(Girls' Literature)

I came downstairs, at this time, on the streets of Xingfu New Village, some early stalls have begun to come out, the curling steam, wafting on each stall, it seems that the time is now six o'clock, early stalls are put out to welcome the people who go to work. I opened my backpack, pulled out my wallet, bought two buns and a cup of porridge, and drank as I walked. Tears were falling down one by one, the buns had no taste in my mouth, and my stomach and internal organs had become a rat hole in all directions. This is the reason for whether there is a good rest, and sometimes if you are not in good spirits, it will really kill you.

Eating the buns and porridge in the stomach, all of them wandering around in the stomach, this feeling is really uncomfortable. I still took a deep breath and ate everything in my hand this early morning. In any case, I still had to fill in my stomach first, and before I knew it, I walked to the bus stop in Xingfu New Village. At this time, the bus is estimated to have departed, and there are already a few people standing on the platform, I swallowed the last bite of the bun, the porridge was drunk, and the bun choked me almost to roll my eyes.

I patted my chest before I swallowed the bun. I turned my head, there were still stalls on the street of Xingfu New Village behind me, there were not many pedestrians on the street, but there was no figure I was familiar with before - Li Yunxiang, this time he really didn't chase after me, even if he knew that my mood was not good now, even if he could see how dark the weather was now, but he just didn't stand up, he still let me run here by myself, I wiped the tears from my eyes, for a while, I didn't understand what to do! Where do I go? Where am I really going? I don't really know what to do!

At this time, in the morning mist, a bus drove over, I took a closer look, it was the one I had to take every day, really, that one, its terminal station, was the Creative Park, this is the bus I used to take to work every day, I am naturally very familiar with it! I don't know, what's wrong with me, I think it's probably a habit, when I saw this car coming, I actually stepped on the car with one foot, I actually stood in the car like this, but the car at this time was really empty, and there was no one in it! It's still that early, I find a window seat and sit down, you see, the street lights are a little dim, but they still haven't lit up this day, aren't they?

I sighed deeply. I'm so tired, really, the upper eyelids and the lower eyelids are just closed, as long as the eyes are closed, you can be temporarily separated from the world, really, in fact, this is not bad, temporarily separated, so that you don't have to think about it all the time, at least you can let your head get a little relaxation! Well, I'm tired. It's really a temporary separation, or what else would you do? I'm not impressed!

It was in a light sleep that I arrived at the Creative Park. The time was close to seven o'clock, I turned on my phone, the screensaver was a photo of me and Li Yunxiang, in the photo, we were still smiling so happily, it looked really happy! At that time, when this photo was taken, there had been no changes in Li Yunxiang's home, it was really a carefree, simple and happy day for us, but now? Everything has changed, and those happy days seem to be gone forever...... I wiped my eyes, and on my phone, there was not a single missed call, not a single unread message, and even in WeChat, there was no half of the message......

Well, this situation can probably also show that Li Yunxiang really doesn't have the slightest feeling about my departure, right? Standing at the door of the creative park in the early morning, I just looked at my mobile phone without any greetings, and my heart also turned up a sour feeling at this time, hey, I wiped my eyes and slowly walked into the creative park. I guess that's what it looks like, it's my second place in the provincial capital!

The lights in the creative space are still on! What's going on This is not Zhang Yefeng's style, although sometimes he will neglect to clean because he is busy with work, but he will still remember to turn off the water and electricity clearly, and turn it off before leaving, and after thoroughly checking it, he will leave, after all, his famous saying - water and fire are ruthless! Just, today this is? I pushed open the glass door and went in so directly, and when I looked forward, Li Yunxiang was wearing a loose pajama and holding a cup in his hand, just standing on the second floor! He was also looking at me in surprise, like that, his eyes were full of embarrassment, but also embarrassment, as if my current appearance was no less than the appearance of an alien, Mom, am I ET?

