I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, from the first day I fell in love with Mu Changqing, the seven months of pregnancy, although he still didn't appear, it was my happiest day. Because no matter what, at least someone can talk to me, I haven't seen him, but I can feel his heartbeat every day, fluttering, alive, alive, and I even pinned all my hopes on him for a while, looking forward to his birth every day, hoping to see what he looks like, whether he looks more like him, or looks more like me. In the past three years, the baby has been with me the longest, so you should know how much I love him, but unfortunately in the end, he still didn't come to this world safely. ”

  Speaking of the baby, Lu Muge's dark eyes suddenly returned to her original light, and the dimples on her face were obviously deepened, and her face was full of happy expressions.

  It is conceivable that in the seven months when she was accompanied by her baby, she was really happy, the kind of happiness from the heart.

  Although the man she loves never comes home, as long as she has a baby, she seems to have the whole world.

  Speaking of this, Lu Muge leaned his back against the edge of the bed, slowly bent his knees, wrapped his arms around him, and then leaned his face on his knees.

  She just smiled and looked at him.

  "Even if the baby left, he didn't show up. Until the day I was discharged from the hospital, I saw him lead a girl with a big belly to the hospital......"

  After so many years, Lu Muge mentioned this matter to others for the first time.

  For her, this matter is her forbidden area, and even she does not want to touch it again, because she knows that touching it will affect every nerve in her body, making her extremely painful.

  In fact, even after so many years, when she remembered it again and said it to others, she still couldn't help but feel pain.

  Lu Muge's arms around him tightened involuntarily, buried his face deeply, and then made a muffled voice, saying: "At that moment, I only felt that my love for him for so many years turned out to be just a big joke, and what was even more ridiculous was that I didn't even have the qualifications to resent him and hate him." Yes, all of this is my own wishful thinking, I am to blame, he has never said a word of love for me, so what right do I have to blame him. It's not his fault that he doesn't love me. It's just me who is wrong. If I hadn't been too negligent, I wouldn't have given Ji Liuyue a chance. It was because I was too weak that I didn't protect my children. If God gives me another chance, I will definitely do my best to protect him and let him come to this world safely. ”

  Speaking of this, Lu Muge involuntarily tightened his fingers, and his knuckles turned white.

  It can be seen that until now, her heart is still very painful.

  Seeing her like this, Mu Changqing couldn't help but raise his hand, wanting to hug her into his arms.

  But he's not qualified.

  Whether it is Mu Changqing or Mu Xicheng, he is not qualified.

  So for a moment, his outstretched hand froze in mid-air.

  Lu Muge suddenly raised her head, and her eyes were the big hand that he had to withdraw in a hurry, as if nothing had happened, "Poof!" He laughed.

  "What? Listening to me say so much, do you think I'm pitiful and want to comfort me? ”

  Lu Muge looked at him with a smile, his eyes were as clean as if they had been washed.