June 22, 2010, early summer. The lotus leaf skirt is cut in one color, and the hibiscus is open to both sides of the face. I was dumped by my first love, beaten by Xiao San'er, helped by my friend's ex-boyfriend, I got myself drunk, and then Shen Hanchang, who had been in love with me for three years, didn't look back at me after all.

Early the next morning, I woke up with a headache left over from a hangover. Everyone else is ready to go. The boss and Ah Fei and their fellow groups all chartered a car to go together, and Tang Mimi and I sent them to the car together. Through the window, Boss and Alfie waved at Mimi and me. My eyes were red again.

"Mimi, let's go, in this way, the boss and Ah Fei will be even more uncomfortable." I said, and Mimi nodded.

The last person to send is Tang Mimi, this little comic who has "lived" with me for four years, and "wonderful" exists in our college days. Although sometimes I am made to cry and laugh by her "big chest and no brain", I am still so reluctant to separate from her.

"Mimi, you must take good care of yourself." I said, Tang Mimi is really strong, she carries a big outdoor bag on her back, pulls a trolley case in her left hand, and hangs two duffel bags on her right arm, just like the weight-bearing training mode of special forces.

"Yaya, you too, you have to remember, if someone bullies you in the future, no matter where I am, as long as you make a phone call, I will definitely rush back and sit on him to death." Mimi said and suddenly hugged me, "Don't think about that scumbag anymore." "She's a little crying.

I watched Mimi get on the bus, and by this point, all my dear friends had left school. Slowly pacing back to the dormitory, passing by the garden, there seems to be a scene of us taking a group photo on the bench, the lotus pond, and the figure of us reading together in the morning. Well, now it's all gone. My sisters, I can't smell you anymore.

I bought a pack of cigarettes when I walked to the commissary. I don't know why I suddenly want to smoke now, but I haven't tried it before. When I entered the dormitory, I couldn't tell what it felt like, but I was the only living creature left in the huge dormitory.

The lively scene of the past is gone, and I don't think I can get used to the smell of cigarettes, and I am choked sadly. I don't know what my mother will think when she sees this scene, her good daughter, who has always been proud, is now sitting here smoking, she should faint. The phone rang and the rented van had gone downstairs. I pulled up the box, picked up the package and walked downstairs.

The driver is a very enthusiastic person and has been helping me with my luggage. After loading and getting on the bus, I took one last look at the dormitory building. Don't be, today we have been completely packed and thrown out by the school. As soon as I turned my eyes, I saw Li Yunxiang standing in front of his BMW X5, looking at me thoughtfully. Hey, what is this guy doing here today? Xiaoyu has left, is he here to remember the old man? Or do you want me to pay back the money I took yesterday's bath?

Mom, I'm currently getting rid of the rent, and I have 200 oceans left on my body, and after paying it all back to you, I'm still having a fart this month. Anyway, I have already told him that I want to pay in installments, and I guess he will not force me to pay a debt. But step by step, he came up to me, and I wished there was a "pea shooter" in front of me, spitting out bullets and knocking his head off.

"Where did you rent your house?" He asked.

"The Happy New Village of Dongfang Street." I said, "Well, I don't have enough money to pay you back for the time being, you wait until I get a job......"

"I already said yesterday that you don't care about the money, get out of the car, I'll send you there." He motioned for me to get out of the car.

"I really don't need to, I can do it myself." I say. "Li Yunxiang, thank you really yesterday."

He pondered for a moment and raised his head: "Okay then, stay safe on the road." Then he got on the ground without looking back, and went away.

"Girl, is this your classmate?" The driver asked me. I nodded. "The young man is very handsome, driving this kind of car, the family should be quite rich, I think others are not bad, if you can grasp it, you can grasp it." He continued, I smiled and didn't answer.

It takes about 40 minutes to drive to Xingfu New Village. This house was found by Shen Hanchang and me before. Because it is close to the city center, the transportation is also relatively convenient, and the rent is not expensive, only about 300 yuan a month. However, I was still a little resistant to the crowded crowds, narrow streets, loud street vendors, and such a noisy environment, but there was no way, in this city where every inch of land was valuable, this was the only place for graduates like me to stay.

The landlord took the money from me and threw the keys and receipts. "No pets, no random visits, no overnight strangers...... I really admire my aunt, I have been wearing a poker face, I don't know if I am paralyzed, even when I speak, the facial nerves are not affected at all.

I carried my luggage upstairs, and when I opened the door, I was greeted by a musty smell. On the floor lies a pair of stinky sneakers and a lot of confetti left by the previous owner, and there are posters of Jolin Tsai on the wall, but the double-sided tape has been corroded over time, and only one corner is sticked. The toilet is also a mess, summed up in three words - I want to vomit! Looks like it's time to clean up.

After 2 hours of tidying up, the house finally looked habitable. Before I knew it, it was already afternoon, and I went downstairs to eat a bowl of noodles with a rumbling belly. Then I made a phone call to my mom.

"Hey, girl? Where are you now, settled down? Mom said.

When I heard my mother's voice, my nose soured, "Well, settled down......" I said.

"Are you crying, why do you hear your voice so abnormal? Isn't there no money left. "Mom was a little anxious.

"No, Mom, I have enough money to spend, and I will have a job soon, and I can definitely support myself." I secretly wiped my tears.

"Okay, kid, don't be reckless, you're just starting now, don't hold on, I'll ask your dad to send you some more money, you can treat yourself to a good meal, the emaciated camel is still bigger than the horse." Hearing my mother's words, I was on the other end of the phone and secretly wiped away tears.

When I hung up the phone, I had mixed feelings. When I was in middle school, my mother implemented a "strict management" system for me. Pick up and drop off every day after school, eat at school at noon and keep an eye on it every day. She does not have the right to choose her own clothes and shoes, even if the hairpin on her head is up to her. On weekends and holidays, it is not allowed to sleep in, let alone go out with classmates, and it is forbidden to make friends of the opposite sex.

So throughout my adolescence, my greatest wish was to get out of this home as soon as possible. So after the college entrance examination, I applied for this university in the provincial capital, which is more than 300 kilometers away from home, thinking that I could get rid of her command and nagging. But after leaving her, I found that the greatest happiness was to have her by my side, but I missed her nagging very much.

On the first day of leaving school, in Xingfu New Village, I started my own independent life, thinking about the boss, thinking about Tang Mimi, thinking about Xiaoyu, and thinking about my mother. I kind of regret staying in this city.