(Girls' Literature)

I glanced at Zhang Yefeng's back with nostalgia. In my heart, I was very reluctant for him to walk out from this side. Zou Jialiang to me. It's also a relatively familiar person. But now, in my mind, we have become almost strangers. The air inside the room had become an oppressive feeling that I didn't like. I swear this feeling is in the air and I don't even want to stay for a second longer.

The suave man in front of him. It has always been a model of Confucian businessmen. The business world in the provincial capital is also a god-like existence. He has saved me from danger several times before. I've always been grateful to him. But at this moment I was so uncomfortable. I think this may be after I saw Gu Ruoxi with him.

Even now Zou Jialiang has not announced the relationship between the two to the public. But the intimacy of the relationship between the two people can also be felt. But I'm just an ordinary woman. Why did you pull me in for no reason? Why should I be subjected to so much pain and hurt? Thou hast the power to cover the heavens with thy hand. can hold up a big umbrella for Gu Ruoxi. Keep her safe from these injuries. What am I? I'm just a floater in front of you. Pinch me to death. It's the same as pinching an ant to death.

"How did you feel today?" Zou Jialiang asked with concern. I stirred the spoon in the porridge. "It's much better." I smiled hard at Zou Jialiang. "Hmm. That's good. Zou Jialiang continued. Let's stay here with peace of mind. Leave the rest alone. When he said this. The snort changes slightly. But the smile on his face remained the same. The smile never seemed to go away.

I looked up at his smile. I said softly in my heart. Mr. Zou. You have to laugh like that every day. It doesn't matter if you want to laugh or don't want to laugh. Don't you feel tired. Zou Jialiang probably sensed that I was looking at him with some determination. Gradually, he put away his smile. "What's wrong with you?" He asked me. There was no smile between the words.

I took a deep breath. "Mr. Zou. Excuse me. I've wanted to talk to you for a long time. I'm also busier at work now. There is no way to teach Ninghan again. You see what time is right. You can find her another governess. I spoke in a very flat tone. But it's also very serious. Zou Jialiang looked at me in disbelief. It's like I'm telling a fantasy.

But I still looked at him with a smile. Then lower your head and continue to drink the porridge. "Why?" His brow furrowed slightly. "Well done over there. Why don't you say you don't do it? This time, it was his turn to be a little confused. I thought it was ridiculous to see him like this.

Zou is always not in your opinion. The job of this tutor you gave is not bad. The treatment is okay in all aspects. But you forgot. I'm also a human being. To be human is to have dignity. So I can't put my life in for you now for a few thousand dollars a month. I laughed again. "Mr. Zou. I really don't have the energy to teach Ning Han anymore. I'm also very busy right now. It's almost a doppelganger. So I'm sorry. Please also go and explain it to your aunt. ”

I bowed my head again. "Yaya. I know what happened yesterday scared you. But......" He looked like he wanted to say something. A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth. He raised his head again. "Yesterday?" I asked him rhetorically. Zou Jialiang looked at my face. Stunned. I stared at him. Zou Jialiang probably has never seen my expression. He was stunned for a moment. "What happened last night." I asked with a smile again.

Zou Jialiang still looked at me steadily. He didn't quite understand what I meant for a moment. "What the hell was going on last night. You know that. I smiled. But tears were rolling in his eyes. Zou Jialiang. It's been me since I was a kid. The greatest insult I've ever suffered. This is also the time I have known him since I have known him. It was the first time I dared to talk to him like that.

The halo on his head was too large. It makes me have to look up. And it's also my food and clothing parents. But at the time I was hurt. His first thought was to protect himself.

I look at his face. Fixedly watched. Didn't speak. The smile on the corner of his mouth did not melt at all. It's still so casually on the side of his mouth. But the smile on Zou Jialiang's face disappeared completely. I can't find anything at all. I think he looked at me now. I guess it's a little weird.

Zou Jialiang sighed. "Yaya. I ...... "This is the first time I've seen Zou Jialiang's unspeakable expression now." This also caused him to have a bone in his throat for the first time. Zou Jialiang, you had to ask yourself yesterday. Why did you bring me here. And not to send me to a public hospital. Why didn't you call the police.

