Those fears have been poured into my mind again and again, and the rest of my life is very long, is it going to be like this?

When Jiang Xiaomian woke up screaming, she finally saw him appear, and said with a slight smile: "Dongyang, I had a terrible dream, I dreamed that they were all dead. Luckily, it was just a dream. ”

"Xiaomian, I'm sorry, I couldn't be by your side when you had an accident." Xiang Dongyang's words have the meaning of shame.

Jiang Xiaomian's eyes were wet when he heard this, laughing at him for being stupid, and he wanted to reach out to touch the face that was very far away, but as soon as he raised his arm, it was the pain of being bitten by something.

"You were stabbed in the right arm by a glass in the accident, but fortunately it wasn't serious. Lie down and don't get up. He hurriedly came over and helped her lie down.

Jiang Xiaomian's eyes immediately became empty, and the memories were vivid, whether it was a dream or reality, it seemed to be imaginary. It's as if he's just acknowledging it. Then he grabbed him with his uninjured other hand and asked, "Isn't that a dream?"

Xiang Dongyang nodded, those words wanted to be said but had to say, "There are four people in total, and the truck driver is ...... With Han Feiran died on the spot, Yang and him, he ......"

Before he finished speaking, he choked up.

Jiang Xiaomian grabbed his hand and waited......

"From last night to now, just after the operation, the doctor said that if he doesn't wake up within a month, he may become ...... Vegetable. ”

It is another difficult to describe words, and the last three words are like a lump of knots born together, and they are forcibly broken.

Jiang Xiaomian's hands began to tremble, and the first time she came into contact with the three words "vegetative person", the general concept made her almost forget what the definition of those three words was.

She couldn't imagine that Yang He, who was once so capable and neat at work, would one day lie unconsciously in the white sheets and fall asleep.

Yanghe, how blessed I am in this life, I'm just someone else's fiancée, how can I be worth your life to save me?

God, are you sure you're not jealous of talent?

Xiang Dongyang comforted her and said, "Don't worry, there is still a month to observe."

Jiang Xiaomian's tears didn't know when they soaked the pillow, and as soon as she turned her head, her temples were cold and tingling.

She only had one question on her mind, but nowhere to ask.

Yang He, the moment you rush up, how decisive is it? If you knew that this was the outcome, would you still choose to rush over?

Who else knows except Chi Yanghe?

God knows.

If Chi Yanghe's mind looks at this matter, he will not have so many lucks, and he will be prepared with the worst mentality to meet those unknown possibilities.

"Dongyang, I think I'm so useless! When something happens, I only cry, and I don't know what else I can do but cry. Actually, I was the damn person, and when the speed was out of control, it should have been my car that had collided with the truck, and the broken glass should have been pressed against me. I could only watch them helplessly because of what happened to me......"

After finishing speaking, Xiang Dongyang probably didn't dare to listen to it anymore and interrupted her. There was no interruption of any words. Instead, he closed his eyes and shook his head at her.

There is still so much time left in this life, and it will go on for a long time with the beauty of the unknown. However, in a short period of time, there are so many fewer people. It's like a yellowed page, blown away by the wind in the story of Changnan. Those feelings that have been disappointed are recorded in the black box one by one, and they are only turned out and understood after the crisis.

In the past few days, Jiang Xiaomian's hands are inconvenient, and Xiang Dongyang will often do her right hand, cut her nails, comb her hair, tie her shoes, and feed her......

Small things seemed insignificant, but Jiang Xiaomian suddenly found that these things had not been done before when they were tired of it. Because those trivial things are too subtle, and even the good ones have no needs. In the past, I only stayed in too vigorous scenes, made an appointment with the kapok garden together, went shopping together to buy a couple shirt, took a group photo, or went for a walk with the beautiful scenery of a certain place, which food or movie theater went in and out...... A proper show of affection.

Now that he repeats those little things every day, he also realizes that it is not the same as when he was in love. He smiled at her and said, "I feel like I'm taking care of a little child."

Jiang Xiaomian replied: "In that case, I will be very happy, because my wish to grow up has come true."

