When Dan Sheng came to Qingya Pavilion for the third time, his mentality had completely changed, and he was no longer as self-pitying as when he first came here, but like an ordinary person, as if he had never been a high-ranking official of the criminal police team, nor had he been a supporter.

He said to Gu Qingniao: "In the past, I felt that I was in control of other people's life and death, and I was in control of all the affairs of the Xuanmen in this place, and I was the one with the highest level, I could overlook them, and I could treat them as an existence that forced me to be inferior. But I now know how silly my previous thoughts were. No one can overlook the sentient beings in the red dust, because you don't know what kind of life they live, what they live for, why they are willing to die, what kind of thoughts and stubbornness they have hidden in their hearts, and what they have experienced in life. Simply relying on life and death to distinguish them is the most stupid way. And I'm the one who sees their faces, sees their corpses, and uses my own thoughts to judge them. ”

Gu Qingniao chuckled twice, but did not express any opinion.

So Dansheng continued: "I'm starting to understand what backbone is, but I'm more curious, how did you learn this backbone in the first place? Is it because you have lived the life of an ordinary person at your level? Is it because you are helpless and have no status that you can understand such a truth? I don't think so. ”

Gu Qingniao shook his head: "Don't you understand?" The reason why we have backbone is not because we are ordinary people and have experienced anything in life, but because we are really alive and we want to live. But have you ever thought about why you want to live? The so-called purposes you had before were nothing more than to be proud and enjoy the life that your master left you, and that was not your life, so you didn't have your own bones, you didn't have your own spirit, that's why you became what you are now. ”

Dan Sheng was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "You're right, it's true." ”

After finishing speaking, Dan Sheng left the Qingwei Pavilion and walked to the incense candle shop on the other side, and the owner of the incense candle shop said with a smile: "I am idle here, and I don't need manpower." ”

Dan Sheng smiled and said, "I'll buy some incense and candles and go to worship my elders." ”

That night, Dansheng put three sticks of incense on his master, then locked his rank in a box and never took it out again.

When he woke up, Dan Sheng went out into the street again and began to try it from another shop, this time he didn't find the swill smell bad, nor did he feel that there was anything unseemly about disposing of garbage, and the black casual clothes really became rough and dirty, just like everyone on the street.

Dansheng works in various shops, and after yesterday's conversation with Gu Qingniao, Dansheng's mentality has changed. He is no longer desperate to find a job that suits him, no longer in a hurry to settle down, but wants to try, try these lives that he has never experienced before, and want to find his true thoughts.

So he tried it shop by store, from one end of the street to the other, each shop was only open for one day, and the people on this street were used to it, as if there was an extra mobile short-term worker who didn't need money and just needed to take care of food, and the shops that needed manpower were all welcome Dan Sheng to come and help.

There were more than fifty shops on the street, and Dan Sheng had been working here for more than forty days, and by the time he came out of the last shop, it was already early winter.

Hojo's first snow was given to Dansheng, who was suddenly in a cheerful mood, and he looked up at the snowflakes falling from the sky, suddenly smiled, and walked to the door of the Blue Eaves Pavilion.

Gu Qingwei and Gu Qingniao were both in the store, eating takeout, and when they saw Dan Sheng walking in from outside, they didn't say anything.

"You don't even ask me, which store am I going to stay in when the last store is finished?" Dansheng merit disappointed.

Gu Qingwei suddenly laughed: "Only if you ask you to have a ghost, you won't stay on our street at all!" You've understood that you're fundamentally a snob, and you can't accept this kind of life from the bottom of your heart, and you've come here to figure out how you should treat the world, but that doesn't mean you can fit into such a world. You're still that mercenary guy, you're not a good person at all, what you want is still that kind of life above 10,000 people, you still want to be bullish, or commanding, so you won't stay in any store, this place is too small. ”

Dan Sheng also smiled: "It's not that the temple in this place is too small, the temple here is very large, quite large, but I don't believe in Buddhism." ”

Gu Qingniao wanted to remain silent, but he was almost amused and squirted out the noodles.

Dan Sheng turned around and was about to leave the Qingwei Pavilion, Gu Qingwei suddenly stopped him and said: "The first snow has fallen, the Qingwei Pavilion will enter the winter period from tomorrow, and it will not be open, remember not to come over if you have something, just call." ”

Dansheng was stunned, nodded, and turned to leave.

