Chapter 575: Cold War
Heewon looked like he wanted to say something, but after hesitating, he finally shut up. Although she is still a little girl, under this kind of scene, Xiyuan also knows that she is not suitable for this kind of occasion, so she retired with the palace people.
Xicui was still a little hesitant at first, but when she saw Fei Ranchu's expression, she was already convinced in her heart that she was going to quit. Because it seems that today's Fei Ranchu doesn't seem to be the same as her before.
For a while, only Fei Ranchu was left alone in the huge hall. Every time I stayed here, there were quite a lot of people in the room, and it never gave people a feeling of emptiness, but at this moment, Fei Ranchu's heart was as empty as this room.
It seems that this is the first time that he has quarreled directly with Zhao Yufeng face to face, and the quarrel is so fierce. In the past, either he sulked and sulked every time, and was inexplicably coaxed by Zhao Yufeng, or it was just two people, no one paid attention to anyone, and then they reconciled inexplicably for the time being, and there was never a direct quarrel like now.
For a while, Fei Ranchu only felt that his heart was full of mixed tastes, and he couldn't express complicated feelings. At this time, Fei Ranchu's heart was not thinking of Zhao Yufeng, nor was it Xicheng.
At this moment, Fira's heart is full of people, all of whom are living in another parallel world, his parents, relatives, and friends. Although I have been here for a few years, I still can't help but want to return to the original home.
At that time, parents can believe in themselves unconditionally and can give themselves all their love. Relatives and friends can also help themselves, even just when they are usually idle and have nothing to do, go out to sing, chat, and have a meal, which is an extremely comfortable thing.
But Fei Ranchu couldn't understand why her life had to go through such a sudden change in everything, and everything became so unusual. came to such a strange environment, with no relatives, and only himself struggled to maintain.
Fei Ranchu originally thought that Zhao Yufeng was a harbor she could rely on. But looking at it now, after all, I still think too much. Zhao Yufeng is also a person living in this era, if you hope that he can also have the same thinking as modern people, it is impossible after all.
In the past few years, although the relationship between him and Zhao Yufeng has not been bad, to be honest, it has not reached that kind of natural feeling.
Fira still had no way to live as she did in modern times. After all, the difference in status between her and Zhao Yufeng is ten million times. In fact, now it seems that the relationship between Fei Ranchu and Zhao Yufeng should be equal, but fundamentally speaking, there is still a difference of 108,000 miles after all.
Zhao Yufeng is the emperor after all, and no matter how high the status of the queen is, it is also decided by the emperor after all. It can even be said that as long as Zhao Yufeng gives an order, although the pig can disappear completely from this world immediately, leaving no trace. In the position of queen, no matter who Zhao Yufeng chooses from the harem, continuing to be this queen will not cause too much pressure on him.
In comparison, Fei Ranchu only felt that he was as small as an ant, maybe he only needed Zhao Yufeng to move his mouth slightly, and he might die with a whimper! Why is fate so unfair? How good it is to live now, I have to let her come here, this unfamiliar world, and this world of the jungle.
Since Phila first crossed into this world, she has missed home countless times, but never once, she misses this point.
Calmed down, his heart was extremely depressed, and Fei Ranchu couldn't find a way to decompress. The huge palace was like a cage, trapping Fei Ranchu and the other concubines in this cage. Now that I've come to this palace, I don't think about anything else. It's not that I don't want to, but I can't help it.
Yes, she is called the queen mother, but in fact, she is just a lonely woman with no freedom, just like everyone else.
Fei Ranchu only felt that the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and the more sad she became. Obviously, I want to cry a lot and relax my mood, but for some reason, the grievances and tears that were originally full of grievances and tears are like being blocked in the chest, and it is difficult to get rid of them.
I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. All the hatred was stuffed in her heart, and Fei Ran felt as if she was pressing a big stone in her chest, very depressed, and she couldn't breathe.
"Tuk Tuk"
Just when Fira was still immersed in grief, the door rang.
Fei Ranchu was stunned for a moment, could it be Zhao Yufeng? Could it be that Zhao Yufeng felt that his attitude towards him just now was too bad, and now that he reacted, he wanted to go back and comfort himself? Then do you want to let him in now?
But I'm obviously still angry, I don't want to see Zhao Yufeng at all, I get angry when I see him, if I cry out in the next moment, wouldn't it be even more shameless! Besides, what if it wasn't him? What if something really happens?
For a moment, Fei Ranchu stood in place, suddenly not knowing what to do.
"Niangniang, open the door, the eldest prince suddenly started to make trouble, I guess I miss you, do you want to take a look!"
It's the voice of Heewon.
Fei Ran's heart suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and his originally nervous state of mind suddenly relaxed. It turned out that the people outside liked the garden, not Zhao Yufeng. In fact, this is fine, although at least there is no need to worry about what kind of attitude and face should be used to face Zhao Yufeng.
But thinking of this, Fei Ranchu suddenly lost his mind and was in a trance. If it was really Zhao Yufeng who came in, what would happen to him? Even if it really doesn't happen, then why does he feel a very disappointed feeling in his heart when he learns that the person outside is Xiyuan now, and not in his heart?
Fei Ranchu only felt that the thoughts in her head were really chaotic, and she couldn't help but shake her head vigorously, trying to shake all the troubles in her heart. But he suddenly remembered that there was a person standing outside the door, who had been waiting, and hurriedly said, "Okay, come in." ”
As the footsteps gradually faded from far to near, Fei Ran Chu finally raised his head and looked at the two people who were walking towards him. It's not so much two people, if it's more rigorous, it's just an adult and a doll.
Fei Ran's heart also sighed a little, there have been too many things that have happened recently, and he hasn't seen Xicheng for too long. Inexplicably, Fei Ranchu also felt some guilt about Xicheng in his heart. As a mother, Fira Chu thought she was not qualified at all.
Not only did they not give him an environment where he could grow freely, but they also did not give him the company he deserved.