In fact, it was not so stable and satisfactory, several times, Xiang's mother always came over and pulled Xiang Dongyang away, and opened her throat very soberly and said, "I won't recognize this daughter-in-law!"

Then Xiang Mu shook out the old past, the matter of the flames, like the shame of shaking ugly things. So much so that they all pretended not to refute as if they hadn't heard.

Jiang Xiaomian shook his head with a drooping face to show that he didn't care, and Xiang Dongyang pulled his mother home.

Jiang Xiaomian will not 'report' to her family or cry in front of Xiang Dongyang, she is very concerned when no one is around. If you comfort yourself, remember a famous saying: bear the trouble you cause, and don't block anyone again.

Xiang Mother came to the hospital to scold people and make noise, although Jiang Xiaomian couldn't bear it, but the breeze was still in his ears, and the Xian family heard a little from the news grapevine. They all can't stand it anymore, it's just that it's not good to deal with Xiang's mother.

Two weeks later, Jiang Xiaomian heard from Lin Shen that Chi Yanghe's uncle had come to Changnan from the UK, and the people in their company had spread the word. Everyone said that they could finally see the big boss behind the scenes of the angel costume.

I don't know why, Jiang Xiaomian, who heard the news, was like an escaped perpetrator waiting for the arrival of Uncle Chi in a panic.

The day Jiang Xiaomian met Uncle Chi was also sudden.

Jiang Xiaomian was silently taking care of Chi Yanghe that day, and as soon as she turned around with the towel, Uncle Chi stood tall behind her, and she didn't know when he came, which really scared Jiang Xiaomian. Although it was just an unfamiliar face, she still guessed that it was Chi Yanghe's uncle at once.

As long as the face does not look like Chinese, it is easy to recognize.

Uncle Chi is biased towards the appearance of the Caucasian race, and he dresses more gentlemanly than Chi Yanghe, and is full of Jiang Xiaomian's two heads taller, so when she looks up, what impresses her the most is his straight and straight nose.

Jiang Xiaomian said in English in the first sentence, "Hello, I am a friend of Yanghe." ”

Unexpectedly, Uncle Chi replied in Chinese with a foreign accent: "Hello, I can speak Chinese."

His first sentence was a lukewarm greeting, Jiang Xiaomian thought it was normal, after all, Changnan didn't come because of a happy event, who would be very happy to say "nice to meet you".

In the next sentence, Uncle Chi asked: "You are Xiaomian, that design talent who can't keep Yanghe."

Jiang Xiaomian nodded, after listening to the second half of the sentence, she was surprised that there was a little panic left in the second half of the sentence, she thought that he would pick up the reproachful words of "You are Jiang Xiaomian, the person who harmed Yang and had a car accident".

Heh, Jiang Xiaomian sneered at herself. For reasons of guilt, people are all soldiers in any casual word.

They casually made a brief exchange introduction, and when referring to the title, Jiang Xiaomian politely called him "Mr. Chi".

And Uncle Chi said very casually: "Since you are a good friend of Yanghe, there is no need to call him so outside, you are the same generation as him, you can call me 'Uncle Chi'."

made Jiang Xiaomian feel very strong for a moment. What's even more cordial is that Uncle Chi is also the same as Chi Yanghe back then, and as soon as he came up, he called her "Xiaomian" in a simple way. Instead of Jiang Xiaomian, Miss Jiang and the like.

Jiang Xiaomian couldn't help but think of the moment when he first met Chi Yanghe, and what their uncle and nephew said was really quite similar. But come to think of it, the living environment accounts for most of the factors, and the foreign customs are so enthusiastic that they will not be so different.

In the next few days, Jiang Xiaomian often saw Uncle Chi communicating with the attending physician, and Jiang Xiaomian rarely talked to Uncle Chi about Chi Yanghe's condition, but the two of them took turns to take care of Chi Yanghe day and night, and they would say a few small words when they handed over. Uncle Chi always has a straight face, which is not quite like Chi Yanghe. But then again, it may just be because I can't be happy in the face of a cold patient.