Throwing away the takeaway box, Gu Qingniao asked, "He won't settle accounts with you after he finds out, right?" ”

Gu Qingwei looked innocent: "What do you know?" ”

"Don't pretend, don't think I don't know, you have told people, as long as Dansheng goes to find a job, he will give him the dirtiest and most tiring job, what kind of cashier is his image, don't you have to be much more eye-catching with those aunts and aunts? You're such a bad guy! ”

Gu Qingwei smiled, no longer pretending, and said, "Otherwise? Let the scourge of Dansheng stay here, Huohuo, our street? You have also seen that after finishing the last store today, Dansheng's temperament has changed, even if he has been whispering for so many days, after he has figured it out, after leaving, he is still the one with his nostrils facing the sky, do you expect him to be able to breathe down in a low voice for a lifetime? ”

"That's right, what kind of job do you think he's going to look for?"

"He's used to it, what job do you think he'll look for?"

The two brothers and sisters smiled, Gu Qingwei closed the door, and said, "The door will not be opened from tomorrow, you can sleep lazy." ”

"That's a good feeling."

The two of them went upstairs and returned to their rooms, Gu Qingwei looked at the light snow outside the window, a little dazed.

Ignoring the cold wind, the ancient bluebird opened the window, reached outside, and felt the joy of the snowflakes falling on her palm, her eyes could not see such small snowflakes, so she could only feel it on the palm of her hand, feeling the arrival of winter, and her mood was a little trance.

From graduating in the summer to now, Gu Qingniao has experienced a short half a year, but this half year is like something that has been experienced in several lifetimes, happy, sad, difficult, relaxed, bloody and weird, but the most important thing is that she finally came to this point.

She closed the window and looked at the scenery outside the window, Gu Qingniao was a little in a trance, a little curious about what Lanling was doing now, thinking of what she should do, and suddenly felt a little empty.

Thinking about it, Gu Qingniao suddenly rushed out of the room, pushed open the door of Gu Qingya's room, and said loudly: "Brother! Let's go on a trip, shall we? All right! You're stealing potato chips by yourself! ”

"How strange is it, I bought my own potato chips and I ate them in my room and ate them secretly? Besides, do you spend whatever you want now that you have money? Not planning to save a little? ”

Gu Qingniao sat on the bed of Gu Qingea, grabbed the potato chips and ate three slices in a row, and said: "Of course you have to spend it when you have money, what am I saving money for?" Is Lanling out of money? Or is Su Qingmu out of money? Or can the demon world be able to use RMB? ”

Gu Qingwei smiled: "You can see it, but I can't go out with you to play, you can go by yourself." ”

"I'll ...... myself" Gu Qingniao was a little worried about the gods.

Gu Qingwei said: "Don't worry, I have already inquired with my friends in Xuanmen, the gods have died down, and they have never appeared at all, I estimate that he lost an arm last time, it is likely that he went for treatment, how difficult is it to find another arm that can be used?" How hard is it for someone else's arm to be attached to your body? How hard is it to be able to use it after you connect it? Can't you guess? He's not a step. ”

Gu Qingniao said happily: "That means I can travel alone?" ”

Gu Qingwei's face was strange, and he asked, "How do I feel that you are more excited when you know that you can leave me alone?" Are you looking at me like a meat shield? ”

Gu Qingniao hurriedly waved his hand: "No, no, no!" How can it be? How could I possibly look at you as a meat shield? At least at the level of biological weapons. ”

Gu Qingwei laughed angrily, but he didn't say anything, just took out a thick map from the side, looked at it casually and said, "I suggest you go here first." ”

Gu Qingniao's head was full of black lines: "Don't you know that I can't see such a small word?" ”

Gu Qingwei said triumphantly: "Can't you see, right?" You can't even read the map, won't you have to die if you go out by yourself in the future? ”

"Don't worry about it, when I was blind before, I didn't touch the mountain city to find a guide?"

"Okay, good, you're awesome. The place I told you, called Yu City, is a small city, relatively southern, the weather and scenery in winter are good, and it is not a tourist attraction, so few people will go, but there are many ancient buildings, and the people are also very simple, I don't have to worry about you being deceived. ”

Gu Qingniao nodded, and then reacted: "What do you mean don't have to worry about me being deceived?" It's good if I don't lie to anyone! ”

"Yes, it's good if you don't lie to others." Gu Qingwei snatched back his potato chip box, only to find that there was only a pile of scum left inside, and he immediately cried out: "You vampire." ”

"Hey, hey!" Gu Qingniao smiled and ran out of Gu Qingya's room.

The next morning, the ancient blue bird left the green eaves pavilion and embarked on a journey to Ha City.