(Girls' Literature)

Mom wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued to put vegetables into my and Li Yunxiang's bowls, "Come, child, you eat more, eat more and be in good health, everything is still hopeful!" "I understand the meaning of my mother's words, although she didn't say anything to me, but I think she still knows what happened in the provincial capital in the past few days, even if she is not completely clear, she must understand that Li Yunxiang and I have also encountered certain difficulties.

Sometimes, being a mother is like this, even if she understands something, but she will still choose to keep silent, my mother, sometimes because she cares too much about other people's emotions, so she always likes to swallow some of her own words into her stomach, I understand that her heart must be worried about me, but I don't tell her something, she still likes to be selectively buried in her heart, pity the world's parents! She must have known that there was something hidden in my heart, but she wouldn't say anything anyway!

At night, my mother and I sat in the room, and Li Yunxiang had fallen asleep gently! Mom took my hand, "Xiaoya, come, now it's just the two of us!" Mom's hand, just holding mine, I looked at her with tears on her face, "Mom, I ......" in front of her, I am even more undisguised Taoism, in front of her, I am almost a transparent person, her eyes are very strong, can easily see everything around me, even if the disguise is perfect, in her eyes, it must be invisible!

I can also completely see through my heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and kidneys, and when I heard her softer and sad words, the tide in my heart began to surge! My emotions are already very uncontrollable, Mom, what else do I have to hide for you?

"Child, you were born to me, you have something in your heart, I can definitely see it at a glance......" my mother helped me cut my hair, "My daughter must have been wronged!" "God, I secretly smiled bitterly in my heart, this is not just being wronged, this is simply suffering a catastrophe! Mother Li dissipated in front of our eyes, like a butterfly, fluttering down from the roof!

Every time I think of that scene, the blood vessels in my heart always start to tighten involuntarily! It's a really uncomfortable feeling! In front of my mother, I was hiding my emotions for so many days, and finally I couldn't help but explode, and it was like a torrent, I couldn't stop exploding, I controlled it for so long, I tried so hard for so many days to seal my emotions.

But I still couldn't hold back, or just exploded completely, sometimes, these emotions seemed to be hidden by the flood of the mountain stream, because of the control of the barrage, so I temporarily sealed, but now the barrage was so completely washed away! This may be the strength of family affection, and it is also the true love that can crush people!

My emotions began to flood completely, completely! "Okay, girl, cry out, mom knows you've been wronged....... mom patted me on the back! I lay in my mother's arms, which I have been so familiar with since I was a child, like a cloud, a ball of soft cotton, more like a shallow lake! Mom, in your eyes and in your heart, I think I'll always be that kid who doesn't grow up, right? But if Mom had to give me a choice, I would like to stay in your warm embrace for the rest of my life, which is my haven and the beginning of the warm part of my memory, where I have my first memories.

That night, I sat with my mother and talked a lot, and I poured everything these days into my mother, and she sat next to me and listened quietly. In front of her, there is no concealment or any reservation, and this feeling is only understood by the two of us! "Hey, Yaya, no matter what, you and Yunxiang still have to go down, it's just that Yunxiang's child is too pitiful, he was originally so pampered and pampered, but he couldn't withstand the middle of the family, so his mother also went to ......"

Mom couldn't stop sighing, "But child, since you have chosen two people to be together, then let's be together, not for anything else, just for the relationship between you before, and take good care of this relationship, you know?" Mom patted me on the shoulder, and I nodded heavily, "Mom, I will, don't worry!" The mother nodded with satisfaction, "My daughter I know that if she is so kind, God will definitely favor her in the future, I believe that all this is really only temporary, really only temporary......"

Yes, I also believe, I believe that all this will really get better, I believe that all this is really only temporary, I also believe that we will be happier and happier in the future, my road will be wider and wider, and I believe even more that I will let my mother live a happy life! At night, I looked at Li Yunxiang's sleeping appearance, and I slowly fell asleep! Things are going to be fine, no matter how bad they are now, at least they won't be worse than they are now!

Early the next morning, Li Yunxiang and I brought some food and came to my father's grave! The cemetery was still full of clouds and mist, and there were hardly any people here early in the morning! There is only the fog that permeates this cemetery, and the crisp pines and cypresses and green bamboos planted around the cemetery!

Maybe it's been a long time since I've come to my father's grave, I saw some dead branches and fallen leaves on the tombstone, and I was going to clean up my father, but Li Yunxiang was one step ahead of me, "Don't do it, I'll come......" He said, and began to clean up these things! "Dad, I haven't come to see you for a long time, I don't know if you still remember me ......" Li Yunxiang began to clean up the dead branches and fallen leaves in front of his father's grave, while reading in his mouth, I stood quietly on the side, just listening to him say slowly! Although he and his father have only met once, they have a special relationship between the two.

The melon and fruit tribute was placed in front of my father's grave, and I lit an incense! It was respectfully inserted into the incense burner in front of the tomb. "I'll light another cigarette for our dad!" Li Yunxiang said, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit it like this, I looked at his respectful appearance and couldn't tell what it felt like for a while! "Dad, I'm really sorry I didn't get to see you for the last time......"

I looked at Li Yunxiang, his eyes were red, I remembered the first time he met his father, the two of them chatted happily, I still remember my father's eager eyes when he talked to him, and that complicated emotions! Also, when my father got on the train, Li Yunxiang held my father's hand like this, and my father's eyes were a little complicated and said, "You have to take care of my girl......." Thinking of this, my heart began to sour! No matter what time it is, I won't forget it!

"Dad, come, you smoke......" Li Yunxiang said, put the cigarette in front of Dad, then picked up the wine bottle and poured wine on it! You come to have a drink again, this time it's a pity that we didn't drink, Dad, I feel sorry for you, when you died of old age, I couldn't be by your side, I'm sorry......"

Li Yunxiang squatted on the ground as he spoke, and began to whisper, his voice became lower and lower, and I watched him slowly squat on the ground, the incense was burning like this, and I could smell the unique aroma, and I could smell it clearly, the smell of wine and tobacco was mixed and drilled straight into my nostrils. When the incense burned out, Li Yunxiang and I packed up our things and started walking home.

"Yaya......" He held my hand tightly, and I turned my head and looked at him steadily, "I must treat you well!" As he spoke, he held my hand so hard that I could clearly see that his knuckles were starting to turn white, and they were white and blue, and it seemed that he had really used a lot of strength. Was he afraid that I would disappear so suddenly, or was he really afraid?

I also held his hand, the fog in the early morning was still a little big, I just carried him like this, slowly walked on the way home, and suddenly felt that my heart was really warm, very warm, and very comfortable, I think this still has a lot to do with Li Yunxiang and I together, isn't it? "Okay, I trust you!"

The days of the Chinese New Year are so short, and sometimes, the beautiful moments are short-lived, aren't they? Just like that, my mother put me and Li Yunxiang in the car back to the city! "When you get there, you must call your mother!" I nodded, looked at my mother under the car, tears rolling in my eyes. "Also, you don't want to make money or die, your body is important......." Well, although my mother always repeats these words over and over again, I still think her repetition of these words is still more meaningful! Isn't it?

"Okay, Mom, got it, you can go back quickly......" I wiped the tears from my face! Mom nodded, and finally the car started, and Mom's figure became smaller and smaller until she couldn't see it anymore.