Chapter 7 Growing up regrets and learning to be independent
"I thought that love could fill the regrets of life, however, it was love itself that created more regrets." --- Zhang Xiaoxian
For Lu Yinyin's sudden old illness, finally after Qi Xiaofei chatted with her for a long, long time, Lu Yinyin fell asleep, time seemed to go back to those years, Qi Xiaofei also accompanied her all night long, love in this world has thousands of postures and appearances, and meeting Lin Mo Nian is undoubtedly the biggest disaster in the first half of Lu Yinyin's life.
After Lu Yinyin fell asleep, Qi Xiaofei got up and went to the living room, Ji Yunzhe's arm was scratched by Lu Yinyin one after another blood marks, shocking, but he didn't realize it, he didn't care at all, after seeing Qi Xiaofei come out, he just wanted to go up and hug her, but Qi Xiaofei picked up the medicine box and dragged him back to the room.
Qi Xiaofei said with some concern while giving him medicine, "Yin Yin told me that she wanted to go to live in the dormitory of the unit, mainly because her parents were nagging all day at home, plus Gu Jinyan suddenly told her what she thought, she regarded him as a buddy, but he wanted to marry her, she didn't seem to be able to accept these things at once."
Psychologically speaking, she kept saying that she wanted to marry herself, but in fact, she had an essential rejection and disgust for marrying someone and contact with the opposite sex, as if in this life except for Lin Mo Nian, she couldn't accept the approach of any boy, you are her own brother, just tugged her hand just now, you see how fierce her reaction is, you can't drag it out so lucky, I'm really afraid that one day we won't be by her side, she will ......"
Qi Xiaofei couldn't go on talking about it, Ji Yunzhe took her into his arms with some self-reproach and said, "No, it will not be, she has been a warm and kind little sun for all of us since she was a child, she will definitely get better, don't think about it now, we blindly forced Lin Mo Nian and did not allow him to have more contact with Yin Yin, maybe it is not the best way to solve the problem, the two of them broke up so suddenly, so suddenly."
Yin Yin has something in her heart that has been hiding from us, and only after she has an open and honest talk with Lin Mo Nian can she untie the knot in her heart, and only then can she escape the psychological shadow caused by the breakup, the psychiatrist is helpless against her, does not cooperate and does not accept treatment, no matter what method is used, she can't pry her mouth open, blindly silent, as a result, she has done psychological intervention for several years, and she has gone to test the psychological counselor's certificate herself, but she still can't step through the hurdle in her heart. ”
Qi Xiaofei hurriedly asked, "So what do you want, do you want to hand over Yin Yin to him again?" We have mistakenly believed him once, I don't agree, in case the two of them meet, Yin Yin is reluctant to hurt him, and then do something to hurt himself, that time she sank into the bathtub, now I think about it I have palpitations, I said let her move here, but she said that she wants to learn to be independent, want to give herself a space to think independently, I really have no way with her. ”
Ji Yunzhe said, "Don't worry, sleep, my daughter-in-law has worked hard for you, it's good to have you, please believe me, leave everything to me, what Yin Yin wants to do, let her do it, I will do my parents' work, Lin Mo Nian and I will also talk to him, you just wait for ten months and let Yin Yin show us the child, then everything will return to normal." ”
After Lu Yinyin arrived at the company, as soon as he opened the office door, Mo Xin sat there with a smile on his face and said, "Little girl, it's a big Monday, you're almost late again, why is your face so bad, didn't you sleep well last night, and why didn't you put on makeup today?" ”
Lu Yinyin sighed and said, "Director Mo, Aunt Mo, Aunt Mo, please raise your noble hand, open one eye and close one eye, okay, I still have an office with you, this is the fate of several lifetimes, I clocked in at exactly eight o'clock Beijing time, this is not late, this is the punctual time, oops, I didn't wake up from sleep, what makeup do I paint, I am a young and invincible beautiful girl." ”
After speaking, he put his hand on his eyes and gestured to her in a YE posture, seeing Lu Yinyin who was so lively and free, Mo Xin burst out laughing, and said, "Come on, beautiful girl, how did you spend the weekend yesterday?" ”