A month has been really tormenting, but every second of time, Jiang Xiaomian is imagining that Chi Yanghe will move his index finger or shed a tear when he is conscious like the vegetative man in the TV series.

But there was no warning. Beat the air. Although Jiang Xiaomian often talks to Chi Yanghe, tells stories and jokes...... Even if it's a story of one thousand and one nights......

"Yanghe, you may not know, I'm staying with you like a story pocket now, when will you wake up? I'm running out of stories in my pocket, and those of us who study design know that innovation is the main thing, and I don't want to tell you a repeat of the same old story, which will be very annoying for you......"

Chi Yanghe still closed his eyes quietly, without any sound, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him, only the electrocardiogram beside the bed kept fluctuating. It was the only sound that confirmed that life still exists.

And so it went on for a month.

On the last day, Uncle Chi began to ask people to pack their things, everything was ready, and he was in a hurry as if the plane was coming to pick him up.

When Jiang Xiaomian came to the ward, Uncle Chi stood quietly in front of the window, his expression condensed into lychee lines, as if his moody personality showed a little "clue".

"Uncle Chi, is there something you are looking for me?"

Uncle Chi glanced at Jiang Xiaomian, then put Chi Yanghe in a wheelchair, pushed the handle and said, "Xiaomian, you can accompany us to take a walk outside the hospital."

Jiang Xiaomian nodded, she knew that the "walk" that a person of Uncle Chi's level said was not a simple walk.

The sun was shining brightly outside, and the sky was freshly washed bright. It had rained in the morning, and now there is a rainbow hanging in it, illuminating the world in a colorful scene.

"Xiaomian, I'm going to take Yanghe back to the UK, where the medical conditions are relatively developed."

Jiang Xiaomian followed Uncle Chi in a row and saw the warm sunshine sprinkled on Chi Yanghe's body. He closed his eyes as if not to disturb his quiet enjoyment.

Jiang Xiaomian asked, "When are you leaving?"

Uncle Chi said, "You can go with us."

A question, an invitation, all come out together.

Two sentences, the same eight words. Speak together and fall together.

Uncle Chi's expression couldn't be seen at all, and he didn't react to what he said at the same time.

And Jiang Xiaomian can't be calm.

She suddenly stopped and looked at Uncle Chi in a daze. Because before this, she would never have thought that Uncle Chi would make such a request.

At the end of the conversation is a "bar" tone, is it a request or an invitation?

Jiang Xiaomian really couldn't hear through. When she looked up at Uncle Chi, he also stopped and looked at Jiang Xiaomian.

Uncle Chi still had no expression, waiting for Jiang Xiaomian's answer.

The dazzling sunlight makes people's vision even more blurred. It was too short a time for Jiang Xiaomian to answer. She couldn't avoid the glare of the bright light, so she closed her eyes, and her vision immediately became a red trance.

Thirty seconds later, Uncle Chi continued to push Chi Yanghe forward, Jiang Xiaomian opened her eyes and followed along, she didn't take the initiative to answer that question.

Uncle Chi knew that he was abrupt, so he spoke again.

"Xiaomian, I know that such a request is abrupt for you, but I can't do it alone and go back to London, and I don't want to wait for him to wake up and not see you alone."

Jiang Xiaomian looked ahead from afar when he spoke, and said those words steadily. She could see that he didn't pause for a moment to think, and he must have planned it a long time ago.

But Jiang Xiaomian suddenly cried at that moment. Because her mood was shrouded in a layer of gloom of the "perpetrator". I'm afraid that I will passively agree. Forced to agree.

When I want to refuse, I am monopolized by an invisible wire alive. Jiang Xiaomian swallowed his throat, as if he could still hear it wailing and screaming.

"Uncle Chi, I'm sorry, I hurt him, and I will pay it back for the rest of my life, I ...... I do. ”

Jiang Xiaomian finished the last sentence intermittently, and when his ears heard what he said, he felt like another person was talking, which was not his intention at all. How she hoped that Uncle Chi would suddenly retort, "If you don't want to, I won't force it", or Xiang Dongyang suddenly rushed out and pulled her, "Xiaomian is the woman I want to marry, and no one can snatch it away." ”

Or maybe Chi Yanghe suddenly woke up at this moment.

