocated at home all day long, what do you want to talk to me, you don't want to see me and Ji Yunzhe since you were a child, you care so much about me, do you want to scare me to death, what can I think, as soon as I open my eyes, put on a police uniform and go on duty, I don't dream anymore when I close my eyes, I am tired every day, how can I have the energy to think about anything else." ”
As a result, Qi Xiaofei was not ambiguous, and said directly to the point, "I won't sell anything to you anymore, we are not outsiders, I just want to ask if you haven't let go of Yinyin, Gu Er, you just say what do you want, you are neither blind date nor looking for a girlfriend, your parents can't help you, but Ji Yunzhe and I look at you like this, and we are very sad, you know, you have affected my mood and affected my prenatal education, you give me a word today, are you ready to fight for a lifetime?" ”
Gu Jinyan couldn't help but sweat coldly, but he didn't feel the embarrassment of his mind, but he finally relaxed with a sigh of relief, Gu Jinyan said, "I said eldest sister, can you stop the meeting, since ancient times, friends and wives can't be bullied, even if I don't let go, I have to force myself to let go, how can I still have that kind of thought, that is my brother Lin Monian's daughter-in-law, and Yinyin is my relative, I am also born under the red flag, growing up in the new era of hot-blooded young people, every day to serve the people and struggle, you don't have to put your family thinking nonsense, Let's raise your baby with peace of mind. ”
Anyway, how could this Fei sister be sent away so easily by Gu Lao Er, she definitely didn't believe it, so she said, "Then I don't believe it either, you calculate how many years you haven't been in love, you won't be in the pile of men for a few years, and suddenly your sexual orientation has changed, right?" ”
These words made Gu Jinyan want to cry directly, what kind of grudge is this, what does Sister Fei want to do, she didn't know how to answer for a while, and then Ji Yunzhe saw that his daughter-in-law was too strong, so he asked Gu Jinyan to stop, so he wanted to quickly take her away, and said, "Sister Fei, you go and see if the soup is ready, go and turn off the fire." ”
Qi Xiaofei temporarily withdrew first, and then changed Ji Yunzhe to go into battle, and began to cook chicken soup for Gu Jinyan with both soft and hard methods, Ji Yunzhe patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Sister Fei is pregnant, and suddenly she becomes nagging, don't be like her, she has no malicious intent, then when are you free, I will introduce a few girls to you to know." ”
Gu Jinyan hurriedly waved his hand, hugged his fist at him and said, "It's okay for me to call your brother, although I am a few days older than you, you will be my brother in the future, you two will spare me, is this calling me to come to dinner, or forcing me to go on a blind date, did my parents come to find you two, this old man and old lady can, they have learned to rebel, mobilize all the forces that can be mobilized around me, this is not forcing me to marry a daughter-in-law." ”
Ji Yunzhe said, "You're almost there, how can your parents have the kung fu to come here, just roasting chicken backs at home every day is enough to be busy, I said that you are not too young, can you understand something, don't let people worry so much, say it quickly, do you want to go?" ”
Gu Jinyan said helplessly, "I'm really afraid of you, don't go, I won't go if I die, do you want to suddenly sit opposite you with a stranger, and I am also ready to live with you for the rest of my life, all your net worth and external conditions are clearly marked there and ready to be sold, but you don't know anything about her past, I can't accept it now anyway, or look at fate, maybe one day you will meet a suitable one, marriage is a matter of time, what are you anxious about, the emperor is not in a hurry eunuch hurry." ”
Ji Yunzhe punched him angrily, and said, "Get out, where are you going, day and night, except for the time when you sleep, you are either on duty on the road, or on the way to duty, if there is a girl who takes a fancy to you and pounces on you to confess to you, it will also become an attack on the police, if you don't meet the girl through a blind date, what other way can you pass, in addition to the old man or the old man." ”
In short, Gu Jinyan's thief who ate a meal was aggrieved, these two mouths were like diamond diamonds, one party just stopped and the other party picked it up, crackling words and words hit his heart, cruelly abusing his fragile little heart, he never thought that just because he met Lin Mo Nian, it would cause such a series of questions, and Lin Mo Nian calculated everything, and finally counted himself in, Gu Jinyan finally did not agree to the blind date, saying that he was giving him a little time, he didn't want to start a new relationship now, It has nothing to do with anyone, he just wants to calm himself for a while, better precipitate his heart, and truly accept another girl into his life from the bottom of his heart.
