(Girls' Literature)

I just looked at Su Xiaoyu quietly, if I had put this before, I would definitely not believe it, but in the current situation, from Su Xiaoyu's mouth, I believe, I really believe that Su Xiaoyu's words are true, sometimes people's hearts are really empty, and they must also do something else to fill the emptiness in their hearts, I think even Su Xiaoyu must be like this. It's just that this kind of rhetoric really makes me wonder what is going on in her heart.

But I can't figure out what the reason for this is, and on my side, it certainly doesn't make sense. The coffee came up at this time, the aroma of the cocoa beans, at this time, I sniffed hard, "Actually, we shouldn't drink coffee, we should drink, you know?" ”

A playful smile appeared on the corner of Su Xiaoyu's mouth, and it seemed that she really wanted to drink at this time. "Stop drinking, drink coffee, it's not good to drink too much!" I pushed one of the cups of coffee in front of her, but she took another heavy puff on her cigarette, "yes, but I'd rather drink too much coffee, and I can't sleep at night, it's more of a torture, you know?" I looked at her in amazement, and she shook her head.

At this time, the coffee shop was playing the meeting of Yanzi Sun, "I hear, the departure of winter, I woke up in a certain year and month, I waited for me to look forward to it, but the future could not be arranged in turn......." The lights in the coffee shop showed a warm gold, and Su Xiaoyu's tears reflected the color of the crystal in this piece of gold. Yes, in my impression, it seems that she has not had such a look on her face for a long time.

"This song is one of the songs we all love to listen to, do you remember?" Yes, when I was in college, Su Xiaoyu and I liked to download this song in MP3, and the days when we sat on the bed and listened to this song with one headphone seemed to be the last century away from us, and people really couldn't help but want to cry. I nodded slowly, sadly. yes, that's what it looks like!

How can the things of the green years be forgotten all at once? Xiaoyu snuffed out the cigarette butt, her fingers suddenly inserted into her hair, scratching frantically, "I can't forget him, I can't forget him at all, I've tried many times, forgetting him, it's a thousand times more difficult than getting me off drugs, I really can't forget him, although he doesn't love me, hehe, I'm really stupid enough, I know it......"

Su Xiaoyu said, the words were full of poignant meaning, I turned my head, and tears slipped down my cheeks, in fact, where am I strong? But I don't even have time to be sad or nostalgic for Li Yunxiang like this, because I am facing a more serious problem, that is, I want to make money, I want to support my family, and time does not allow me to miss Li Yunxiang so extravagantly, even if my heart is also a piece of sadness.

Looking at her crying and crying, I didn't say anything, just handed a tissue into Su Xiaoyu's hand, Su Xiaoyu looked up at me, her eyes were full of surprise, "Ai Xiaoya, you don't understand, you don't understand how important he is to me, I am him in my life, even if he is not here now, I will not find a man to fall in love in the future!" Su Xiaoyu's eyes were as red as two hawthorns ripe in autumn. I have never doubted the weight of these words and the degree of truth, and she has not faked them.

"We're all pretty pathetic, aren't we?" I looked at her with that slight smile on my cheeks, "We love the same man, it's just that this man doesn't belong to either of the two of us, and in the end, he's gone, completely gone!" "I said, taking a sip of coffee, and when the hot coffee reached my mouth and throat, it literally set my whole body on fire, but the bitter feeling still flowed all over my body." But it's still the winner! Xiao Yu pointed her index finger at me.

"You left Li Yunxiang's only bloodline, didn't you find it? Your Li Xiaoshuai really looks exactly the same as him. Xiao Yu said and began to chuckle again, "In the end, I'm still a fool, am I?" Even if he is no longer here, I still guard my heart empty-handed, you have Li Xiaoshuai. ”

I looked at her and patted my chest like this, I don't understand the darkness of the day and the night, and I don't understand the drunkenness of coffee and wine, but I am drinking real coffee with Su Xiaoyu in front of me now, why do we still feel that we are about to get drunk? "Why are you helping me today?" Su Xiaoyu stretched out her finger and pointed it at the tip of my nose, the expression on her face was a little indescribable and suspicious, very suspicious.