This is because he is afraid that these things will involve Gu Ruoxi. It's because she wants to protect her woman. Even I don't understand it now. Last time, Gu Ruoxi drove a Ferrari on the street to chase and intercept us. He also wanted to use me to stimulate her. I felt like I was completely his toy. And it's a very silly toy. Hehe. Maybe I'm just a clown.

I pursed my lips. "Mr. Zou. Don't say anything. It's okay for everyone to understand in their hearts. Thank you for taking care of you. I am very grateful. And also. This thing. Take a look......" I said, pulling out a piece of paper from my bag on the bedside table. It was handed to Zou Jialiang. Zou Jialiang took a look at it and took it.

"What is this?" When the paper is not yet opened. And he said to himself. "See for yourself." I said. Zou Jialiang hurriedly opened it. He watched when. His ribcage rose and fell. Obviously, the breath is not smooth. It was an IOU I wrote to him for 100,000 yuan. Zou Jialiang's hands trembled slightly.

"Yaya. What do you mean. He flicked the piece of paper at me. The eyebrows have come together amicably. "It doesn't mean anything." I said lightly. "For you, though. It's just a drizzle. But for me. This is undoubtedly a huge amount of money. You came to my rescue because of me. So it's supposed to be up to me to pay back the money. Mr. Zou. Keep this IOU. Although I don't have the ability right now. But I'm sure I can give it back to you. People don't die, and their debts don't rot. "I said it very firmly. The last sentence came out almost through the gritting of my teeth. Zou Jialiang looked at me steadily. It's like looking at a monster.

"Why do you have to be like this?" He was still puzzled. "Yaya. I really don't. Actually, I ......, "It's kind of fun to be in this state at the moment." A tycoon in a shopping mall. At this moment, I was speechless. Every time I see him, I am in high spirits. Full of pride. But now I don't know how to get it.

I smiled and nodded. "Mr. Zou. Don't say it. I know what you mean. But Mr. Zou. I will not forget these kindnesses you have done to me. I will not forget these things you have done for me. But there's one thing. I'm just an ordinary person. I don't want to be able to eat and drink in my life. But I pray for peace and security in this life. I'm not going to hurt anyone else. Inflicting these pains on others. But I don't want people to hurt me. I want others to calculate me everywhere. "Speaking of which. It's hard to keep my voice calm anymore.

I coughed. Cleared his throat. I don't know when my eyes are wet. But I still struggled to persevere. Don't let these tears flow out of your eyes. Zou Jialiang did not speak. He was still looking at me seriously. "Mr. Zou." Pack up your mood. I continued to speak.

"I'm stupid. It's true. I grew up being stupid. But I'm living at ease. There are not so many hearts. I don't know how to harm others. So I'm happy. But sometimes. People don't hurt the tiger. Tigers are harmful. Through the ages. It's all like this. I don't know what I've done wrong. One thing after another can be said. They pounced on me like a sea of mountains. I. I really can't stand it anymore......" I really can't say this sentence anymore.

Tears crawled all over my face like earthworms. And it kept coming out of my eyes. I covered my mouth. Holding the porridge in one hand. Tears fell down the porridge in big drops.

Zou Jialiang stood up from his chair. Slowly walked to my side. I'm sitting on the bed. He took me in his arms. "Alright. Yaya. Don't cry anymore. It's all gone. I'm sorry. Sorry ......"

As he spoke, he sat down on the edge of the bed. Hugged me tighter. His chin rested on top of my head. His handsome chin was just pointed above my head. I could also feel his heartbeat. Actually, I think I should have pushed him away. Proudly accomplish all these things in front of him. Leave no regrets.

But I really can't be strong. No one in this world seems to like those hypocritical people. It's as if they all wear a thick mask on their faces. But these people are often the ones who live strongly. Because sometimes it's tiring to live in the skin of a hypocritical human being. How uncomfortable it was. The acting skills of these people are absolutely powerful. Able to be in the eyes of all the snow. You can also get out of the way. It's almost time to win an Oscar.

But I really can't do it. Like in front of this person. It was as if all my hypocrisy had collapsed in an instant. He built a high-rise building with a strong barrier around him. But in an instant, it was razed to the ground. I couldn't really disguise myself. There's no way to reconcile a piece of hypocrisy on your face. I'm just that me. Or the silly girl who will believe that the world is good.