Chapter 54: The Past
"What's wrong? Mother, do you still have something to hide from me all these years? Looking at the expression on her face, Fei Ranchu suddenly had a bad premonition, and she felt that what her mother was going to say next was very likely to subvert her worldview.
"There are naturally a lot of things to hide from you, and in order to let you grow up safely and happily, one of the biggest things is your birth."
"Am I not his own daughter?" Fei Ranchu jumped up directly from the bed, his face full of disbelief.
Xia Zhixuan hurriedly pulled her back and comforted her again and again: "Your mother is not a prodigal woman, how can you make your father unclear?" Your father is him, yes. ”
Hearing her mother explain this, she didn't know for a moment whether she should be happy or disappointed.
"When I was a child, I told you that my mother fell in love with him and came here with him of her own free will, but this is not the case."
Twenty years ago, Xia Zhixuan was originally the most favored princess of the Western Xia King, and Fei Zhipu was just a small businessman at that time.
At that time, he was crazy about courting himself, but he didn't agree, and later his courtship was fruitless, so he had a bad idea, and the raw rice was cooked into cooked rice, and then there was Fei Ranchu directly.
There was no way, and I didn't dare to tell the royal family about that matter at that time, so I had to take all my savings and follow Fei Zhipu to Dongzhao for development.
Because she was afraid of being embarrassed, she didn't dare to say her identity, nor did she dare to say her experience, she tried hard to create a beautiful look of her love story, nothing more than worrying that her children would be affected by gossip in the future.
Xia Zhixuan told her all her stories.
I thought that my daughter's heart would not be calm after listening to it, but she just nodded lightly.
"Aren't you surprised?"
"My daughter's whole life has been an accident, so what else is there to be surprised about? Mother don't say such stupid things again, just stay here, and when the matter is over, your daughter will naturally come to pick you up. "Firanchu had to stay here for a long time, or he would attract the attention of those people.
When she explained everything and went out, Zhao Yufeng saw her and retreated from the room.
Walking up to his side, Fei Ranchu asked curiously.
"Did you just open a room?"
"If we don't open a room, how can those people believe that we are in this restaurant, huh?"
Intonation Zhao Yufeng deliberately used an upward tone, in order to tease Fei Ranchu.
And Fei Ranchu was also very shy about this issue, so he pulled him out of the restaurant directly, and didn't even look back.
Sitting in the carriage back to the palace, Fei Ranchu was silent for a long, long time.
To be honest, when she first learned about it, she was also shocked, and even wanted to collapse at one point.
She always felt that her mother had been very unhappy in her life, but what she never expected was that in the end, it was she who made her mother even more unlucky.
Her presence is a shackle to her mother.
Whether it was when she was just pregnant with her, or when she was wronged in the house later, she was just for herself.
Sometimes she couldn't help but think about how helpless Xia Zhixuan should have been when Fei Ran first entered the cold palace.
Before parting, Zhao Yufeng and Fei Ran Chu also deliberately explained that what they saw today should be treated as if they had not seen it.
Fira reassured him, and then went back on his own.
In fact, Zhao Yufeng doesn't have to worry about this problem at all now.
At first, she was really afraid that she would be too happy to see her mother, and that her return would lead to exposure.
But when she heard the truth about the past years told by her mother and herself, she couldn't be happy at all, even if she saw her mother, the joy was not mutually cancelable, but it was imprinted in her heart like an imprint, which was a hurdle that she couldn't get over for a lifetime.
That night, Fei Ranchu didn't fall asleep all night, lying quietly on the bed, her mind was completely empty, she didn't know why, obviously she didn't think about anything, but her eyes just couldn't close, and even if they were closed, she couldn't sleep at all.
She spent the whole night in a daze, until the sky was just hazy, and her eyelids finally couldn't help fighting, so she closed and fell asleep.
Today is the day to go to the Ministry of Internal Affairs to receive a license.
Before Fei Ranchu did not restore the rear position, the Internal Affairs Office also gave it according to the queen's regulations, so after Fei Ranchu restored the rear position, the chief manager felt that he was far-sighted, but fortunately he did not offend Yanghua Palace at the beginning.
"Miss Xicui is here! This is the share of silver in Yanghua Palace this month, the girl is young, so be careful on the road. ”
Looking at the manager's attitude towards herself, Jade's mood couldn't help but improve.
The more respectful people are towards themselves, doesn't it mean that their own mother's strength is stronger?
Just as Hee-cui was about to say something, a brute force suddenly came from behind her, knocking her to the side.
After Xicui stood firm, she looked over and turned out to be Xiaoying.
"The silver in our palace." Xiaoying directly put down this sentence, and the manager still smiled and took out their silver.
"This is the imperial concubine's share this month, Miss Xiaoying, you take it well and be careful on the road."
Xiaoying weighed the silver, then glanced at Xicui and laughed disdainfully, and then turned around and wanted to leave.
Xicui is not a master to be messed with, how can she just run away? She stepped up with an arrow and directly grabbed Xiaoying's arm.
"What is Miss Xiaoying doing in such a hurry to leave?"
"You let me go!" Xiaoying shook off Xicui's hand vigorously, as if there was something dirty on her arm, and wiped it twice vigorously.
"What are you pulling me to do somehow?"
"I also want to ask you, what are you doing to hit me inexplicably? Can't you see such a big person standing in front of you? ”
Then her attitude of not caring about herself made Xicui even more annoyed.
I didn't do anything, so why does it seem that I went to find someone else's business first?
"You speak!"
There was no way to be entangled, so I had to look at her squarely and say:
"My mother said that if you don't need to see it, you don't need to look at it."
"You! Can you guarantee that what you mean is what your mother means? ”