Lu Yinyin poured herself a glass of water, took Mo Xin's cup very attentively, and said, "Director Mo, do you drink black tea or coffee?" Hey, don't mention it, I went on a blind date, you can't even think of the blind date, and I want to trouble you with something. ”
Mo Xin, who was treated like a dog leg by Lu Yinyin for nothing, and was about to lose goosebumps all over his body with a mouthful of your words, said, "Okay, okay, don't put that, what are you, I treat you as a sister, you don't call me old with this opening, I'll drink boiled water, don't be busy there, come and sit down, tell me about your blind date experience, let me be happy, I'll see if I can adapt and adapt, and make the headlines of our official website of Linmo Media." ”
Lu Yinyin's small nose couldn't help but wrinkle, her two eyebrows were about to be twisted together, and she said, "Hey, Aunt Mo, it's okay to be a little sympathetic, I'm about to be tormented by my parents' mental collapse, just the blind date I found for me can be lined up at the entrance of our village, do I look like I can't get married, let's be honest, I want to hide first, does our company have a staff dormitory?" ”
Hearing this, Mo Xin thought of her stupid son after coming back yesterday, she went back to Bishui Garden by herself, and she went over with Lin Anshun in the evening, the wine bottles and cans were full of coffee tables, and the house was like a fire scene, smoky and burning fairy spirit, Lin Mo Nian grew so big, Mo Xin was not willing to slap him.
can see that the beautiful young man who used to be so calm, calm and calm, has become a middle-aged old uncle in a flash, Mo Xin is so angry in his heart, Lu Yinyin is still single, he still has a chance, who is this decadent, he was angry on the spot and overturned the wine bottles on the table to the ground, why now that the two of them have finally returned to the secret city, but there is a feeling of the end of the world.
Lin Mo Nian still didn't say a word, raised his head and drank the rest of the wine, stood up and said, "Mom and Dad, go back, I'm going back to the house to sleep." ”
After saying that, he really walked into the house, Mo Xin was directly angry, dragged him over, slapped the angular face, and shouted hysterically, "What do you have to do to be like before, the way you are now, if I were Lu Yinyin, I wouldn't want to look at you more." ”
But after the roar, seeing that there were obvious tears on Lin Mo Nian's face, Mo Xin thought to herself that she didn't fight hard, why did she cry, Lin Anshun saw that the mother and son were deadlocked, and no one gave in when they stood there, so he said, "Sit down and talk, our family hasn't sat together for a long time and had a good talk." ”
For the words of Lin Anshun, the head of the family, Mo Xin and Lin Mo Nian were noncommittal, Mo Xin knew that Lin Mo Nian should have complained about her in her heart, if she didn't have too much contact with Wang Meili, there would be no series of things behind, what class did she go to now, she would have been obediently watching her grandson at home, but this was the source of Lin Mo Nian's pain, except for the loss of Lu Yinyin, he couldn't have a trace of complaint about his own mother, he couldn't do anything about it.
Lin Anshun said straight to the point, "Xiao Nian, what are your plans next?" Starting a family? Marry a wife and have children? Taking over Linmo Media? Just a few paths for you to choose, I can't let you go on so decadently, my son who was raised by my own hands, I don't want to see him trapped in love all the time, like a waste, living a life of walking dead every day, what do you want? Today, in front of me and your mother, you give me a good word, and we are so mentally prepared. ”
Lin Mo Nian's low and deep voice said coldly, "What else can I do, she said that she will get married soon, so I will not marry anyone again in this life, no matter what, I will guard her for the rest of my life, I can't go to Linmo Media, how can you let me work hard when she is there, not to mention that she doesn't want me to appear in front of her, since we can't be together, I just want to do my best to protect her for a lifetime, and you will never treat her badly in Linmo Media." ”
Men are rational, women are emotional, Lin Anshun didn't get angry when he heard this, and said calmly, "Then Lin Monian, do you think you are still worthy of the brilliant Lu Yinyin with thousands of lights and stars?" The magazine, which was asked to stop publishing several times in your hands several times, has become a treasure in her hands, and her worth has risen.
