Chapter 74: Stubbornness
Gu Shijin suddenly thought of some small things in the past, she used to study very well, her brain was also very smart, she was an honor student in the eyes of her teachers, and other parents often talked about "other people's children".
Whether it was before her mother died or after her death, everything she worked hard for was just for her mother, because she wanted her mother to be happy, and her mother wanted her to be a good, smart and clever child, so she tried to do it, and did it well.
After her mother died, every time her father learned that she had the first grade, he would praise her and help her celebrate, saying that if her mother was alive, she would be very happy and proud of her, but in the end she became her father's capital to show off to others.
Suddenly losing the goal of her efforts, she will occasionally be at a loss, hesitant, and more bored.
Gu Shijin believes that there are selfless people in this world, such as her mother, who dedicates everything to the people she loves, but in this real life, most people are selfish, in the face of interests, the first consideration is always themselves, for example, her father, is a selfish person, once a person has weaknesses, he will be easily used by others, and he is a person who is good at taking advantage of others' weaknesses, he takes a fancy to her caring about her mother, using her, to get the honor he wants, a promising daughter, Everywhere he goes, he can become a capital to show off, and he has a bright face.
It's not so much that she's fighting against the people around her, it's more like she's fighting against her father, even though this game is just her own.
I have been in contact with and understood people in the past, and in the face of the present, she will find that her temperament has become much duller, not as lively and hearty as before, which is also one of the reasons, she has seen through too much.
In the days when she should be carefree and simple and happy, Gu Shijin discovered the ugly truth hidden under the beautiful skin, and she couldn't go back.
That home is not her home anymore, and the intervention of two people is even more strange and terrifying.
Therefore, Gu Shijin thinks that even if others don't agree or understand, she knows very well what she is doing, and this is enough, and she will not regret it.
"Teacher, I want to ask you, what is wrong? What's right? I think there is no absolute wrong right in some things, according to the needs of different people, it can be right or wrong, there is no only answer in itself, this time, in your eyes, I made a mistake that should not be made, but in my eyes, I know very well what I am doing, I have no regrets. ”
Teacher Zhang: "......" I feel like I can't talk anymore this day.
This gold-studded stone is too hard.
Gu Shijin's temperament is too stubborn, too assertive, it is difficult to shake her thoughts, how to explain to her, her thoughts are not right, Teacher Zhang is very distressed.
After thinking about it, Teacher Zhang still felt that she should be let go for the time being, and let him discuss countermeasures with the head teacher.
"The teacher doesn't know why you think so, I don't know what difficulties you have encountered, I have also mentioned your situation to your homeroom teacher, he said that your current learning state may not be very good, it should be that you have a problem with your learning mentality, maybe you have not adapted to it, I hope you can adjust well, you can talk to the teacher about any difficulties, there is no hurdle that cannot be passed."
Gu Shijin tugged at his mouth, thinking that the head teacher was really good at ripping.
"Okay, you can go back first, you said that you know the results in your heart this time, then you go back and think about it, think about what the teacher said to you today, next time, don't do this." The subtext is that this time forget it, and if you open one eye and close one eye, you should be exposed.
Gu Shijin said sincerely: "I will."
Recently, there has been a "strange" atmosphere in the school, and there is a behavior that has become a new trend on campus, that is, the trouser trim is named, and the forum has given it a name, called "National Pedicure Style", although it doesn't sound tall at all, but the netizens who are struggling under the network are quite happy.