76 I can't help myself

When Bai Ye told me that the special forces Chen Mu was dead, and I was the real Chen Mu, his master, my heart exploded instantly, and I felt that every blood vessel in my body was about to burst, and an indescribable feeling of swelling enveloped my whole body, making me feel like I was about to suffocate to death.

I opened my mouth wide and looked at Bai Ye in disbelief, I supported myself with the only remaining lucid consciousness, paying very careful attention to every subtle detail of Bai Ye's face, I wanted to use the knowledge of psychology and micro-expressions that I had learned to judge whether Bai Ye was lying to me or not.

In the end, my intuition and intuitive judgment told me that Bai Ye was not lying, at least in his eyes, I was the real killer Chen Mu.

Soon Bai Ye spoke to me again: "Chen Mu, I didn't want to tell you about this now, because it will definitely affect your emotions and affect the trajectory of your life. And your current identity as a police officer is very good, whether it is for your whole mood and future, or for our exploration, it is very beneficial, so I don't want to tell you your true identity, causing you to lose control of your emotions, and finally expose flaws on the police side, affecting our entire layout. ”

After listening to Bai Ye's explanation, the shock in my heart became more and more serious, because listening to Bai Ye's meaning, it seemed that I deliberately went undercover to the police, in order to facilitate me and Bai Ye to find out some secrets, what made me even more frightened was that looking at Bai Ye's tone, it seemed that I also knew about this undercover operation at the beginning? Because he used the word 'we' more than once.

I'd love to ask Bai Ye about these details, and let him explain them to me. But I can't ask, because I've already asked three questions, and Bai Ye has always been a cold guy who doesn't like other people's inches, and I'm afraid that because of my own mouth, it will backfire.

I didn't think about it, but Bai Ye quickly took the initiative to continue to say to me: "Actually, we know the existence of this special forces Chen Mu, who looks the same as you, before Fang Qinghe had this to let him replace you and do your undercover plan, we already knew about the existence of this Chen Mu, so we know that the police will definitely have this decision, so we naturally have a countermeasure, and this countermeasure is also something you came up with, that is, to go the opposite way, and go undercover on the police side in turn." This plan is very bold, but this is exactly your style, in fact, as early as when Fang Qinghe summoned that special soldier Chen Mu and gave him an undercover mission, that special soldier Chen Mu at that time was already you. And the real special soldier Chen Mu has been secretly replaced by you, captured by our organization, and then subjected to drugs and multiple mental treatments, we used hypnosis and other means to make him mistakenly think that he is you, but this is only short-lived, this special soldier Chen Mu is not simple, so we finally had to force his drug to become a person with mental problems. Then let him participate in the operation, and finally let him be secretly captured by Fang Qinghe and them, you have also seen the video of the brain surgery treatment before. Fang Qinghe and the others thought that the captured 'killer Chen Mu' had suffered brain trauma because of them, so they tried brain surgery, but they didn't know that it was what we did. In the end, they punished this special soldier with laser decapitation, but they didn't know that in the end they killed their own people, and the real you really broke into the police station and wandered under Fang Qinghe's nose. ”

After listening to Bai Ye's words, this time I was completely shocked, Bai Ye's words seemed to be light, but I heard the whole person surging in the dark, this sounds simply too thrilling, it is simply beyond the infernal affairs of the movie.

And what makes me feel even more unbelievable is that the initiator of this terrifying Infernal Affairs plan in Bai Ye's mouth is actually me?

Then the question arises, since I sound like the creator of this plan, I am a terrorist who is enough to play with a big man of Fang Qinghe's level, why don't I know anything about this? And what kind of organization does the so-called we, the so-called organization, refer to, is it the 'Avengers' in the murder game case?

I'm ready to let go of it, no matter what the restriction of only being able to ask three questions, I must ask the doubts in my heart.

But Bai Ye didn't need me to ask, so he took the initiative to tell me. It seems that as a cold guy, he doesn't want his words to become jokes, he said that I can only ask three questions, then it can only be three. But he still wanted to tell me the truth, so he took the initiative to tell me before I asked, and that was not his answer to my question.

