Chen Xiangxiang didn't give me a chance to defend myself, and her last sentence made me particularly uncomfortable.

She said: "Bai Ziran, you are really a heartless person. ”

After saying this, she walked away without looking back.

I stood in front of the window in a daze, looking at Chen Xiangxiang's stubborn and bleak back downstairs.

It is somewhat similar to Qiao Zimo.

I asked myself in my heart, "Am I really a heartless person?" Joe Motha ......"

I don't dare to think of that answer, since we were young, we have never been in harmony with each other.

Qiao Zimo is the most familiar person in this world except for my father and my mother.

I thought I knew him well, but now that I think about it, I don't really know him.

That night, I had insomnia, a question that had been bothering me and I couldn't think of an answer.

Teacher Xie sat in front of the window to correct homework, and I walked over.

"Mom......"

She turned her head: "What's the matter?" Such an emotional mom made me goosebumps, first of all, don't sensationalize me, I'm not very good at that thing. ”

In the past, I used to call her Teacher Xie, unless I asked for money or asked her to do so.

"I'm not very good at that stuff either, I just have a question and want you to help me answer it."

Teacher Xie put down his work and looked at me very seriously.

"There are girls in my family who have just grown up, and there should be a lot of doubts that need to be answered. Come on, your mom and I might not have a better answer. ”

"I, Qiao Zimo, he left suddenly, I should be happy, why am I a little uncomfortable?"

Teacher Xie straightened out my messy hair.

"I really don't have an answer to this question, you need to taste it yourself."

I wet my eyes: "Seeing him so melancholy, I just feel a little uncomfortable in my heart." ”

Teacher Xie: "Of course, if this kind of thing happens in the Qiao family, it will be uncomfortable for anyone." If you feel this way, it shows that you are a kind person. Go to sleep, just get some sleep. ”

I didn't get the answer I wanted, and I wasn't too reconciled.

"Mom, you say, does Qiao Zimo like me?"

Mr. Xie's answer was very official: "I think he likes you, but he just likes it, it's a very pure like." ”

After returning to school, Xiangxiang and I were strangers for quite a long time.

Seriously, it was the lowest time I've had in more than a decade.

The four-person study group walked and scattered, falling apart.

My whole person is also a lot decadent, and I hold Qiao Zimo's exercise book all day long.

In the first mock test, I fell behind a bit and fell directly into the bottom 20 of the class.

Chen Xiangxiang also fell very badly, and she was behind me.

For this reason, Teacher Song Yusong specially talked to the two of us.

He asked the two of us directly, do you want him to arrange two mutual aid partners?

Chen Xiangxiang and I said "no" in unison.

Teacher Song sighed: "Two classmates, people always have to look forward. Teacher Song is from the past, and when you reach my age, you will find that everything that was thought to be a big thing at the time is just a small thing the size of a sesame mung bean. If the fate comes, it gathers, and if the fate goes, it is a strange road. ”

Coming out of Mr. Song's office, Chen Xiangxiang, who had been in a cold war with me for a long time, pulled me to the Qingshui River and took a few turns.

She said: "Teacher Song is right, if you come to the fate, you will gather, and if you come to the fate, you will scatter, if the fate is lacking, it is a strange road." Even if Qiao Zimo really likes you, I don't blame you, I have always been wishful thinking on my part with Qiao Zimo. Qiao Zimo said that even if there are only two people left in the world, I am still not his choice. For so long, I have figured out that the friendship between you and him that has grown up together since childhood, this friendship has been deeply ingrained, and it is not something that I can envy overnight, this is a friendship that I can't envy. Even if one day, the two of you really get along, I don't think it's that unusual. On the contrary, I will bless you. ”

Xiangxiang said a prophecy, I think the relationship between me and Qiao Zimo probably started on the day of my full moon, when he touched my hand and asked Aunt An to carry me back to their house.

I wet my eyes: "Xiangxiang, I, I don't know what to say?" ”

Xiangxiang was very arrogant, and took her scarf and raised it in the wind.

"Don't say anything, how can a mere Qiao Zimo be an obstacle to this indestructible friendship between me and you?"

I was so moved that I couldn't speak: "I ......"

"Bai Ziran, there are a lot of girls in our foreign Chinese language school!"

I nodded.

"We have a lot of girls in the third year of high school!"

I nodded desperately.

"There are a lot of girls in our class!"

Me: "Hmm. ”

"Why should you and I be inseparable friends and not someone else?"

I have a question mark on my face? I can't figure out why it's her.

"Just because I took an extra look at you in the crowd," she said. ”

I hammered her shoulder: "You melon woman." ”

She grinned and dodged.

"You're right, both of us are very melons, so we can be sisters who can't be beaten up."

That day, I picked a willow branch in the Qingshui River and threw it into the gurgling Qingshui River, and I swore that no matter whether I would meet the true destiny of my life in this life?

She, Chen Xiangxiang has always been my best friend.

That day, after Xiangxiang invited me to eat skewers on the street, the two of us went to the classroom and drove the night train.

I took out the exercise set that Qiao Zimo left for me, and the two of them were very serious.

The life of the third year of high school is hard, and everyone has a high stack of review materials on the desk, and the whole person is buried in the pile of books.

There are endless exercises every day, and as soon as this teacher walks on the front foot, the teacher comes in with a bunch of test questions on the back foot.

Anyway, you don't have time to relax and catch your breath.

Time seems to be in a flash, and the winter vacation is coming.

I thought that Qiao Zimo would at least return to the small town for the New Year.

But no, at that time, Uncle Qiao Dayu's case was still inconclusive.

Uncle Qiao Dayu is still missing, and my father Bai Jianjun often sighs, saying that most of Uncle Qiao is no longer in this world.

This year, fireworks and firecrackers began to be banned in the small town, and this year was particularly deserted.

Listening to Teacher Xie, Aunt An returned to Li'an Town for the New Year. She said that it would be good to go back for the New Year, so as not to have to see things and think about people in this city, which is strange and uncomfortable.

I actually had a lot of things to ask Qiao Zimo in my heart, but he was not there, and I felt more and more lost in my heart.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Mr. Xie and his family went to Peach Blossom Mountain to see the peach blossoms.

I'm not going to join in the fun.

I was bored in the house alone, and I wanted to ask Chen Xiangxiang out for a walk.

Chen Xiangxiang said that she was going back to her hometown with her family to pay New Year's greetings, so she didn't have to pay attention to me.

I felt more and more uncomfortable.