I smiled, "Although I hate you very much, but seeing that scene, I don't know why, I just think that only if I do it like that, it can be considered correct, to be honest, Su Xiaoyu, in my heart, I still regard you as a sister, no matter what you have done to me before, I can't hate you, although I once convinced myself that I wanted to be your enemy, but I can't do it, just like you can't forget Li Yunxiang is a truth!" Su Xiaoyu looked at me, her eyes were full of surprise, she must be questioning my words!

Then, her eyes began to become a little distracted, she raised her coffee cup high, the brown and yellow coffee liquid, just like this, he drank it all into his stomach, oh my God, what is this for, drinking coffee as wine? Just when my mouth was not closed, she put down the cup in her hand with a "bang", "Don't hate, we don't hate anymore, okay?" As she spoke, she lay down on the table, burying her head deep in her arms, sobbing silently, but the speed at which her shoulders shook was still very strong. Yes, let's not hate it, okay or not, no matter what the result is, the man we love together is gone, and in this life, on this planet, we really don't see each other again. So what is victory? What is failure? It's just that we've all loved the same person at one time.

I don't know if this meeting will really deepen the emotional distance between me and Su Xiaoyu, and I didn't let her know that I helped her out of the siege this time, but the price I paid for it was to lose the job. The cold wind of winter is still blowing so cold around me, I shrunk my neck, I didn't expect that winter would come so early, but maybe I am too sensitive this year? It seems that every year winter will be early.

Snowflakes slowly floated in the sky, and when I was separated from Su Xiaoyu just now, the snowflakes were still scattered, but at this time, the snowflakes actually reached the point of sprinkling, and after a while, all of them fell on my body. The people on the street were rushing home in a hurry at this time, just sitting in the coffee shop with Su Xiaoyu, and it was very late now, but I didn't rush home in such a hurry like others. I would love to go to the creek, to sit on the bench that was now unused. Not for anything else, it's like finding a place where you can be quiet and think about something else, nothing else.

I don't know why, this idea is really strong in my heart, I took a deep breath, the alveoli were completely filled with this cool air, I took a light step, maybe the river is really rarely visited, so the snow really fell on this side There is a very thick layer, and the feet are really "creaking" on it. The whole earth was white, and I sat on the chair, and the snowflakes in the sky were getting bigger and bigger, and the world was slowly being covered by this silvery white. "Husband, you see, I'm unemployed again today, and is this snow just to celebrate my unemployment?" I opened my wallet, and inside my bag was a brown paper envelope, which was the salary that the supervisor had just given me, and I opened it and counted it by the light of the snow and the light, and there were more than 20 sheets, all of which were exceptionally brand new. "He must have counted more money for me, where did I have so much salary for the past ten days?" I nodded secretly.

Picking up that business card, I squinted and looked at it - good nanny housekeeping! Fan Xiaoyun, supervisor, telephone: 135XXXXXXXX. "Husband......" I said leisurely, "it seems that this time I am really going to be a babysitter!" "It's not long before the New Year, if you really want to find a job, then it will take me a lot of time, it's better for me to do it now, as long as I work hard, I can definitely earn a lot of money, it's about to be the Spring Festival, I have to save a sum of money before the Spring Festival."

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists, "Ai Xiaoya, come on, Ai Xiaoya, for Li Xiaoshuai, for Li Xiaoshuai......" I repeated this sentence, under this heavy snow! "Hey, hey, hey......" The yin and yang weird voice came to my ears, and I was startled and the business card in my hand flew to the side, "Oh, who is this, really, scared to death......" I quickly picked up the business card, turned around, and saw Zhang Yefeng, that really recognizable face, he was wearing a cotton suit, dark eyes, and seemed to reflect all the brilliance of the snow on the ground in the snowy night.