Chapter 63: A New Beginning

Xiang Yihan really waited until Ying Liang returned to the hospital before going to sleep, during this period, her parents came a few times, and when they saw her soulless, they didn't say much, but just told her to rest early.

When the pointer was almost eleven, Ying Liang hurried to the hospital, and the rest of the people in the ward were already asleep, and the sound of continuous breathing seemed to be extremely lonely to the lamp on Yihan's head.

"I'm sorry I'm late." Ying Liang rushed back after sending Ying Chen, his face was full of exhaustion, and a little green scum appeared on his chin.

Xiang Yihan Ying Liang could never lose her temper, she tried to get up from the hospital bed, but was pressed back by Ying Liang: "Don't move, if you need anything, just tell me, the doctor said, you need bed rest these days." ”

Xiang Yihan's heart was soft, she looked at the busy Ying Liang stupidly, she suddenly wanted time to stop at this moment, Ying Liang was just her own Ying Liang, and she didn't have to think about those messy troubles anymore.

"Ying Liang, when you go back, do you see Wu Wei?" Xiang Yihan knew that asking this question would make her look very stingy, but in the few hours that Ying Liang was away, she really wanted to know what he had done.

A is so big and so small, as long as he wants to meet, how can he not meet Wu Wei?

Ying Liang's eyes froze slightly, and he quickly covered up the past with a smile, and he replied in a low voice: "No, I just went back to take a shower, and came back after saying a few words to the people in the dormitory." ”

Xiang Yihan nodded contentedly, she didn't care if Ying Liang told a lie, as long as Ying Liang was willing to explain to her, she would believe it unconditionally.

As the night deepened, Ying Liang spread out the folding bed of the family members on the side and leaned against the foot of Xiang Yihan's bed, ready to survive this long dark night.

The folding bed was narrow and hard, Ying Liang couldn't even stretch his legs when he lay on it, he couldn't sleep on his side after tossing and turning, he got up quietly, walked to the balcony at the end of the corridor, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, took a deep breath, and raised his head to the night sky and spit out a large white smoke ring.

Ying Liang didn't like smoking before, and even hated the smell of smoke. But since that incident, he suddenly discovered that this small tobacco was actually a good medicine that could temporarily disconnect him from reality. Ying Chen is right, only lonely people like to smoke, because they all burn silently in a place where others can't see.

The invisible pain is unforgettable.

When Ying Liang got up and went out, Xiang Yihan woke up, to be precise, she didn't fall asleep at all. Ying Liang needed to survive the long dark night, and the same was true for her. She was especially afraid that as soon as she opened her eyes tomorrow, Ying Liang would be gone.

Xiang Yihan saw Ying Liang go out, and he slowly got up from the bed and followed him cautiously. The hospital corridor was quiet, and Xiang Yihan's leg injury ached faintly, but she was not at ease, so she gritted her teeth and walked to the balcony with Ying Liang.

His movements were smooth, and Xiang Yihan's heart seemed to be pinched by something, and he couldn't breathe for a long time.

Ying Liang in the past was never like this.

A cigarette was quickly smoked, and Ying Liang skillfully extinguished the remaining spark with his foot, half-leaning on the railing, his head bowed as if he was thinking about something. What the. The hazy moonlight sprinkled on his black shirt, and for a moment, Xiang Yihan even felt that he would grow a pair of huge wings, and then flew away in the moonlight.

"Ying Liang." Xiang Yihan panicked in her heart, and the weightlessness of uneasiness made her unable to help but speak.

Ying Liang thought seriously, and didn't pay attention to her following behind him all the time, and saw her wearing a hospital gown, standing weakly against the wall, and hurriedly walked over to support her: "Why did you come out?" Didn't you tell you to stay in bed? ”

Xiang Yihan leaned softly in his arms, sniffing the faint smell of tobacco on his clothes, the uneasiness just now disappeared in an instant, and her voice was soft, like a feather carried by the breeze: "When I opened my eyes, I was scared to see that you were not there." ”

Ying Liang knew what she was afraid of, reached out to arrange her coat, and comforted her: "I can't sleep, I'm afraid of disturbing you, so I'll go out for a walk." I didn't expect it to bother you. I'm sorry. ”

In Ying Liang's words, every sentence was cautious, but the more careful he was, the more Xiang Yihan could feel the strangeness in it, although he was very close to him, but she just couldn't feel a trace of warmth.

"Don't say you're sorry. Ying Liang, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry. I know you don't like me, and you take such good care of me because I fell down the stairs. I just saw you smoking, I think you should have a lot of things on your mind to be like this, Ying Liang, I don't want to see you unhappy. Xiang Yihan bit his lip, his eyes were full of stubbornness, "You go, I won't blame you." ”

Ying Liang is not stupid, at this time, how could he really turn around and leave.

As if he hadn't heard what Xiang Yihan was saying, he grabbed her shoulders and slowly carried her to the ward.

Where is Xiang Yihan willing to go, she grabbed the railing on the side, her eyes were red, Chu Chu looked pitiful like a little pet who was afraid of being abandoned by her owner, her voice had a hint of crying, looked at Ying Liang and said: "I really don't want to force you, I just want you to be happy." ”

Ying Liang also let go of his hand, lowered his head and said lightly: "I'm not unhappy." Don't think about it. ”

"Do you like me, then?" Xiang Yihan gritted his teeth, and finally asked the question he knew the answer to.

Sometimes, I know the answer, but I still don't want to ask the answer, just like those who are willing to buy lottery tickets, knowing that the very small possibility will not happen to them, and they are not willing to give up the slightest opportunity to change.

Ying Liang is a big gamble for Xiang Yihan, as long as she has the opportunity, she will gamble everything she has.

"It's late, you really need to go back and rest, there are still a lot of checks to do tomorrow, don't affect it." Ying Liang deliberately diverted the topic, he has never been very good at talking, although he knows what Xiang Yihan wants to hear now, but he still can't speak.

Even if it's just a white lie, he doesn't want to say it.

"I know, Ying Liang, I know everything." Xiang Yihan smiled dismally, but the tears fell uncontrollably, "I know you don't like me." You've always liked Wu Wei. But it doesn't matter, I don't mind this, I just hope that your heart, when you like Wu Wei, can leave a little space for me. When you're thinking about her, can you miss me a little bit? I don't want much, a little is enough. ”

Ying Liang stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and said softly, "Yihan, it's time to go back and rest." I'll talk about that later. ”

Xiang Yihan felt bitter in his heart, in Ying Liang's heart, Wu Wei was really a secret that could not be touched or said.

She walked towards Ying Liang quickly, stretched out her hand, hugged Ying Liang tightly from the back, and pressed her newly cried face against Ying Liang's back, she said, "Ying Liang, can you try not to push me away?" I really, really like you very much. ”

Ying Liang sighed heavily from his heart, and slowly turned around, his voice was so low that he was almost inaudible: "Got it." ”

That night was the best night Xiang Yihan slept on.

also slept sweetly, as well as Cheng Qingyu.

As soon as he arrived at the dormitory, he received a call from Wu Wei, she seemed a little embarrassed, and there were roommates' voices of encouragement on the side, he listened carefully, and when his hand was about to be numb, he finally heard Wu Weitian's sweet voice: "Cheng Qingyu, tomorrow, do you have time?" ”

"Yes, my fairy lord summons, how dare I not accompany me?" Cheng Qingyu was suddenly in a good mood, he walked to the window, looked at the moonlight outside the window, and his heart was as sweet as eating honey.

"Well, let's start dating tomorrow."