Chapter 55: The Old Love
Concubine De has woken up, fortunately the wound is not deep, but there is no worry about her life, she saw the emperor coming, so she smiled weakly: "The emperor is busy with official business, there is no need to take time to come to see the concubine, the concubine is fine!" ”
The emperor sat on the edge of the bed, brushed Concubine De's hair with his hand, and said softly: "Concubine De, I have wronged you."
Concubine De asked, "How is your concubine?" ”
The emperor's face was a little unhappy, and said: "She's crazy, don't worry about her, you are so resting, I just came to see you, I will be relieved if you are fine."
Concubine De smiled slightly: "Go, Aunt Xiaoxun is here to take care of her, and the concubine is fine."
The emperor sighed, "Everyone wants me to stay by my side for a long time, but you push me away vigorously, just like the queen, I remember going to the queen's palace before, but after a conversation with her, she pushed me back to the imperial study, in fact, do you not look forward to me coming?" ”
Concubine De said softly: "The days of the deep palace, the only hope is the emperor, the day you came, even the withered flowers are the most beautiful, but, the concubine can't let the emperor spend too much time in the harem, forget about state affairs, especially now that the concubine knows that the outside cult is in turmoil Today, the concubine is not cautious about the concubine, because the concubine is indeed selfish, the concubine knows that once she wakes up, she will pester you, the concubine is not jealous, but she doesn't want the emperor to spend too much time in the harem, the previous dynasty needs the emperor"
As soon as he spoke, the emperor's heart was sour, and he said movingly: "In the past, I snubbed you and the queen, but now I can't imagine that the two of you are the most thoughtful."
Concubine De smiled: "What do you think about?" No matter how hard the women in our harem are, they can't suffer more than one word, we enjoy all the glory, brocade clothes and delicacies, can't we suffer a little waiting? We can't help with the affairs of the previous dynasty, we just want to settle in the harem and not cause chaos to the emperor, but I can't imagine that now we still cause chaos and distract the emperor."
The emperor leaned down and kissed her forehead, and said, "I won't be distracted, I understand me like this, I'm very content, I'm gone, you have a good rest, I'll come to see you later!" ”
Concubine De hummed and sent him away with a bright smile
Everyone is bitter in the deep palace, but there are many people who break their heads to enter the palace to enjoy the glory, endure loneliness, keep quiet, and the days slip like this.
The Emperor left the Xuantian Pavilion with heavy steps
What Shen Guifei said pierced his heart like a thorn, and he couldn't argue at that moment, because what Shen Guifei said was true
No matter how many women there are around him, his heart was lost as early as his youth, he will constantly compare the women around him with her, they can't give him that kind of security and warmth, he doesn't know whether this is dependence or love, but he knows that it is difficult to love a woman so deeply in this life
He was afraid, afraid that she would know the truest thoughts in his heart, so he would say in front of her that he was going to the queen's palace tonight, and he knew that she actually wanted him to spoil the queen, because the queen was the wife she personally sought for him, and he knew the queen's deep affection for him, and he also knew that Concubine De's affection for him, this love was different from other palace concubines, they would do everything to compete for favor, but these two people, guarding him in their way, he should not hurt the hearts of these two women
He decided to hide this feeling in his heart a long time ago, and he would not say it until he died, and now he still intends to do so, and he is trying to transform this deformed feeling into a sacred mother-son relationship, even if he can't, he will hide it in his heart like this, and always remember the warmth of his youth, which is enough
He is not an emperor who is obsessed with love, and he still carries the burden of Fengguo on his shoulders, so he will not be too painful
Guo Yuanju and Long Chuxia were drinking tea in the main hall, talking about the condition of Shen Guifei, Guo Yuanju sighed and said: "Your concubine Niangniang's health is very poor, she has been lacking sleep for a long time, lack of nutrition, her thoughts are confused, she often mumbles to herself, incoherent, and the minister suspects that she is suffering from madness."
Long Chuxia nodded, "I know what you said, this is a paranoia of murder in schizophrenia."
"Schizophrenic delusion of victimization?" Guo Yuanju was slightly stunned
"Delusion is one of the most common symptoms of schizophrenia, can appear a variety of delusions, some patients are very prominent delusions in the early stage of the disease, patients may be suspicious of some obviously unreasonable ideas, with the development of the disease, and the pathological beliefs are integrated, they can't identify Shen Guifei because they have been killed before, they have not been able to let go, plus there are multiple pregnancies in the womb, I have never tried that someone can give birth to the fetus safely, this is like a spell shrouded in her heart, she is too stressed, Mentally nervous for a long time, she always felt that someone was going to hurt her, and over time, she believed in her own thoughts, when the women in the whole palace were enemies! Long Chuxia explained simply
Guo Yuanju looked at Long Chuxia with appreciation: "Queen Mother, it's really a waste for you not to be a doctor!" ”
Long Chuxia smiled: "I heard you call me the Queen Mother, I'm really not used to it, you still call me Chuxia!" ”
Yuan Yuan Guo shook his head: "That's not possible, you are now the queen mother of the emperor's own title, all of them are titles, why bother?" ”
"What's wrong with you and me? Besides, I, the Queen Mother, won't be doing it for long, and you know, I have my own things to do! In those years, Guo Yuanju has always been by her side, and he knows her identity
"Well, in short, no matter what, if you still remember the minister, come back to see the minister all the time!" Guo Yuan was reluctant to say it
Long Chuxia smiled lightly: "Don't worry, I will come back every year in the future, if you can let go of the things in this palace, you can also go out with me for a walk, you hang the pot to help the world, I will kill the demons, let's go together with father and daughter!" ”
Guo Yuan's sentence burst into tears, "You treat me as a father? ”
"Yes!" Dragon early summer road
Guo Yuanju breathed a sigh of relief, "Over the years, you are also my only daughter!" The two talked about Doudou again, Doudou is now married to Lord Lin, the deputy commander of the palace guards, and has a group of children
The two looked at each other and smiled, and all kinds of the past seemed to be still in their hearts, but in the blink of an eye, eighteen years had passed
With Guo Yuan taking care of Shen Guifei, Long Chuxia was at ease for a while, so she called Ah San back and asked him to stay in the palace, and she and Qi Ning broke into this Lotus Sect branch together
The fire demon also restrained his temperament, and went to him to see Hanako, but forgot the past grievances, the two talked and laughed, Hanako Zhen quietly said to Long Chuxia: "The fire demon's temperament has changed a lot, and it is not as hard as it used to be!" ”
Long Chuxia glanced at the fire demon and said with some relief: "Well, he has indeed changed a lot over the years, and his temperament is not so violent, but he has not yet reached the ideal in my heart."
"Don't ask too much, that's already good!" Hanako smiled slightly, and glanced at the fire demon again
The fire demon also knew that Long Chuxia and Hanako were really talking about him, so he looked back at Long Chuxia and said, "I know you said you can't do without me, I'm very important to you!" ”
Long Chuxia's face twitched slightly, and as soon as he praised him twice, he farts again