I imagined so much, and in the end none of this happened. Jiang Xiaomian raised his head, and the tears stopped flowing no further, and at that time, the first batch of migratory birds flew in the sky.

She knew that autumn had begun.

Unconsciously began.

Uncle Chi explained like an explanation and said: "We Westerners pay attention to ideas, and I believe that having you by Yanghe's side is much better than those cold mechanical treatments without feelings." I believe that Yang He can hear you, he is willing to give up his life for you, and you are the only courage he has to wake up......"

No one interrupted the one-sided crosstalk in the air, and there were no other passers-by around to interfere. Uncle Chi seemed to be talking to himself, because Jiang Xiaomian didn't have the heart to listen.

Her mind is like dry wood that is about to die in autumn, waiting lonely for the frost and snow to weigh it down. For this part of the journey, she was walking the dead.

Chatting with Uncle Chi, Jiang Xiaomian's most profound image is the sentence he confessed at the end, "I have already booked the tickets for three people, and it will be ten o'clock the day after tomorrow." ”

Oh my God, Uncle Chi said that the ticket has been booked?

The focus is on a ticket for three people?

In the case that Jiang Xiaomian didn't know at all!

Could it be that Uncle Chi has already decided that Jiang Xiaomian will go with them?

Or if Jiang Xiaomian doesn't agree, he will try his best to take her away?

Is it emotionally appealing or stiff?

But it doesn't matter what Jiang Xiaomian thinks about these things, because she has already promised Uncle Chi!

She promised to go with her.

She's also a little unfamiliar with this ending,

When Jiang Xiaomian went back to think about all this, she didn't know how to explain to Xiang Dongyang.

She felt that she had experienced a series of things, and it was estimated that Xiang Dongyang didn't need to explain this.

When she found Xiang Dongyang and was about to talk about it, he didn't give her a chance to say it.

Jiang Xiaomian went to Xian Xinchen to ask for wishes.

"Brother, do you think it's right or wrong for me to promise Uncle Chi?"

After Xian Xinchen listened to her story, he also quietly burst into tears, "Xiaomian, a long time ago, I thought that you and Xiang Dongyang were a match made in heaven, as if you could live happily together together, but then many things have changed, too many people have changed, Aunt Xiang is rejecting us more and more, and Xiang Dongyang also broke up with you because of his sister's death." I can understand Aunt Xiang, but Dongyang, it is suddenly difficult for me to understand him, it is difficult for me to be alone, and it is difficult for everyone to be as happy as before. Maybe Yang He is the ...... sent by Heaven to save you."

"Brother, don't say it again, I understand what you mean." Jiang Xiaomian didn't know if it was the reason why he didn't dare to listen, so he interrupted his unfinished words at that moment.

"No, I have to say it, because I don't want you all to have regrets, like I did. Maybe you never knew Aunt Bai's thoughts, she was very optimistic about Chi Yanghe at the beginning, and she even thought that he was more suitable for you than Dong Yang, but at that time, you and Dong Yang already had affection from college to work, so she accepted the two of you. In fact, I didn't agree with Aunt Bai's opinion at that time, until Chi Yanghe didn't even think about saving you with his life, which really subverted my previous view of him. And you can't refuse to go to London, don't you? ”

Jiang Xiaomian seemed to have suddenly listened to a lecture, did he dare not refuse or could he really not refuse? I'm afraid only she knows.

"There's still tomorrow for the day, and I don't feel like myself anymore, and my thoughts are all messed up. It's like standing at a crossroads, taking this path for fear of going in the wrong direction, but you can't turn back. ”

Xian Xinchen asked a very critical sentence, "Does Dongyang know?" ”

"I haven't said it yet, I was tempted to say it in front of him just now, but as soon as I opened my mouth and said, 'I have something to ask you for,' guess what he said?" Jiang Xiaomian's words stopped here.

Xian Xinchen frowned and thought, that should be a disappointing answer.

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