Ai ....... Xiaoya ......, "Look at the person in front of you, after seeing me, this excitement seems to be unable to even speak, my God, is this necessary?" I'm really curious, huh? Zhang Yefeng rushed downstairs directly, and when he came down with someone, there was also a smell of coffee, the smell was too strong, I frowned, and turned sideways like this, "You stayed up late and worked overtime again?" ”

I asked, he nodded, "Yes, I'm testing a game......" Did you hear it, people's interest is really good, I am tired all night as a dog, and I have to be troubled by Lin Xiaomo's good Gu Ruoxi, when I got home, I thought I could have a warm bed to sleep well, but I didn't expect that what was waiting for me was a face like Li Yunxiang, but what about Zhang Yefeng? After playing a game all night, you said that the gap between people can be so big? I looked at him, "Oh, I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep!" You can find me a blanket,...... "I'm really tired, that's the only reaction in my head right now!"

There is no heating yet, and it is a little cold in the hall of the creative space, Zhang Yefeng nodded, "You go to sleep in my house, what are you doing looking for a stall?" "My face was suddenly full of black lines, big brother, you really can, I'll go to sleep in your room, if I wait until Momo goes to work, I'll sleep in your room like that, then it's strange that Momo isn't crazy? I didn't speak, just looked at him, he wasn't stupid, it seemed that the computer radiation this night hadn't broken his nerves, "Oh, okay, I'm going to find you ......"

When I lay on the sofa, I felt a little warm around me, thanks to the new blanket that Zhang Yefeng brought me. "Ai Xiaoya?" I haven't slept yet, Zhang Yefeng has just turned his face over, "En? I asked with some confusion, Zhang Yefeng swallowed his saliva, "Didn't you ask for leave today?" "I suddenly rang out, the message I just sent to Zhang Yefeng asking for leave.

"Oh, I'm just here to sleep......" Zhang Yefeng's expression was a kind of surprise that I had never seen, a surprise that was difficult to describe! I understood that at this time, Zhang Yefeng must really have nothing to say, but he still had something to say, and he slowly walked to my side, "Ai Xiaoya? He woke me up again, I opened my eyes and saw Zhang Yefeng in front of me, "Please, big brother, what are you doing here?" "At this time, I almost feel the urge to cry!

Zhang Yefeng shook his head, "No, I mean, did you really encounter something?" Zhang Yefeng's attitude was extremely serious, I sat up from the sofa at once, and sat up straight, Zhang Yefeng was obviously startled by my sudden standup, and his body leaned back directly, "Ah...... Woo woo...... "My grievances and my pain, at this time, I really can't control it anymore, I really can't control any of my emotions at all, all the grievances, at this moment, it seems to be the water of the Milky Way, and it began to pour upheaval, all of them are pouring out, pouring without any reservations, Zhang Yefeng was also a little panicked." I guess this was a very unexpected situation for him.

"Okay, don't cry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's okay......" He hugged me in his arms and hugged me gently, and the other hand, but still lined up my back, also gently. I understand that at this time, the distance between the two of us has exceeded the safe distance between ordinary friends, but I still don't have the strength to push him away, I really don't have the strength at all. A ridiculous and ridiculous thought popped into my head, if, I mean, if wrong, wrong, I cried in his arms, at least I wouldn't seem so lonely......

That night, Li Yunxiang really hurt me! That night, I felt some of the most painful things since I was born, and that night, I was a little grateful to Zhang Yefeng, and even felt that the creative space was like my second home! When I feel like I have nowhere to hide, this place can take me in! If we had a conflict with Li Yunxiang before, we were only superficial in Shanghai, and we also suffered some small injuries that could heal immediately, but this time, the words Li Yunxiang said to me really hurt my heart. It completely hurt my heart, and when I thought of my position in his heart, I suddenly felt like a dense layer of burrs all over my body, which made me unable to dodge, and made me even more powerless to dodge.