I have to say that Bai Ye really understands me, and we seem to have a heart, which makes me believe his words more and think that we may really be a pair of partners.

White Night said: "You and I are both Avengers, but in fact, it's not quite, I both have our own secrets. And this secret is hidden in the place where you and the policeman named Kanazawa went to the bottom of the well before, and as for the specific secret, I can't tell you now, because even I don't know much about it, and I was taken there by you, and I know how mysterious it is. And before you separated from me and went to the police, you told me that you may become completely different in the future, you may become a different you, and there may even be more than one, and you may even become several of them, but no matter what you become, even if you don't know me anymore, you don't know anyone anymore, even if you really have amnesia and forget everything, and become a policeman, you make me to follow you secretly at all times, because you may become useless, and you have no ability and ability, You need my covert protection. Therefore, my mission has always been to accompany you, keep you safe, and find out your true identity. Because even you don't know who you really are, who your biological parents are, and that's what you want to figure out the most. Because you said that if a man doesn't even know where he came from or where he's going, then he doesn't deserve to live in this world. ”

After listening to Bai Ye's long explanation, I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time. This is so much information that even a smart person like me can't handle it smoothly for a while.

But I soon reacted, and one of the most important pieces of information was that before I participated in this so-called undercover plan, from the killer Chen Mu to the special forces Chen Mu, I had imagined that I might become the current dick, and I predicted all this, and even knew that I would always live as a police officer.

It sounds incredible, and I feel like it's impossible.

But I believe in the words of the white night, and it seems to be the case. And I quickly gave myself an explanation in my heart, I thought that I might have taken some kind of mental medicine to completely escape from the shadow of the killer Chen Mu, and the words I said to Bai Ye should be a side effect of this drug. Of course, it's more likely that in addition to me and White Night, there should be a third-party character who made me what I am now.

Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of something, and then I immediately asked Bai Ye, "Bai Ye, since there is more than one me who looks the same in the world, how do you tell which one is mine?" Didn't you suspect that the real me was dead? It's like a game within a game, but in fact, I'm really a special soldier Chen Mu? ”

Bai Ye quickly said to me directly: "To be honest, at first I was skeptical, but then I gave up because it didn't make sense, I believe you. And before you chose not to be the killer Chen Mu anymore, you said a word to me. You said that as long as it is the person who survives in the end who looks like you, it is you. Because you will always be the strongest, and only you deserve to survive. ”

Hearing Bai Ye's words, my heart suddenly tightened, and I secretly said that I had such domineering self-confidence?

And only the one who survives in the end is the real me, why do I think this sentence sounds like there is a deeper meaning?

And Bai Ye quickly said to me: "Chen Mu, time is running out, and it is not appropriate to stay here for a long time." Now that I have told you about your situation, you must digest this news and not be affected. You are still Officer Chen, and you will continue to live your life as if I had never told you anything. But you must remember that the reason why you are living the way you are is because you have chosen this path a long time ago. And the road we are taking now, the final thing to do, is to find out who you are, there is more than one person who looks like you, so this matter has become more and more serious. ”

After listening to Bai Ye's words, I immediately nodded, he was right, this is really important, because listening to Bai Ye's meaning, like this recent case of some sex reassignment experiment, even Bai Ye is not a participant, he is actually an investigator, he doesn't really know everything. And when it's out of our control, that's when the crisis really comes.

Then Bai Ye said to me again: "Then I have to leave first, I have to lock down the whereabouts of that evil desire first, he is an important role." And you take this rhombic stab back to the police station, and you have to give the police clues, because we still need their help. You have to find out the DNA of the blood of evil lust on this thorn and see if its DNA is the same as yours. ”

After saying that, Bai Ye turned around and left.

But before he disappeared, he suddenly turned his head to look at me again, and then whispered to me: "Chen Mu, I gave you the opportunity to choose at the beginning, and you yourself want to continue on this path. Now, it's either to continue or to die, because it's no longer possible. ”

Listening to Bai Ye's words, I had a palpitation again, I don't know the specific meaning of Bai Ye, but I understand that Bai Ye must have some other clues that I haven't told me, maybe this so-called involuntary body comes from the real mastermind behind the scenes, if I choose to quit now, maybe today is my death.