Chapter 0862 - Something Else
Everything, it seems that there is an answer here!
Why didn't the Heavenly Dao Alliance kill me when I was still weak? Just by virtue of the grievances and hatred between the Ge family and the Heavenly Dao Alliance, it is already destined to grow a backbone in my backbone, as long as I am strong, as long as I grow up, the truth will come out sooner or later, at that time, even if it is out of the mission given to me by the family, I will definitely rebel, but they don't kill me, they didn't start at the best time to get rid of me, in the final analysis, is it not to raise me into a tiger, and then give Tsing Yi to step on?
My value, in the eyes of the Heavenly Dao Alliance, is only one - to step on Tsing Yi!
A person who is born with the function of perfecting others, that is, for others to step on......
Such a fate is placed on me, should I sing a long song and cry or laugh at the madness? Or is that the fate of crying but not crying, laughing but not laughing is a portrayal of my life?!
And what about Tsing Yi?
His kindness to me is all to make me grow up, and then step on me, stepping on my blood and bones step by step?
I sat on the ground in despair, and my mind was like a slideshow, replaying the bits and pieces of my time with Tsing Yi, the laughter between us, the crying between us, the weal and suffering between us, and the life-and-death struggle between us.
Little by little, everything flashed through my mind.
My strength is also disappearing little by little.
Is all this true?
I thought of the battle with Tsing Yi on the top of Huashan, when my blade pierced his chest, the sound of bone cracking still echoes in my ears, at that time, he had no resentment in his eyes, only relief, there were countless times, those eyes were stirring in my dreams, at that time, he seemed to really use his own blood and bones, full loyalty, and also gave an explanation to the world, in comparison, I was so selfish and ugly.
At that time, his expression didn't look like a fake!
To this day, because of the look on his face, I still doubt everything.
If all this is a bureau, then, Tsing Yi's scheming and the city government are inevitably too terrible, at least, his acting skills, I'm afraid even the Oscar actor can't compare, I really responded to that sentence, life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills, he has been acting since he knew me, and he has been acting so realistically, he himself is too deep in the play, just like the sentence that someone said - the person who acts is a madman, and the person who watches the play is a fool.
In the final decisive battle at the top of Huashan, he was still a madman, and I was still a fool.
Isn't all this enough to show how terrible he is?
This is simply not something that one person can do, and the aspect of precise calculation is simply a machine.
However, if Tsing Yi's righteousness and feelings for me are true, his performance is natural, and it can be said that it has passed, then the question arises again, how to explain everything that seems to be taken for granted but is actually very ordinary?
I am immersed in right and wrong, and I can't extricate myself.
My mother may have seen my struggle at a glance, hesitated for a moment, and whispered next to me: "Tsing Yi may not know all this himself, he was kind to you at the beginning, it is very likely that he received an order from the Heavenly Dao League, and it was the Heavenly Dao League that asked him to help the widow of the Ge family, and he accumulated a deep relationship with you bit by bit during the mission." In other words, he is also a chess piece controlled by the Heavenly Dao Alliance, you are all a chess piece controlled by the Heavenly Dao Alliance, and the righteousness between you is formed in the conspiracy of the Heavenly Dao Alliance! In the end, the crazy confrontation between you also came to that point in the conspiracy of the Heavenly Dao Alliance! The mastermind behind everything is the Heavenly Dao Alliance. ”
Speaking of this, my mother looked at me deeply, suddenly raised her hand and touched my face lightly, her hand was a little cold, and then said to me very seriously: "But, you know, no matter what, all this is useless now, do you understand what I mean?" ”
I smiled wryly and nodded.
Of course I know what my mother is saying.
Tsing Yi, no matter what, for me, is already a thing of the past, and now fate has pushed us to the point of irreconcilability, after all, there is only one way left for you to live and die. Assuming that my mother's guess is correct, and Tsing Yi himself doesn't know all this, then, I ran to tell him that the two of us should stop fighting, fight back and forth, and in the end, we will fulfill the Heavenly Dao Alliance and let their conspiracy succeed, will he believe it? Obviously, he won't believe it. Moreover, it is clear that he now has his own goal, I don't kill him, he kills me, it's fate.
As fate would have it, we were destined to trample on each other, and neither of us could save each other. No matter what, it can't change the fact that in the end he wants to step on my blood and bones to fulfill himself, and I don't like to make wedding dresses for others, let alone become a tragedy, so ...... You can only fight him to the death!
We have only one choice - to kill each other.
"I have one more question."
I said in a deep voice: "Mom, I told you about Zhou Shen's operator, when I was first entangled by the smiling corpse, he once divined a hexagram for me and brought disaster to himself. I think he must have done the impossible thing with a crippled body at that time, and he was robbed in the end, but at that time, after he divined a hexagram for me, he directly asked me to find Zhang Jinya! Zhou Shen's operator is my grandfather's best friend, it is impossible not to know these circumstances, but he still asked me to find Zhang Jinya, this is not clear for me to walk to Tsing Yi's side? That's a bit unreasonable! ”
"Shiya! Fate! ”
My mother smiled softly and bitterly: "You must know that not only Tsing Yi is the person who bears the mandate of heaven and is born in response to the catastrophe, but you are also the person who was born in response to the catastrophe, but your destiny is hazy and vague, it may be that the meaning is too big, even if you touch the bones of the sky, you can't touch it, it is also possible, your destiny is still variable, everything is ambiguous, not settled, in short, wrapped in a layer of fog!" But needless to say, you came into this world with your own mission! Fate is an irresistible thing, you come with a mission, and in the end it is impossible to leave office easily, that is, no matter what, you will eventually embark on your own destiny! I think, when you meet the smiling corpse, it should be when you start your mission, you just embarked on your own path, and it has nothing to do with Tsing Yi, you are not his companion, on the contrary, he wants to go up, so he must step on you! When you start your mission, everything will naturally follow, and when you meet Tsing Yi, it's just a matter of time, who let me fail to kill him back then? Zhou Shen's operator also knew all this, and finally decided to let you go to Zhang Jinya and take the initiative to find Tsing Yi! In the game of fate, a first opportunity is very important, you take the initiative to find him, so the current situation is formed, at least you are still pressing him, if he comes to you first, that is he seized the opportunity, maybe today's situation, is a different look, you may really become his stepping stone.
Since it is destined, it is better to let everything come sooner!
Zhou Shensuan's original arrangement has far-reaching implications, and you may not have realized it! ”
At this point, my mother took my hand and dragged me to my feet: "Let's go, I'll take you to pay homage to a legend." ”
Legend?
Who?
I was stunned, who else is here?
Subconsciously, I turned my head to look, only to find that on my left, there was a door, before all my attention was focused on my mother, naturally ignoring the surrounding environment, and now when I turned around, I found that there was something else in the main burial chamber.
And my mother dragged me through the door.
"The pawn who crossed the river doesn't look back, you are now the pawn who crossed the river, there are many murderous opportunities, and you move forward alone, so if you are strong yourself, it is the most important thing, it just so happens that I have a method here to help you!"
My mother whispered, then turned to look at me, "But before that, you should pay a visit to this senior." ”
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