"The Road of the Heart" is only a month, and now its popularity is far beyond our company, you may not know Linmo Media, but you all know this magazine, there is a serialized novel on it, each issue is updated, you never know, it was written by Lu Yinyin, what you don't know is that every story she writes, after reading, you will find that the protagonists are you and her.
With such a deep obsession and such a real feeling, do you think she will let you go and run to marry someone else? Your graduate student really studied in vain, and I found out that I gave birth to a stupid son, who is not only stupid but also lacks heart. ”
was inexplicably beaten by his mother at night, and inexplicably scolded by his father, Lin Mo Nian immediately explained the causes and consequences clearly, Lin Anshun listened, this stupid boy was really blinded by lard, so he encouraged him to quickly cheer up, clean himself up, it's time to find a job and find a job, don't look down on him when Lu Yinyin sees him doing nothing, what to do, I really can't look down on him, first of all, he has to have his own career, and he can feel worthy of Lu Yinyin.
The rest will be left to Mo Xin and him, just wait for the news, maybe what these two children really lack is a chance to get back together, since Lu Yinyin refuses to give them a chance, then it is necessary to artificially create an opportunity for them, so that Lu Yinyin's name appears in their household registration book, in order to take this historic step, finally Lin Monian's whole family is dispatched.
And now there is a great opportunity, Mo Xin thought about this, and hurriedly agreed to Lu Yinyin and said, "Our company has an apartment specially provided for employees, you wait a while, first busy with the work in your hands, I will go to find someone to check and see if there is a room." ”
Lu Yinyin hurriedly agreed, "Okay, then I'm sorry for you, Director Mo, I'll pay my salary another day, and I'll invite you to a big meal." ”
Then Mo Xin hurriedly went to Lin Anshun, the old couple summed up, Lin Anshun asked Mo Xin to go back and say this, just said that there is still a house, just in the community opposite the company, at that time, there was an employee who left and went to graduate school, but he still wanted to continue to rent a house here, and he would pay the company's rent regularly every month, the company in order to retain talents, and when the employee graduated, he could continue to go back to the company to work, the house was always empty, if Lu Yinyin wanted to go, he needed to share a house with someone, anyway, that person had not graduated yet, and most of the time he would not come back, It will not affect their respective lives.
So Mo Xin went back to convey it as it was, after Lu Yinyin heard the news, he hesitated a little, and hurriedly asked if the person in the shared house was a man or a woman, if it was a boy, she would still go out to rent a house by herself, Mo Xin hurriedly said, "It's only May, the house has been unoccupied, and the man didn't come back until July, you move in first, don't you want to hide from your parents and blind dates, and then the company will find a way." ”
When Lu Yinyin heard this, she was not hypocritical, let's talk about it in two months, it would be good for her mother to let her live outside for a month, it was impossible to let her live in the company dormitory for a long time, and then she wanted to get the key first and go to see the house, but Mo Xin said that she would contact the person first, explain the situation to him, don't worry, let her go back to pack her luggage first, and Mo Xin would personally send her over when the time came.
Immediately disappeared again, did not return to the office in the morning, Lu Yinyin did not take it to heart, and Lin Mo Nian quickly returned to the track of normal life after Lin Anshun's strategic guidance, and began to be busy with his future, but he unexpectedly received a call from Ji Yunzhe, saying that he had something very important to talk to him.
If Ji Yunzhe and Lin Mo Nian can have a common topic, it can only be Lu Yinyin, for some reason Lin Mo Nian has some ominous premonitions, not long after hanging up Ji Yunzhe's phone, Mo Xin called, roughly explained the ins and outs of the matter, asked him to pack up all his belongings, and hurry to the community opposite Linmo Media, she has found a house, everything has been arranged, and the next step is to rely on himself.