Ji Yunzhe has no tricks here, this kid doesn't eat soft and hard, he can't listen to anything he says, and he has a bunch of his own big truths, almost hopeless, but he can't watch this stupid boy continue to be so stupid, they can't do it, it doesn't mean that Lu Yinyin can't do it, as long as she is coquettish casually since she was a child, she is absolutely good to Gu Jinyan, Lu Yinyin cried and frowned, Gu Jinyan was very nervous, but since Gu Jinyan said that he liked it, the two of them have gradually drifted apart, It's been a long time since I've sat down and had a good chat calmly.
Gu Jinyan also cared about Lin Mo Nian, afraid that he would be cranky and inexplicably eat some vinegar that should not be eaten, so he deliberately kept his distance from Lu Yinyin, but he became more and more alienated, but even if he looked at her from a distance, knowing that she was very happy, Gu Jinyan was relieved, some feelings were buried deep in his heart like this, the past is the past, the end should always end, my last protection for you is to no longer disturb your current happiness.
But what Gu Jinyan didn't expect was that at noon the next day, Lu Yinyin called him for the first time, and the moment the phone was connected, Gu Jinyan suddenly didn't know what to say, and then he heard Lu Yinyin's sweet baby voice say on the earpiece, "Second brother Gu, have you had lunch?" Are you working overtime again, and you haven't had time to eat yet? ”
Gu Jinyan was stunned for a while, didn't say a word, and then heard Lu Yinyin muttering over there, "Gu Er, are you stupid, speak, don't you save my phone number, don't you know who I am." ”
Gu Jinyan spit out a sentence from his mouth with difficulty, trying to make his tone easier, and said, "Little radish, what's wrong, why did you remember to call your second brother Gu." ”
Seeing that he finally accosted him, Lu Yinyin said, "We haven't eaten together for a long time, let's come to our house for dinner tonight, tonight Brother Nian is in charge, although the craftsmanship is not good, but it can be eaten." ”
To say that Lin Mo Nian's cooking skills are not good, it is simply an insult to the cook, how tricky is this girl's mouth, or is she tired of eating Lin Mo Nian's cooking, Gu Jinyan suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, what is wrong with this brother and sister, one or two of them called him to eat, how poor he is, he calls him to eat after work every day, and Lin Mo Nian is in charge, he will not retaliate against him for two hundred yuan, and deliberately asked Lu Yinyin to call him, Gu Jinyan wanted to refuse, but he couldn't help Lu Yinyin's three-inch incorruptible tongue, soft grinding and hard bubbles, crying and making trouble, Gu Jinyan really couldn't bear it, so he reluctantly agreed.
Thinking of Lu Yinyin calling him second brother Gu softly and glutinously, Gu Jinyan felt that his heart was about to be cute, just like the little chubby Lu Yinyin with a baby fat face when he was a child, and shouted at him with an innocent face, "Second brother Gu, why do you always have endless roast chicken backs in your family, why do I always have not enough to eat." ”
At that time, Gu Jinyan, who was also small, was always arrogant like a stupid son of a landlord's family, pinching her fleshy little face, and said, "You snack, if you eat it again, you will become fat into a ball, and when the time comes, it will be like a fat balloon, and it will fly into the sky at once." ”
Lu Yinyin never couldn't help others tease her, and then she cried loudly, and complained to Ji Yunzhe with a handful of snot and tears
Let him beat Gu Jinyan, he said that she was fat like a balloon, every time at this time Gu Jinyan would immediately raise his hand and surrender, he couldn't afford to provoke this brother and sister, if time could stay at that time forever, if they never grew up, if Lin Mo Nian never broke into Lu Yinyin's life, then would all the results be different?